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Birthday Wish List

2009-10-24T07:43:00.000-07:00

No one would know :)

1) A DSLR Camera so that I can take down all the beautiful memories that I have been through
2) A very good Pen which have my name on it so that I can use to sign my name onto the things I will need to sign and hopefully one day this pen can be used to sign something which will affect human kind.
3) Sunglasses with my degree, 425 Degree each side. Hahaha
4) Some money so that my bank can meet the minimum of 500 dollars.
5) Some nice blazar suit that I can use for dinner and also to wear for official use.
6) Nice business shoes of US size 10.5 so that I can wear for work.

7) Everyone around to be safe and sound
8) Whichever god, please bestowed me with the strength so that I can make a difference in this dirty and dark world.

thats all folks.

Last Day of 2008

2009-01-03T09:22:00.000-08:00

Hmm... Lets see, It has really been a long time since i blog because nowadays blog not popular anymore. All the blogs pages are used by people to sell their clothes or their whatever business. So I lose interest in writing anymore articles but well... what starts must come to an end right so most probably this will be the last article which I will write for the Single Me's Blog. (Hint Hint)

All right, we had finally reached the last day of 2008. Everybody is waiting eagerly countdown like how many hours to the next year. For me, I don't really care because even if the new year comes, life still go on. You got a lot of things to do in life. I mean myself, until I can't really be bothored. You got not enough time, not enough money, not enough freedom as to what you want to do for your own life. So why live? I had been living under control of all the rules and regulations, morals, ethics which explained my behaviour for the past 20 years. But after my 20th birthday, or a few months before that, I found a new purpose. I found the reason why I live. Thats when I met her somewhere in April 2008.

2008 can say is an exciting and eventful year for me. Lets do a brief summary now.

1st I completed all the big projects I have for year 3 and finally I graduated with a Diploma. Not too bad I would say. Diploma you know. Worth something. I should say I had grown a lot, learn a lot, and make a lot during these 3 years of study in Ngee Ann. I had grown, grown to be wiser, smarter and defintetly change for the better in terms of academic wise or physcologically wise. Learn on how hard skills and soft skills that are brought to me. Knowledge which came in handy during my stay with Fuhua NCC and later on Work and Military. Make a lot of ? Love ? :x nope. I make a lot of friends. Good friends. They will hear you out during your troubled times. Help you out when you need. After such a long time, I recieved an email from Diana whose is now a The Phillpine asking how am I and wanting to see i Slim down the pictures. Heart warming isn't it. Thinking back that is one of the best time I had up to the 20 years of my life.

2ndly I went to my dad's company to work. Not bad at all, because its very bad. But I met the her but at that time she think that I am just a young boy. Why is it bad? Because the way the business is managed is really very bad. I did not really learn things there but I applied things. So course i spend 3 years studying came in handy. Put on some weight there too. I think 3 kg i think. Thats damm bad. At least I know what I should do next time when I formally join the company. I know what to do to manage the company better.

Thirdly, I went into National Service. Not army but NS okie. Tekong Kestrel. Moderate Obese Company. More ironic things is, my PC is my poly's buddy's good friend. Thats like ~ hahaha. I think BMT really make change my thinking, perception and mindset. I grown up a lot from there. I know how important is it to have family support. Especially field camp, when you feel like giving up, you thinking of your mother's favourite dish waiting for you at home, when you are feeling damm cold at night and sleeping in mud, you will feel that home is the best. Nothing beats coming home. And booking out, see my girl-friend, saw her with another man, kill the man F my girl-friend, with my rifle and buddy and me ~ Sick ? No thats our army song. We sing that during all the ET Run/Jog/Walk and route marches. Is this song which makes us forget our pain and tireness for the few moments. Then I have someone, who gave me additional support. Though she never say anything, but I felt it. Maybe is one-sided but all the talking on the phone and words of encouragement really help. Yea, so better treasure the peacetime if not you will really lose everything.

Forthly, I have gotten my Mrs officially on 28-09-2008. Nice number leh. She is a sweet lady, innocent, cute, natural. I like her giggling and her groan. She groan like a door sometimes when she Sa Jiao and I think is fine. Althought both of us have challanges ahead of us but we had promised each other that we will work hard and held each other's hand tight when things happen. Her nick is Xiao Bai Zhu and mine is Da Hei Zhu. Don't know why we started it but because she is whiter and we both like pig. She sleeps like one i eat like one and I am dark you know after all the sun tanning in tekong. So yea, Xiao Bai Zhu I love you more than I can say.

Fifthly, FPC, went through a 6 weeks course at sembawang air base. Known more new friends which we suffered together during hardship. Like we built emplacement with 1000 over and bags. Like 1800 like that. Carry it upslope down slop all that. Food there not bad I would say. Then everytime I book out or got time i would call my Mrs lor. Thats where our relationship gets stronger cos we get to see each other once every week.

Sixly i got posted to Paya Lebar Air Base. Xiongest FDS. OJT half of us on status. Mine was worst. I got Attend B 4 weeks, Upper Limb, Lower Limb, Heavy Load, RMJ, Prolonged Standing excused. I got Plantar Fiacitis already but I endure. But then after that injured my left shoulder during one of the turnout and that starts everything. So I get to see the Specialist all that. So now everytime I run i will feel the pain on my leg especially the heel part. Thats due to dunno when the training too xiong then I start having it but I know I have it during one of the NCC training.

And now counting down to new year, at the very last minute, my Mrs was at my arms. We were watching the fireworks at marina together. Quite romantic isn't it. We watched once together during NDP but she is not mine that time. (Hint) And we strongly believed that we will work hard together for our futhur. Thats written in our resolution and I don't know where it went to after we mail it out. hahaha.

Hope that 2009 will be a smoother year for everybody and us especially the economy. Bad times now. Growth rate only 1.5% for 2008. usually is 4 -5 %. Me and Xiao Bai Zhu, our love will become stronger day by day, weeks by weeks, month by month, year by year, decade by decade ... Everybody Healthly strong and fit. Don't eat too much during CNY. Especially the orange juices.

Happy New Year and farewell to www.droppingdead.blogspot.com

My airport story.

2007-10-06T10:21:00.000-07:00

Well Blogger, this time round I don't know who am I talking to . Maybe you are the one whom I can say everything to. Over this past few months, I have seen many things. Maybe because I am working in Airport.

I have an Airport story to tell. In airport is the place where you will see the happiness when families reunite, you will see love when the loved one meet each other. Also you will see despair when someone whom who is closest to your heart leave you for good. You will see people unwillingly part each other. Thats airport. It is fill with emotions. It has feeling.

I felt all the emotions that all the humans have encountered in the airport. I feel lost on the first day of work just like any other passenger. I seen many unfamiliar faces like how passenger seeing the airport for the first time.

I have enjoyed warmth just like when people met after a few years. That friendship and caring make me felt it.

I enjoyed the time spent there. It make me grow.

I felt important just like how the plane soar in to the sky

I feel young just like how the children will run about and felt amazed by everything.

I seen love just by communicating through a phone just like how people communicate to each other via that glass.

I also seen sadness just like when people have to part.

I have that heartbroken feeling just like giving up finding the person you had been looking for and that person is leaving you for good.

I have encounter : Happiness, Rage, Sadness, Laughter.

The details will remian on my memories and it will be part of my memories.

To the special her: Airport is also the place where I told her how I felt after 4 years. The 4 years of waiting, dreaming and giving- in have come to the end. Perhaps I am not the prince you are waiting for. Because I don't believe in fairy tales. There is no happily ever after. I don't believe in Cindrella story. I wanted to cry just like how you tell me to so that I will feel better. No, I will not. Althought the heart is really painful. Without crying or thinking there is a very painful feeling in my heart. Its like the heart broke into many pieces. I have finally taste it myself. Perhaps thats human emotion. Love does not means possession. I not need to be with you to love you. I will let you go because I love you. I will have you only because I like you. Thats the difference. I will let you go like how I let the previous her go. If you are happy I will be happy. At this very moment I can understand why people will do something which is harmful to the body like smoking or drinking or even sucide. I have the urge to run on the street endlessly, I have the urge to drink till I get drunk so that I will forget everything. Wo Ai Ni,Hao Ai Ni, Dui Bu Qi Xie Xie.

Crying without tears.

Personality test

2007-07-28T10:08:00.000-07:00

Well, recently I just play with the new personaility test in a supermarket dairy fridge. The test goes like this: If you can choose any drinks in here free, what will you take.

It doesn't matter what you choose, it matters how you choose it. For me I can't settle down on what drinks i want. I can drink all drinks. This applies to how you cope in relationship in real life too. I cannot' settle down on what I want. All seems good to me and all seems nice to drink like the drinks. The packaging may not be nice, but it taste good or the packaging is nice and taste good but not as healthy or beneficial to human. Its the same thing. I don't know who I want. In my life there are many girls which come across me. They are good and I think our charater match but somehow I just ponder around and explore around. That explain why am i not attach now.

Everytime my grandma come to Singapore, she will ask whether i have girlfriend a not. Everytime my mind will skip a bit. And answer: don't have. No people wants me. But this time round she make it worst by adding this. How come don't have, your cousin also have already. So poor thing. Well maybe no one wants me really.

I just don't know what i want. Everything seems good. When I finally decide on what i want its already too late. Is either the person is attached or the person don't like me. So the more this kind of things happen, the more I scared to get in love. Well Love is beautiful and I know. Is not that I have high standard or what. But those girls who attract me and make me keep thinking of them are always high in demand.

Now I know what and who I want. But so how ? First we are of different class. Second, she got many suitable. 3rd she is friendly to all, 4th she has someone whom she like. I don't like this kind of feeling. It like you finally choose a drink and when you are about to drink it, the drink spilled over on the floor.
Everday, everynight I am missing you. I will treasure it. I will bring it wherever I go. Well adult relationship and teenage relationship is so different. For teenage relationship, you will dream of dating with your dream girl or dream guy. But for adults, what really matter is whether you all have common interest and whether when you all are married, you all will have the happiness a not.

You boyfriend or girlfriend will be someone ordinary. It isn't the prettiest girl on the world, but to you they are the prettiest. Realationship in the adult stage is also very materialistic. When girl gauge a guy, they will judge whether is he able to support the family a not. Is the guy able to provide her with the sense of security.

Well afterall its just complicated. Tell me what to do. Show me whats my future and don't torture me with guessing game. I have weak heart, I cannot play this kind of game. What I need is companion, what i need is mental support, what i need is just someone to talk to. What I need is someone whom can share my joy and woes with me. I no need a very pretty girl. I no need a very gentle and elgance lady. All I ask for is the chemistry. Althought my dream girl have to be someone who is gentle or elegance, but all these is not important at all. Love is blind.

I will treasure it like a treausure.

NCC DAY Parade 2007

2007-07-08T07:31:00.000-07:00

If you are bored by constant blogging about NCC, I am so sorry but you have to bear with me. Because NCC is part of my Life . It something which I feel so proud of myself. Its somewhere I found pride, fun, sense of belonging, friends and an area to display and be myself.

Last Year I once make a promise that I will work hard to ensure that my Unit keep is not complacent about our results and will continue to work hard. The Outcome of the BUC is the reason for me to stay on and strive harder to get the best. This year, we finally get the overall best. So this goes to show that my effort do pay off. Of course to the cadets and officers. They work hard too. So my sincere words to my dear clts who work hand in hand with me, Chee Meng you are not forgotten, Adrian , Perry , Kar How, Snr Chee Kaur , Snr Steven, Snr Zhi Yong, Snr Wee Hock, Snr Elvis, Snr Luis , Snr Hadi. Your efforts have finally paid off in the presence of me and on my hand. But without the pioneer setting up laying down the foundation, Fuhua won't be like this today.

So today is NCC day parade. I shall skip some details and go into some worth mention parts. Afternoon the sky is dark and the wind is big. While doing the slow march my flag is flying. And is really big sia. Then we really is praying the sky won't rain. Cos droplets of water have been dripping. But the sky is especailly kind to us. Thank you whatever god for clearing the sky. Today slow march is okie. Hopefully I did well... Mr Chia keep going up and take award take until hand numb. Go on stage 4 times. Take uber many plague and trophy.
Post parade still need to go up stage and take all the certs and Gold unit plauge.

I think is really an achievement for me and the school. We are able to get such and achievement is not by cheating... You must really see how hard we work. The boys, the CLTS and the Officers. It not like you just open your mouth talk we will be the best scold cadets they become good boy then you will be best unit. So for those people who is doubting our school unit, please feel free to come down our training and visit. But of course you must attain approval first. Everyone in Fuhua NCC is an assets and we treasure them. We really is put in our hard work and we deserve more than anyone else.

A lot of people congratulate me. But the person I wish most to share the joy with me did not. Well what to do. So I don't feel a full fletch of honor and joy.... But the feeling is there... Hahah...

Happy NCC DAy people ! :)

Donate Blood

2007-07-05T10:52:00.000-07:00

So i finally donated blood. Due to some objections by the religious thing. I were told that my blood is royal and should not donate and pass to other people. But who cares. Maybe I might save for rainy days. Touch wood. :X

So hows the experience of donating blood. At first i was all right. Pok asked me whether i want to donate blood a not. I without hesitating and i agreed. When i reach the conventition center, I was told that I have to test my veins first to see whether it is suitable anot because I am a first timer. The red cross or nursing people started to play with my hands because there is no nurse free to attend to me. So what I did was to let them feel my veins. Then when the nurse came she found the other vein and everyone started touching it as thought I am the guinea pig.

After that we have to grow through stages at stations to clear. Doctor check, iron test where they staple my finger. Then was the final one.

I sit there quite long again before the nurse attend to me . Then after that the needle goes in. Its just a bit painful(needle pierce your skin of cos pain) Then after that there is no more feeling already. So once its conacted I can see the bag of blood filled with my blood. Its quite cool actually. Then the worst part is here. When you arm is so numb because it don't have blood, the nurse call you to keep squeeze the stress ball. Then its super sour sia. But have to keep squeezing. So once done I am suppose to sit there and wait for the blood to stop flowing.

Then wear i finally stood up. Its like wow. The world is spinning. My right arm is weak now. And i realize i should have given them my left arm to draw the blood. Hopefully sunday I don't drop the NCC colour. Then i was given milo to drink. Free flow:x But okie lar I only take 1 milo and 1 fruit juice to replenish my iron and minerals.

Hmm... I am feeling the way i am feeling 3 years ago. Poor me. Don't tell me I have to spend the rest of my life alone. Tsk Tsk

Spec Course Phase 2

2007-06-22T05:36:00.000-07:00

Hmm... After Spec course I think i am suffering from post spec course chesspie fuktup depression. Its the phase 2 which is the one which I have this feeling. From this spec course, we can actually see a lot of people real potential and attitude. We can see a person real potential and we can see a fuktup CLT. Take for example, you have see before a bloody person trying to orders from the 2IC when he is way below the hiearchy.

Then CLT all slacking when is like the 2ic cum acting OIC is doing all the work. By right the OIC suppose to stay inside the ops room and give out orders all that only. But this time round i seems to be running about more than the OCs. Well I only know that this course let me see a lot of person true potential and their flaws. Some of their flaws are unforgiven. If you think that post is too lowly for you then you seriously should not be a CLT. Even we start off as a Sai Kang Warrior.

Then going for this course make me ponder a lot of things. Whenever i got free time i will think of that thing. So until now the tug of war still there is no winner. But it seems like both party of tug of war have already tone down already. But I don't know lar.

Why can't it be more simple...

Sweet Sweet

2007-06-07T05:58:00.000-07:00

How I wish time can just stop at that moment. At that moment, the feeling of heart melting once feel my heart. When I was studying till very late and wanted to fall asleep. She call me go and nap and she will call and wake me up. Of course at that point of time I cannot think. So she call me sleep, I just go and sleep.

Then my handphone rang. At that time I was still blur blur. I pick up my phone thinking which bugger call me in the middle of the night:x. Then I hear that voice. That voice which I had never hear for so so long. The feeling was like you wife wake you up early in the morning for work. The feeling is the same. Then she still call me to wake up and study. Call me Jia You. Wah straight away energetic. Then got the energy to study again. She really give me that kind of very comfortable feeling that I can talk to her and communicate with her freely. Then somemore we share common interest.

I think she is just right for me. So far I haven't met any girl who is like that. She is just right for me. If can, really can, i hope to go into a blissful marriage with her. I will wait for her A level to end. Then we talk about relationship thingy. Hopefully by then she will be mine. Woo her like 4 years. Its time.

Randoming

2007-05-29T10:02:00.000-07:00

Well I guess after a few stressful period, finally I can take a slight break. A short one. 1 or 2 days. But after that I will have to chiong and PIA again. Actually somehow or rather I am very disappointed in somone whom I think has the same thinking as me. He is just losing it. No more on the ball. And he is going to being categorize as fuktup. Just hope he just wake up someday.

Today presentation was quite well done as told by our tutor. But we have so much content that we have to skip most of the content. I must say my class is really very very very very competitive. Last time with this kind of standard we can get A, But now with this kind of standard we merely just pass. In order to stay competitive, our group must produce high standard work which is killing all of us. I can't understand why other groups want to do so much things. They got nothing better to do meh ? Our of the lecturer actually told us that our class is perhaps one of the best class in Ngee Ann from the pass to now. Its not that I am boasting or what. But really once you step into the class you will see a lot of typical singaporean: Kiasu, Kiasi. You will feel the enviornment is different. Once teacher say work, we get down to work. But before we even start others groups had already finish. This is our scarey my class is. And the stuff they product are of quality. None of them is giving you crap. All is trying to present as much content as possible.

Even when we are talking we are smiling at each other, actually behind the back and inside our heart we are thinking of how to win the other team. My group is the most innocent group. We treat everyone as our friends but they not friendly. They are very focus on their work. But okie lar. This will look like a real business world where competition is everywhere. Competition will make us upgrade ourselves more to meet with the competition.

Coffee can numb your nerve but not lonliness

Something that will change my life

2007-05-21T08:24:00.000-07:00

I thought this kind of things will not happen on me. I thought I live very peacefully. I thought I will go on smoothly in my life, marry a wife and have 3 kids then until i grow old and happily after and I go on to my eternal life.

But something shocking has happen. Its regarding a life. I don't know what will happen. Maybe I will not stay in the condo that we all are hoping for. Maybe I will not enjoy life like what I am now. What if that thing really happen. My family will collapse.

Today I was in school. To everyone is a normal day. But for me, its like a day which I never wish to have. I found out something shocking in the morning when i wake up. Its my sister who told me that. I keep on flipping news paper and its true. I was so distrub when I was in school. I have no mood for anything. People was trying to make a fun out of me. In normal days I will feel alright. I mean if like that can make people happy by all means. But today I feel very irritated. Even when I talk I was hoping that the person talking to me can just shut out and give me some peace. My heart was very anxious during lesson. I feel so much like just run out of the classroom and go for a long sprint. Its that kind of feeling which you are very worried about. I just wished to tell someone. And the first person I think of I don't dare to tell her. The second person I think of don't understand what the hell i talking about.

My mother think that I don't know what is happening. But I know. Everybody is acting normal but is not. I know what is happening. Now I can only pray to whatevery god that please please please let the best senario happen.
Please man. I have been a vegetarian for many many years. So please use my all these years de deeds exchange back my normal life.

AnaLoG: When there is problem and you got no one to talk to, you are a failure because you have no true friends.

110

2007-05-10T08:43:00.000-07:00

Hmm... Today went down to HQ NCC with 3 intention in mind. In the end I only complete 1 of them. That is to collect photograph, look through the pass GSK paper, and attend NP NCC meeting with DC. But i only collected photograph. But at least this time round when I go down to HQ is a fruitful one.

I saw Syahir there and of cos Wen Ting. Then another person join the league because he jusstarted work in HQ today. Yong Ling from 47th intake. So the 4 of us went for lunch together. Our lunch is 1hr 15min when i only eat sandwhich. We can eat until 1hr 15min manz. But before that we actually have chit chat session. We talk about why NCC is going down. Seriously is because NCC is a non- profit organization. So no one would actually care about how is it going. They just want to finish their task as the simplest and fastest way. Thats how the top people are working. So those in the lower level is as follows. They can talk only but no one is actually excuting all the things. What about CLTs? They are getting more and more like a Childcare teacher. Long Hair, Dye Hair, Vugarities, getting very close with cadets, teaching all the wrong thing, tackle female cadets, being childish and quarrel in front of cadets. etc etc.

Is the way CLTs carry themselves. CLTs from the pass are deem as professional and because of that I am actually inspired by them. I should say me and chee meng and clement are the one who is in the middle. What do i mean by that. Before NCC transit, corperal punishment is pratice everynow and then. Cadets do not dare to talk back to CLTs. After the transition, is where corperal punishment is not pratice and cadets don't even greet CLTs when they see us. Is their up bringing. I mean greeting is not a must but is a form of courtesy. You see you good friend you also greet them hi right.

CLTs are really the key to whehter how a cadet will behave. If their upbring in Part A and B is slack. When they reach part C , when they take over they will also be slack. As a result everything become slack. I actually wanted to fail those who cannot make it as a CLT and ask them to go home. Althought they are not good, they are very enthu. But those who are good is not as enthu. So in the end i didn't do that. Hopefully this batch of 53rd will not prove me wrong.

But problem still come back when the new generation take over, everything will collapse. I seriously cannot see what HQ NCC will be like by the time i enter NS which will be next year. Is like there are a lot of people out there wish to do something about it. But they don't have the power, the strength to do it. The 4 of us say actually we feel like enforcing and focus but we don't have the power because CLT is only a small fry. And beside that even if we want to enforce other CLTs will just follow the way they are being bring up.

Anybody understand ? Don't understand nvm because you dun have the same feeling as I have

Anyway while they was saying, woei luen be spec course OIC. Then I ponder. Then i decline. Becuase thinking of who are the instructors who is coming, i shake head. I don't mind being Spec course OIC if i got good people to work with. Because there is something I can do to have impact in NCC. I believe I can. Then I keep asking myself should i volunteer myself. Should I. I ask Kai Li whehter should I. She call me to go for it. This girl just make my mind rooted. Well I should not decline if I am being ask again and if there is really no one whom i think is better than me.

AnaLoG: Some people actually treat you kindness for granted and add sacarism to your kind advise. Well who cares.

200 kg Pound Beauty

2007-04-25T06:23:00.000-07:00

My mouth hurts. Pluck out 6 wisdom tooth last week. Pain you know. I must put to sleep then after that use the knife to cut the gum and then pluck out the teeth. Plus they must still stich back. Ouch... Until now it still hurts.

Watch 200kg pound today. Justin Mama treat. But seriously speaking, Justin mother look very young lor. Don't look like his mother. Maybe stress less or happy life create that... Okie anyway the show is Good. Really. It almost got me off tears but in the end I laugh till tears come out. Lol... The actress is good. As in she is God damm chio and rightfully being call a beauty. But the singing part. I don't know that is her a not. But the voice also good. Damm funny. But I am damm awarkward while watching the show. But will ask me whether I want to go for plastic surgery a not. Actually to me plastic surgery really is not a need. I prefer natural beauty. Thats why girls with thick make up normally turn me off. Naturally beauty you know.

Then recently start school le. Can say my class quite good but still with a few ego people here and there. But it is a pro bonding class. Then I remember during my international business lesson, the tutor ask one question. Where is the first place you will look at when you look at people. Typical guys will say look at the face or the breast or the body. Standard de lar. But I look for something special. I first look at nose. I don't know why. But I got fetish with a kind of nose. Up to now those I have that kind of nose. Second i look at the eyes. Yea. Beautiful eyes speaks. Its by the chio actress in the contact lenses advertisment. Chio Bus... Wooo... Then she is also the one who is in the ferror Rocheo advertisment. Classy bah ... Hope this semester will be better. Towards Scholarship . Roar...

AnaLoG : You cannot combine serious and fun together. If you do it will be seriously fun.

Okie here goes

Semester 2 year end break

2007-04-15T06:37:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. Finally its over. Tommorrow its the start of a new semester. Year 3 student i will be. I actually have to go for attachment this semester. I regret initially for Advance drill course. Because there is not really prestige in the course. You are a supernumerary and people will group you with a bunch of power hungry people. This course my Section commander was melvin. I must say he is able to command the respect of others. Grace was relatively funny and cute. She like like the entertainment of the platoon. Then the other one was Ben. I think none of the syndicate will like him. Yesh he knows a lot but this is not the way. When we met with problem, instead of motivating us like other instructors, he insulted us. This is what i call a bad example. We are both same rank. We came to the course hopefully to learn something and we even call you sir. Then he just insult our intelligence. If he is so clever he won't go to ITE already. So it make me feel no prestige at all. I was thinking whether did i make the wrong choice to defer my attachment.

But then after ADC is challange quest. This time round WEST district got champion because of tug of war. And i am happy that I am the tug of war's anchor man. Who say big size is useless. We win by a margin of 20 point. Althought the margin can be bigger by us winning the tug of war and the 1.6km team run people winning, we eventually emerge champion. So at least i done something for the district. Its not for the DC. Althought we win. He don't seems happy because he never do anything at all. Its for our beloved TCO, District Spec, CSO ( Wenting) only and of course for the rest of the west people who actually put in hard work in helping out west district.

After Challange Quest was campfeast. This time round the campfeast was very messy. And when i say messy i mean its damm messy. The OIC and 2IC wasn't slacking this time round. Campfeast 1 the both of them slacking but everything run smoothly. But this time round was very messy. Everybody shake their head already.

Then coming up next i actually went to visit an old folks home. Its Bukit Batok Home for the elderly. 17 people from Jurong Spring CC went. I must say I never regret despite me tired from the combo camps. Its very meaningful experience. I must say the folks are actually entertained. I remember there is one old folks who actually share with us about his experience with Japanese Occupation. Everybody was listening with all ears. Then there was this girl called yang yang. She is quite young. Sec 3 . But she looks cute. Then when I got home was browsing through other people blog when i found out that she is actually studying in Nan Hua all those... Hehehe :x But anyway its and enjoyable experience. One of the folks even predicted my life and predicted quite real. Another one also.

Okie here comes the climax. I attended the CLT course. 2 weeks course man. Was the APC of syndicate. Actually was under admin. Thanx to Wenting. She changed my post to APC. My syndicate was actually combining of Air and West district people and the PC was a garang Air district S/CLT. First day was damm xiong for them man. Seriously. Looking at how they was train even 2lt Tan also talk to me and chee meng. If got anything too fierce, then try to stop the PC. But was okie because training was just drilling and marching all that. Just that got people must run to the stop sign then run back.

Training was normal and routine. But some special highlight was that actually kayaking was damm exciting for me and Achap. Achap was my kayaking partner. On our way to course way, everything was fine. Because the current was with us. But on our way back currently was against us and it was high tide. So there are a lot of capsized. And we were scolded for not saving people when chee meng and symail is already there le. I think is because 2lt Huang kana f by Major Chua. Then while reaching back, someone capsized near NDU jetty. Being the nearest kayak around, we have to save them. But they are blur cock. Why because when we tell them to pass the bow to us perpenticular, they pass to us parallel. So in the end we get drifted to them. When i finally get the kayak up to my deck the two bugger actually pull to kayak down and as a result my kayak have to tahan my weight, plus the heavy kayak filled with water plus their weight. As a result it was partially submerged already. Resuce went on went it the kayak finally get up on to the safety boat. But we were so near to NDU jetty already. I can see lots of helicopter flying on top the sky, Ready to shoot us down i think. :x But the problem is when we started moving our kayak sink. Lol. Was damm funny. So we get out of the kayak . But was already under the jetty already. So bo bian we have to go up the safety boat. But it was not easy with the CG pulling you down. I used lots of strength to actually pull myself up. I did 3 attempts to go up the boat. Finally i am up. If during the rescure one big current come then i think we will just die there.

Routine went on and I can see my syndicate stand out from others. Maybe due to their training. There is this part where I don't like. When choosing for best trainee, other syndicate pick their choice. The best trainee choice to me there are like good actor. Seriously. The first one the way she carry herself was like she is the boss. The way she speak make me feel disgusted. The 2nd was Fahan. But after he got his rank, he actually call Chee Meng by surname. Koh. Steady. And he started playing a fool. The 3rd one was playful all along. I seriously think that Jia Yao and Puetra is better than them. Even my syndicate Ariff is better. They are humble. They are outstanding and they are their true self. But well what done is done. And I have never done what I want to complete in this course. Is to make sure that the best trainee is really worth the tittle.

During their POC, I was wearing number 3. For god damm reason they say I don't have size. Is not because i don't have size. Is becuase they anyhow put the shirt and plus they dun want to tailor make for me. But anyway, this time the POC was a touching one. When their rank was donned, some of them actually shed tears. Its tear of joy. One of them is puetra. He teared. And I was the one who wipe away his tear for him. Looking at how he cried, I almsot teared. It was touching. Plus after that got their rank the trainee was grateful. Was very touching. Their performance was a good one. Fantastic. They did everything by themself without the instructors going in. Althought I did scold them once for being so chaotic. If everyboby was trying to be a leader, in reality, there is not leader.

Up to now i never regret that I actually defer my attachment knowing that I will miss Snr Spec course. I never regret. Its a sense of achievement knowing that people actually is grateful of what you have done by writting down in their appraisal and at the same time seeing them turn in a better person after the course.

AnaLoG: Leadership is the ability to influence others.

ALumni Home Coming

2007-03-03T07:37:00.000-08:00

Well, its my holiday. Yesh its the day i wished for. But staying at home will be boring. Lucky its still the chinese festive and I can go friends house to collect Hong Bao :x So yesterday went to Bao's house to collect hong bao and i have to bao the mahjong. :s hahah. A lot of bao sia.

Okie yesterday was okie until they decided to play a shit game to drink Chivas on the rock ( Drink pure Chivas with Ice ). And within 30min the Bottle of Chivas is gone. Then I think i drink the most. The feeling of drunk is not good. When you move you head feels very heavy and feel like moving to one side. So when you walk, you cannot balance yourself because the whole world is spinning. Then you could hardly hear any sound from the side. Then whatever happen you brain will take about 3 second of process it. Then i still very garang. Countinue play mahjong. Until i Bao . I need to pay for everybody. Then i the end i buay tong. Give kenneth play and i go nap. Who knows once I nap the next thing i know tml morning already. LOL. Even they how noisy i totally got no feeling at all. Really is never hear anything at all. Morning wake up is like never sleep at all althought i slept for 5hrs already.

Okie ayway today went for fuhua Alumni home coming day. Its a Alumni affairs where all the alumni will come back for and gather. Well. I must say this home coming thing is a good idea for the alumni to gather. Just that it is a bit not well plan. We get to see our EX principal , Mr Ong Kian Choon, get to hear those good singers sing again, get to interact with long lose school mates, and i get to see someone special. Saw her, 1 look only. Decided not to look at her. Anymore. Just in case i still cannot put down. But should be can put down already. Cos i already have someone in mind. Yea. Only one glance and i never look at her for the second time. Never okie. I can see that she is fine and taken good care of. And I hereby wish her good luck.:)

Well. Holidays will be busy with NCC stuff. Next week got range and training. Then follow that will be supernumery course. Then will be challange quest. Then will be camp feast 2. Then follow by will be speech day then affirmation. Then maybe 53rd CLT course. I don't know. But well . Shall see...

Valentine Day Post

2007-02-14T08:49:00.000-08:00

Some people just live to love. Whenever they got nothing on their mind, they will think about love. In their life, they wish for love, want to find love, and want to have love. So what actually is love. This kind of creature are called woman.

I should say only Woman are this kind of people because they have a natural ability. They tend to imagine things when they are free to keep their mind occupied. Then they will imagine how is it like to have a handsome, rich , caring, muscular, devoted guy to be with. But actually what they need is just a guy with good attributes to occupy their mind.

Woman are cats, Mens are dog. They scheme and get what they want. Mens are slave of woman. Help them carry things, work and support family, men initiate first. And woman are not just ordinary cats, they are copycat. Copycat effect is common. When the first person jump off an MRT track, more people follow. Woman on seeing their surronding friends, relative or even just strangers they see on the public , initimitate with their boyfriend, they will want have one guy to accompany them. There is an example. Valentine day which is today is a trend and fashion pratice by all over the world. So in order to keep up the fashion, some woman whom i know of just find a guy to spend this "special day" with her. How romantic ~

This is what I called materialistic love. There is a saying about love that, love is to accept one weakness and beauty lies in the eyes of the behold. It isn't accecpting one weakness. It is accecpting that guy into the heart, so that they can feel occupied with someone to think of.

Of cos there are other species. These species are rare among the rare. They are a kind of speices who will search for the correct one. No matter how much time have pass, they will countinue searching till they found the right one. the world has 16 billion population. And searching for that 1 person is indeed hard. But they do have constraint in searching. Example will be county, race , ageand even religion. These will be a boundary to limit their search and so what is found may not be just right. Thats why love is blind. They say Mai Hiam Buay Pai, Ai Hiam si Ka Na Sai. But that species will countinue to search for the right one crossing boundaries and thats why it is rare among the rare.

Another theory about love is that love is about finding your happiness. You have someone to accompany you and someone to share your burden of course you happy.

But nevertheless those single people out there. You are not lonely because I know you are searching for the right one not anyhow find. My love is for mankind. Its not the 1 to 1 love. Its 1 to many love. They call it MarcoLove. Amitabha. What you find is just human desire here.

Exam

2007-02-12T06:32:00.000-08:00

Exam is finally here. 2 paper have pass. I think i did fairly well. Can pass i think :x 3 more to go and i am in semi holiday mood le. Can't to think of it, I somehow lose control of my feeling and action and did something cool yesterday. I never expect i will do it but i just did it. Will not regret but hardly will do it again? Guess what is it ? Sounds wrong ? Nope. :x I do not have any other intention. Just expressing how I feel. At least its out of my mind, so i don't have to feel heavy.

Valentine days is coming, I should be staying at home and study. Sad right. Nah. It makes no difference to me.But for Chee Meng might be different :x I think he considering which XMM to go out with :x

I defer attachment for this sem. Althought it is a bad choice. But i never regret it. If i go for attachment, I can know a lot of friends. Espically those cute ones, Good wife good mother one, and eat grass one :x But i choose not to go and i stand firmly on my decisions. Well got fate shall meet again.

Campfeast 1 I was the OC. Is neither up nor down. And i shall say my PC APC are funny people :x Funny as in werid. The 52nd are okie. Seriously they are okie and I see hope and future in them. Should say in NCC this year is my peak period. After this year off to NS I go. When i go NS, is either i am the top, or i am just and ordinary clerk. As simple as that. Being in the middle simply just sux. Campfeast 2 coming I should be there. Will be more happening i guess cos fuhua is going, nan hua girls and boys are going. A lot of 50th and 51st CLT are going.
Get ready for party manz...

AnaLoG: Love just let a logical person become illogical.

2007-01-15T22:46:00.000-08:00

Understand me... Hahah.. This is 98% true so this rougly will describe what a person am I. You cannot change me. This is my inborn charater.

Wong Woei Luen-
These people are intelligent and as clever as the best of them. They are quick-minded and able to perceive the flaws in others' concepts. Their minds scrutinize everything. It is the truth that is their motivating force. They are free spirits who find themselves going contrary to almost everything and everyone. If they are repressed in any way they can become rebellious or self-indulgent and create chaos in their environments. They can accomplish ten times more than anyone else because of their drive and fearlessness. They dare to be great and dare anyone who tries to stop them. If this force is not disciplined and directed, the frustrations can lead to self-destruction because of the inherent mental intensity. This influence contains a profound mental capacity for analysis and deduction, always stimulated by their response to untruth. They are here to right the wrongs of humanity.

Restlessness and change are integral parts of their lives. If there is no challenge in their work, change is impending. They work for, and demand, their independence. Their minds never stop cogitating about things. They are serious and worrisome, and can spend many sleepless nights playing the same mental tunes. Their accomplishments unfortunately do not include the ability to find peace of mind. Only when their lives are motivated by a noble purpose can they begin to feel a deep satisfaction in their work and life, otherwise they search endlessly for the elusive answer to life, and their miseries. They will travel the world either literally or through books in order to satisfy their insatiable need for answers to their questions. They must understand the force that drives them or they will be driven to distraction. Their creative impulse does not conceive any limitations once awakened. They draw from an energy that seems unlimited, but definitely has its limitations when they push themselves too hard.

Their deep sense of responsibility and commitment will drive them to the point of exhaustion. Often it is only through strenuous physical exertion and exhaustion that they can induce a kind of relaxation that serves as a temporary relief from their worries. This is a very mental or intellectual force that has a tremendous insight into things as long as it flows out of the strength of their independence. If they are thwarted in their efforts, their minds can become quite critical and their scepticism can blind them to the truth. Injustice can make them mad and they are formidable fighters. They must learn the great truth, that answers come in the midst of battle only when the fight is impersonal. Truth must be the focus, not getting even. If this influence is misdirected their repression will self-destruct into some form of indulgence. Worry is their nemesis. They would do well to laugh more often. Their criticism of others can become quite intense and holding grudges could be a problem. Holding on to their problems mentally invariably leads to ulcers or other stomach problems.

Reflection

2007-01-13T09:21:00.000-08:00

Today CCA Display. The weather is fuktup. Want to rain, rain big big . Don't want to rain don't rain. Why must drizzle. Drizzling make the floor wet wet. Then when i need to do marking then cannot do leh. Cannot stick to the ground. But anyway. Parade went out okie. Okie only. When cotingent commander take over, the parade marker still marching in. Emcee's fault.

Today i play with the comissioned sword. After holding it, i got inspired. Thinking 1 day maybe i will own one myself. Maybe i shall. I think i will. ALL THE WAY manz. ROAR.

Anyway today have the feedback AAR. I was shoot for too inflexible. Can't be help. I am in charge of management. And the management all have some standard procedure to follow. Like telling them what is right and what is wrong kana classify as inflexible. Then so be it. Regementeation things is right and wrong. Wrong must correct what. Strong regementation will differeniate between a good unit and bad unit. Like that consider inflexible. Then so be it . I am just like that...

What i truely think over is what Mr Chia says. Highest level of leadership is people are scared of you but they respect you. To attain that, you must know how to handle people. Some go hard on them, some go soft. Agreed.

But our hardwork and contribution who will know. We almost got outcasted by fighting for their rank, we stay up late just to meet over some things. We got scolded by our superior for letting you to fufil your ego. Anybody understand that a not? CLT not human is it.. We have our own personal life too. Just like you all. But you all only think about yourself. Letting you all do things you want which is wrong shows that we are not doing our job well. Doing our job well will not will let you all not happy. Then in the first place don't join NCC.

Well. Be a CLT is hard, be a SCLT is harder.

AnaLoG: Be a leader is hard. Be a good leader is harder.

Clt in the past VS Clt in the present

2007-01-10T08:26:00.000-08:00

Love saint is going to blog something about the things he understood after a long walk home. Now more and more people are getting into love. Why because it is cheap ? Because of excess supply thats why the price drop ? No man. Now what people finding is love not the person they love. The partner can be any good looking people and then they just got attracted by looks. And then all they need is love from the other tom dick and henry. Compared to the old tradtional way of love, is the finding the person they love. Its two different type. One had more value the other has lesser one. The first one is something like fling. I prefer the 2nd one

Today went for NCC training. Spend so much money on taking cab and give me this kind of things. Parade. Insturctor from other CCA want to keep kei kiang. Let them kei kiang. Friday see what will happen :).

Then AAR something happen. Aloyius suddenly went very negative. He quarrel with SCLT adrain. You see before a staff quarrel with CLT before? Not dun let them feedback but its the wrong way. Want to feedback must also speak with manner. I is let them continue. Almost wanted to scold people. Then i say about the hair. The OM even clarify that if the hair no matter how you pull down touch the eyebrow cannot. Side burn half behind cannot touch collar. I just call them to cut and then they all give stupid attitude.

Thinking of the past. When i was a cadet. You dun even much chance to feedback. Now we just let them feeback and they bloody climb over CLT head. 1 more time this kind of thing i will chu stunt. I haven't chu stunt as a clt yet. i chu stunt on my brother. I can just throw his handphone to the big dustbin. Still got what thing cannot do. And last time when got CLT call you cut hair de. Last time hair long your rank 1 by 1 take off. And always need to remind de. Where got this kind of fuck. Nah. The old way is better. I will go back to the old way. Want to hate me. Let the cadets hate me. They are just a bunch of kids who don't understand what is the organization goal. This kind of standard go out let people see you 2nd in national people where will believe.

I shall give chances to those hardworking one... I swear i gonna be hush. Try me :) Push your luck ... See how hard you can go ...

Projects Mates

2007-01-07T10:09:00.000-08:00

Life just sucks when school reopened and you have to face fuktup project mate. Spare my vuglarities, because i will use a lot in this post.

Here you are trying very hard to earned marks for the group making eveything so nicely and dummy and what they have to do is to fill in the template which i think i can also do it in a short while. Then they all fuktup. I mean ALL. Just because i not around when they are doing their last minute work. And i trust them to do a good job. This is the result of trusting others too much. Depend on moutain, moutain will have land slide. Depend on human, human will fuktup.

Then there is this presentation which is tml. And no one knows about it or even cares about it. Until midnight then someone came to ask me. Tml got presentation right. Then for the first time i had the shock of my year. To hell no one knows about it. I gather all project mates and discuss what to do. So i say, lets all wear balck shirt , biz pants and a tie because for this project we are suppose to role play bankers. And bankers don't go around wearing jeans and slippers. They all wear blazar for corperate presentation. Since no one wanted then tie at least. Then all complain they no tie. Fine. Then i said black shirt and business pants. Then there is this guy say no need so formal one. And i told him we are being acess on professionalism and classroom setting. And they say they no black shirts or white shirts. Trust me i predict some body will wear jeans and shirt with street shoes.

And for this while i have done so much for the project and they want to mess around. Might as well don't present. Thats the best. Then there is this guy. Call him do this thing he not free. Call him got meeting, i need to go off. Call him do project on holidays, my birthday need to go chalet. Then when he do things , every sentence got grammar error and meaning is different. Then he can say like our bank operates with 641 branches all over the world with 300 staff in each bank. Do you see anybank with 300 banks ? Then the best part is, i type for him nice nice in msn. All he need to do is copy and paste. And you know what camp out. IT manage, excetive jason. I type IT excetive for him. And he ~

Then got another one thinks that he had done a lot but his excetive summary is like fuk. I gave him the notes. Gave him the templates and all he did was write a few sentences and he deemed that he had done a lot. Then compare to mine i like doing 70% of the project with me spoon feeding another 29% . And the project can still fuktup

And i am all along now 2.30pm doing the bloody presentaion myself..

Life just suck is sucky project mates

New Year 2007

2006-12-31T22:39:00.000-08:00

Whao... My number 100 post in the new year. Congrats to me. :(

hahah. New year, i went to celebrate with sec school 2a classmates and friends at lionel house. I should say quite bored but at least can talk cock with those who had went to serve the nation. Ng Teck khoon was one. He mention how he missed home and how dark is it in army life. He say you must make a lot of buddy so that you can surivive well. And the best things is, he say he platoon ippt test 0% gold, 0% silver , 0% bronze 100% fail. Lol... His company only 3 person pass ippt test.

He say until damm funny. Then go people house whats the only thing you can do. Play mahjong lor, play poker lor. Then when its about time to count down right. They 10, 9 , 8 , 7 ,6,5,4,3,2,1. Then after 1 i say go home lo... Don't really want 2007 to come. It said to be 2007 will be of more natrual disaster, and worst of all it represents me in poly year 3 , napfa coming and i am 1 more step closer to national service. Dread it. My poly life is gonna end too. Thinking back i am still like year 1 student, going for I Dare lar. Have tennis lesson.

New Year Resolution:
1) I am against war so lets stop fighting people
2) I am against instable politics so lets stop protesting people
3) I am for Fuhua NCC to be top in BUC. Go Fuhua Go!
4) I will pass napfa test and so i will train hard and slim down. Command School here i come
5) I want to go university. So i will work hard for the rest of my poly life.
6)I am single for 18 years and its time to change this fact. So bless me with all the sweet sweet cute cute good good girl :x 1 is enough. I am not greedy.
7) My family will do better in their life. I will try to listen to my parents and not to go against them too much :X
8) I will get a new hp this year.
9)I will get a new mp3 or mp4 this year
10) I will pass driving test this year

AnaLoG: I believe i can then i can

Christmas

2006-12-24T13:05:00.000-08:00

Wow. What a boring Christmas i had. Woot. And someone complain that the language used here is not very understandable. So i shall use better English and hoping that it does not reduce the causal context.

Yes christmas for the 18 years of life. This one is the most boring one. I remembered a few years ago christmas was at my cousin friends new house. Quite funs. Cos bbq turkey like bbq campfire like that. Everybody will sit down and then under the hot fire and warmth ourselves in the cold windy night. Last year i have bobbies and my 4f people at my house.

But this year i went to Wei Xia's house ( One of my secondary school Classmate ). I discover that when i reached there. A lot of people had already left. The people left wants to play poker. And playing poker was really mono because the fluid in my nose just cannot stop flowing. Thats what happened after i went eski bar. And i win lots of coins this time round. Yawns. So 2pm i reached home. While listening to the mp3, i came across this song lonely lonely christmas, merry merry christmas. Hahah. Yea its kinda lonely christmas where the rest of them go celebrate this festival with their loves one.

Talking about eski bar. Yesh i went to the outlet at holland V . First feeling when i step in the place is that. Wow. Cold. The chilling room is like genting already. 2nd is the waitress there is kawai :x Wearing the winter wear and not those sexy clothings where they let people see half of their balls or mini skirts which is as short as their panties length. No. Eski bar waitress are wear so much to protect them from the cold. And they look super duper kawai. My heart was shaken okie.

Wanted to go in to the freezer room which is like -8 degree ? But only step in like 10 sec and talk. And smoke came out from my mouth. They having some events there. Awww man. ? Have some little present exchange with our people there. When i was buying the present, i saw this girl which make my heart suddenly skip a beat and pump faster. Cool. 2nd person i saw this year will let me have this kind of feeling.

Then after that i went to DXO. Its a club at esplandae but its so uncool. Althought there are very very sexy girls out there dancing. But its so not my place. Smoky air which make me almost suffocate to death. Then people can dance with other people they don't know knocking their bum at each other. But one good thing i learn is about alchol. Waterfall. They light fire onto the drink at the put it down something like to eiffel tower. Then the drinker must keep drinking while the drink is on fire. Visual effect more. Then i was like so bored because i don't like dancing when the people i go with call me go hook girls. Nah. Its so not my cup of tea.

AnaLoG : If The Sky Fall , I TaHan

SNR CLT

2006-12-11T23:24:00.000-08:00

Oh... Yesterday attended the promotion ceremony. We were told to arrive at 1.30pm. Then me adrain and chee meng actually suppose to meet at 12.15pm at JE MRT LAST CABIN. Standard meeting place. Then i arrive at 12.20pm. Late for 5min. Then chee meng say he sure late cos he help one ah pek. He fall down or what lar. Quite hengs ah...

Then we take cab there. Reach at 12.20pm like that. Then right. Wait lor. Ncc mah standard. Then wait again lor. 1.45pm like that start to allocate seats lor. Allocate by a fuk tup snr clt. He redo don't know how many times lor. The reheshal finish le . Then sit down there slack. Nabei wait so long for commandant to come lor. WAit till like 4.00pm then he come. Don't know so early call us there for what sia. But nvm. Its worthwhile waiting.

|| | . Take le . Like no feeling leh. LOL. Just feel that will tio kao bei by other people. Cos 8 months we promote. Then some of them sure say must wait one year or what. Ai yah heck.

This is our hardwork. This is our result. This is what we deserve. You never see why fuhua national 2nd, never see why shooting overall champion. 7 year nia. Is because of the hardwork by the officers, clts and cadets. Those who still think fuhua is fake the result one. Come and see for yourself bah. Our napfa not very good ah. We also like that submit. Our other area good. Just one advice for the rest.
Sunzi say :
"Work on your weakness, improve on your strength."
NCC no like soccer. Give up your weakness focus on strength. Like Real madrid. Focus everything on attack then defend kana sai. No. Now my school got 5 SNR CLT. LOL

Goodbye my friend

2006-12-06T08:25:00.000-08:00

Its always like that. People don't treasure what they have until when they lose it they they start to regret. Me too. Sometimes i am like that too. What to do. I am human too. Now i see people what put rose, in front, i see people say sad for him all thats. Well. I never do it at all. I find it kinda impratical.

More pratical way is to visit him when he is down. Go for blood test all the stuff. Not when he leave then all say sad for him. My blood type and his don't match don't say bone marrow.

Went for his wake last friday. Was seeing some CLTS friend. Quite glad to see them. Especially my sydndicate people. And some not my syndicate de or not even from our intake also came down. LTA fiduas was here. Hmm... I don't know. A lot of people shed tears . I did not. Just that my heart was down. His family members was crying. And his sister cry until faint. Can see how sad are they. I saw him after clt course at CCK went i was going to eat thai express there. He is looking fine but after a few months nia. When i see him at the coffin. Suddenly memories just flash back . And i can see from his face that he is not resting peacfully. Because there is still some things he never do. He is so young so young. Yea just about it.

Project kinda sux. Especially with project teammates like that. Well. I just understand one human theory. You really have to treat today like there is no tml. Then you will live with no regrets. Like what i have yesterday. Happy moments. Can suddenly become memories. Very motivated and going towards my goals, suddenly everytime seems blur.

Spend kinda quite alotx recently on some wu eh bu eu stuff. Like remake ezlink all that. :s But well what to do. Who tell singapore some idoit who pick up wallet and don't return.

To shanny and Ching Hui

2006-11-30T09:48:00.001-08:00

The Bottom Line
Letting friends lean on you is the perfect way to prove your loyalty.

In Detail
Letting folks lean on you is one of the best ways to prove your loyalty as a friend. Today your urge to help others will lead you right to someone who really needs your assistance -- and you may be surprised by who it is. This person doesn't quite have a handle on what is going on in his or her life, and is just about at a breaking point. To you, this situation won't seem quite so dire, so you can be a calming influence by objectively explaining what's really going on.

This is my horoscope for the day and, yea its true. I certainly do believe in horoscope. Cos everytime it prove to be true. Yea... Today shanny parants had a big fight i guess and well he came to my hse and had supper together with CH. And CH ask me what to do. I can feel her panic and uncertainty. That kind of feeling for the person you love is like that. When the problem come in, you do not know how to solve the problem. When a third party, me , sit on the chair and calmly give solutions. Well... Thats the power of love. There is no differnece between a wise men and a stupid men when they are in love.

Rock on manz ...

Friend

2006-11-30T09:48:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night, we sleeping, I had an nightmare. I dream till a scorpion bite me. And the scorpion before that bite one person. The effect is the skin will all dry out and then that part just drop off. And the worst thing, the snake was killed by the scorpion. My mother once say if you dream about snake, then something will happen.

Yea. And i recievec news that my big bro Theeba, who took care of our syndicate had pass away due to blood cancer. It feels quite sux when you cannot do anything. My blood type don't suit him don't say bone marrow. And his death wasn't short and sweet. He had to go through a few months of turmoil before he could leave this agony world. There is still a lot of things he haven't do. There still a lot of things he can fufill. He is defintely a man of honour and a man of justice and courage. S3 we had all seen how he works and i definetly was encouraged by him because during POC. He stand behind me and asking me to endure the POC. A police force personnel who orded and decided to join as CLT. This kind of person where to find?

For Theeba, my greatest respect for you , a salute to all you have done.

Treat your mother and father good, don't let her be sad

2006-11-20T04:21:00.000-08:00

Yea... Mother is very wei da. I know i something will make my mother angry, make her mad, quarrel with her. I know all this is wrong but which one of you agrees that your mother is not naggy. They just love all of us in the wrong way. So we learn from her mistake and then next time be a better parents all right ?

I dream of my mother pass away manx. TOUCH WOOD ... CHoy ... That dream is so real. The feeling is like my mother pass away then i can see everything clearly. Then for the first time manx. Out of so many years i cried. Cried in my dreams thats the best. When i wake up, i don't know why got tears sia. Then cry until very jia lat like that . Then still got i call one person to look after all my mother's belonging. This kind of dreams will not come de. Cos i can remember very clearly. My mother will live to the day where she can hug grandson and sell all her son and daughter marry happily...

Talk about mother , father also. Work so hard for the family... Althought he is a bit stubborn and sometimes make you very dulan cos he don't understand what is going on for you, but he also have a lot of credit. Imagine most of the things you have now is your father earn de. I think my father had really give the family a lot. 4 children 1 wife , 1 maid and so relative to help. Already is a lot le... I see him everytime so late come back i also upset. Everyday must work until so late. Althought is go out with friends but mostly is to entertain biz friends, supplier or client.

I should learn to be filial manz. And try to be a better kid...

18 years

2006-11-17T07:45:00.000-08:00

Have you ever think of how you became yourself today. I am always pondering over this question when i take a long bus journey back from school, althought is consider near from bukit timah to jurong. But still it took 40mins.

Actually we are actually growing day by day. Every day, we will see new things, learn new things or get used to things we know. So after 18 years, i am what i am today. That big size and multi- personality person. Why ? My current classmate say i am introvert. And i told my ex- classmate about it and they say i so extrovert how can i be an introvert. I don't know i give ppl so much different in personality. Everyday i see new things. Be it new clothings, learn new stuff , see new girls or draw closer to my friends that i have. some ppl i want to comment on.

Melvin and Eric. I know them when i am like 2nd day in ngee ann. Cos my class was playing bamintion and they were there too. And we sort of like played together. And yea me and justin tio tok cos we no teamwork at all. Lol. But well, the main point is. When i discover i lost my wallet, they immediately help me by lending money for lunch and treat me drinks. I rejected but they force me to accecpt. I ish quite shy but they just... Yeah. Although we are not that close just simling at each other and saying stupid things at each other, we know it was joking. But when trobules really came out, its friends who helped you...

And after that, yea i am 18... Every year fairy god mother will give me 3 wishes. I think :X so i use these 3 wishes up to my next birthday. I wished for 3 things at 12am sharp. And guess what are they ? And i not gonna tell you. Tell you le not ling le... None of the wishes is for me manz. The 7pm show give me the insitution man. I will fufill your 3 wishes master! Ha. I don't know i just wanna live happily everyday. But being 18 does not mean anything to me leh. It just like having the choice of doing bad things like smoking, clubbing . But well, its not my cup of coffee. I prefer to go bar, sit down chill tok cock with friends. Maybe go there cosy with girlfirend like that nia. And 18 years old does not means i will get a girlfriend. Now around my age the girls all quite despo, all looking for guys le.

I see all my ex classmate attached, I see all the girls getting more and more hiao. Haizz what to do, this is life cycle. If can i rather not live like that.

My brithday celebration was a simple one. I mean its nothing special about the day. Its just that the day you were born. Why must we have what big big parties? What is the idea of having party ? I still don't get it. So the day before went to eat with Lizhen and Xin Ying. They are actually quite sweet to buy a addidas watch and somemore black in colour de for me. Coolx. Maureen also got fork money. Sorry guys for letting your pocket got one big hole. Thanks. I love it and i am wearing it daily to wherener i go.

Bobbies celebrated at Holland V ... Simple meal, simple fares, simple birthday :) Shanny Ch and Spencer wanted to surprise me by coming my hse but, ha, someone pao tou them. And i knew they were coming already. Not really surprising but thanks butties. :) I know you all cares... Thats all folks. Japanese is fun by the wAY althought lizhen dun like it... :x

AnaLoG- God Of Laughter

Sept sch holidays 2006

2006-10-17T01:23:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah... School reopen yesterday but i don't have lecture. First week only got lecture man. Other school de all have tutorial :x and thats why BA rox :X So a boring afternoon, so decide to clean away the spider webs and ant nest in this cold blog...

This holidays quite happening for me. I went ophir. I went to lots of NCC activities and therefore bring the relatioship of me with other CLTS and SAF personnel closer. I attended my cousin wedding which brough me and the other cousins relatioship closer. And somebody say i look like my mother's brother :S... Is it a good thing?

I went to chalet. Although something not nice happen because i am late. But certainly its cool man this chalet... Fire starting squad :P ... Cos i get to sleep quite a lot. And miricale happen. I can share bed with guan jie without the bed collapse man:x...

Okie cool... My result. Hoho. Fail one module and everything gone case. My class had to be change, maybe a good thing, maybe a bad thing. Good is so that conflict between friends won't happen again. Bad is, its total new environment and Shu Qing in my class. Feeling quite werid. But somehow i will manage. Because i am Woei Luen the cannon. hahaha. ZZO give me this nick because the always deemed that i always exaggerate things but its always true man. Well one day they will know. Like how i know the plant manger of milo pacakaging.

Hmm... Now with a little richer but still as poor. Considering buying these things:

MP3 Zen Vision:M/ Neon 2
A bag nice enough to bring to school and one day outing to trek or the beach ( any recommendation? )
PSP
Sunglasses (cool one)
SAF windbreaker
Addidas wind breaker
Some Cool Tee Shirt
Some Cool pants or Jeans
Shorts that is not that short :p
New phone
A good camera
The old SAF drill boots (mine got mould growing):(

By the way new laptop for me. Because my brother threw it on the ground. Nvm throw bah. Throw le i get new one. Throw more throw more...

Ophir

2006-09-09T21:28:00.000-07:00

Oh the legendary mountain of malaysia. The mother of all mountians. Why is it call the mother of all mountain ? Because in order to climb other mountain, you must first try ophir. So if you cannot even climb ophir, you no need to carry on with other mountain le. Its the 64th highest mountain and 6th hardest to climb mountain in malaysia. I manage to conquer the mountain of cos with the help of some dear friends ( if i dun say this they will riot :x )But yah. thanks chee meng for repacking my bag which is almost the same. Thanks karhow for carrying my bag up from checkpoint 2 1/2 to checkpoint 4. Thank symail for carrying my bag from check point 5 to summit and back to base camp.

The booking in nite did not went well for me. Breifing all that. Then everyone looks unfamiliar and strange. And some even attitude problem. Then i remember got once i hong gan. I wanted to sleep but i heard too much mumbling then i throw the pillow on the floor. Then i go down say the queentown people. "This is my last warning for you. Don't make me fall in you all and surrender all the cirgrattes." Wah straight away all diam diam. And from then on all went to sleep already.

Next morning. We were all set. Waiting for the stupid breakfast to come. Wah lao. Wait until 7.40 then come. Then we take 10 min globble up the food. Then we set off to ophir le. Stop at yong peng as usual. The things there like very expensive. So i never buy much. Then finally reach the resort. Then saw the central district people. They going home le. The was breifing at the function hall. Warrant kitto talk so the funny but no one understood what he talking. Lol. Then he scold the medic. Lol . First word come out is vugarlitie. Then eat the food there. Not bad lar. Resort food leh. Then go to our room. Woot. not very good. But not very bad also. Then night snack still got buguar de lor. WArrant kitto go out buy. At night was very scared. Scared i cannot get through how. What if i drop down. What if i dirroeah how. Scared a lot of things lor. Then was praying damm hard not to rain. Rain we jia lat. Cos will be slippery

Then next day is the day to set off. HAlfway through i feel like vommiting cos, my bag too heavy. Dunno why the item is same as karhow they all but it is more heavy than theiris. So in the end we exchange bag lor. Kar how took my bag. Then bryan the bukit view cadet told kar how's and i took bryan's. Amd finally we reach our base camp... Was so happy lor. The tent all that was rdy for us. Oh yea kar how bring up one of the tent too. If not ah we must squeeze with the teacher ah. Oh yah the water is freakingly cold lor. We have to bath in the river right. Or rather stream. Wah. You put you leg inside is so freaking cold. Even you put water bottle inside right,you take out the water bottle will have condensation de lor. We were screaming and screaming because its so freakingly cold. At night the whole place is dark. Then i could not sleep. Because the cricket sound very loud. And the never ending river flow sound also very loud. In addition the tent outside also very cold. Don't know why leh. You sleep halfway suddenly you body will be wet. But its not sweat. Its vapour.

On the day to summit. Wah... We went through 1 hr of forest treking. Then follow by one hell call KFC. Wondering mountain on top got KFC ? Nah. Its killing field course. 1.3km long. With all the roots all that. Then must climb until like fuk ~ Finish the KFC le then the real nightmare begine. Its 80 degree steep le. First you must pass two cave. Follow by some very high slope. Then the 80 feet wall. 80 degree too. you must climb up using rope. And if you let go. You will go to the expressway to the foot of the mountain. As well as the route to hell. I almost could not make it. But the ranger use their leg to support my leg. Thanks them man. So after that is botak hill check point 7. Its still not the end. Lastly you still have to walk through the jungle and was the stairs to summit. but you must climb lots of ropes and ladder. Very shag lor. And finally i reach the summit. Everyone was so happy to see me i guess. The charlie people espcially. I was so tired that i stone there for 5 min. Then i start to force myself to eat something. So that at least i have some energy. Then the summit sun is damm hot lor. Like if i put the water there for 10min it will auto boil. Cos you are so high up. above the clouds already. Then no tree no anything to cover. Of cos hot lar . Then going down was worst. Oh yah symail was carrying my bag for me. inside was water, and ration only.

Imagine going up is so difficult. What about going down. You will cry man. Going down the rope. Going down the staircase. Going down the cave. Going down the big big steps. OMG. WAs really hell lar. Then the teacher go and say something interesting.

Human are like that. When you turn back at what you have did, you discover that you have actually climb that much. But always still feel that you have not enough not enough.

So in the end lt liu me and kar how was behind and then we were talking about problem CLT and teacher faces. Like the teacher always demand the food to be delivered to their bunk. All because of DC lar. DC told the teachers that the clt will serve food to us. I reach base camp was damm shag. Shag until i dun even feel like moving lor. Chee meng saw... Then all the cadets all bully my medic. Medic haven't eat keep finding him. Little cut little cut find him le ... Ant bite also find him lor...

Then we have a good talk with the teachers. Feel so good...

This trip is ver experiental to me lor. I learn a lot of things textbook could not teach. I learn teamwork and i see how powerful is motivation. Its got chance i will go again. But this time i will train myself hard...Its so good to see civilisation. Just that when i sleep at night, i heard the cricket sound and the river flowing sound also. Lol...

Althought i dun really believe in god, i must say i felt them with me during this trip. On our way there, there is heavy rain in the morning. Every night i will pray, i don't know who i pray to but i just pray and say my prayer softly, to pray for my safety. Pray for the cadet's safety. Pray for my friends safety and pray for the weather. And everyone was fine and the weather really good. No rain on our trip up. Other district have lor. Only our district totally don't have.

I learn a lot . I learn how to cherish. Cherish my mother's cooking. Cherish all the things i have. Friends, brothers. What more do i ask for.

And shankra have been wanting to be a piolet or commandos. Then you say i am those slack slack type. Is not that i dun want go to be piolet. Who don't want to fly. But not everybody can. I go better things to do rather than aiming for things which is hardly impossible. Sometimes be more down to earth. Aim at something too high attainable is just wasting you brain juice.

A Story of A Crown Prince

2006-09-03T02:36:00.000-07:00

A Beggar can never be a prince. Even if one day the beggar become the prince, he can never be a real prince.

So what does a prince look like. How does a prince feel like? Have you ever wonder if Singapore is a country where king rules the country. How is it like?

Just some reflection after my royal ethics classes.

This few weeks i have been busy. When i say busy is real damm busy. National Camp. Yah. Its sucky ah. All the people backstab here backstab there. Then DC :S like that. Then some CLT also like that. Then the other uniform group also like that :s.

Other people were having fun. The appreciation lunch is to appreciate who? The VIP ? The parents? Then who appreciate us. Chairman thank you speech also never even mention us. We work so hard for who? For the national camper? Whom treat us like sucker. For the NCC? Who don't even care about our exsistence. For our beloved DC? Who only care about himself first. For ourselves? When no one even reconigzed us.

My duty is to led people board the bus. Incharge of the movement of the bus. Then actually was given an office. That office the NSF put their thing. Put Put put put until they think that the place is theirs already. I want to go in they also ask me why i go in for. Even i want to just sit down and enjoy a bit of the campfire also being called to do carpark duty. Will anyone care about us. Because we are nobody.
CLT is what. Still cadet what. Any SAF private one finger press you also flat on the ground. Then cadet dun even give a god damm fuk about you. Teachers will think that our job is to clear their shit for them. I don't feel great lar.

Was so hoping that school end as soon as possible. But now it had ended with lousy exam done, i feel like shit also. Not knowing what to do. Study for exam or exam for study? Now we are like studying for exam. What teacher teach you is not what you have to know regarding your course. Is what you have to know for exam. Not important one they won't touch at all. Its like why do we buy the textbook with 800 over pages when we use like 50 pages only? I still prefer the olden days where exam is for study. You will study everything that will teach you on moral and ethics. Now? Our people are not behaving like how they should believe. Watching the young and promising teenager smoking their life away. I have start to feel tired living. There isn't anything worth celebrating about.

There is one prophecy that says that everything is this universal is a cycle. Who you see happening now, you will see it 2500 years later. And this got to say that at the year 2500 AD will be the destruction of the modern human kind and everything will start new. And if after 2500 years later. I will choose to meet you and to fall in love with you. Even how pain it would be.

At this cold and lonely night, my heart sour into the wind that blow gently on my face

2006-08-08T10:00:00.000-07:00

A few people ask whether am i attach a not. And i just kept quiet and do not want to answer their question. Most people will think that yea i am not attach. Yah... Cannot be lar.. ypu this kind of size how to be attach. Well. The world is so unfair. When you take a walk down orchard road, you will see very pretty girl with good bodies hanky panky with a super plum X 2 woei luen size guy. And most of the guy walk by will shout things like " Unfair ah... Cannot be ah... Heaven is blind ah"

Girls maybe also. Look at a very dashing and handsome looking guy with a girl ugliest of the century. And they will have the same response. SO why is it woeiluen with all right looking , just a little plump, fanicial wise stable only, good temper, good to talk with and a good listener, why has he not girlfriend up to now. Is not that he cannot find. But is his type of girls is hard to find and yeah they are usually taken. But not that people dun want him. There is but... just feeling not right

ANother main reason is he is devestated about it already. When you are sad t0 the ultimate, you can't even drop a tear becuase it is already dry. He had not being crying for months, and years.

Looking at her picture in friendster by some of the picture she took with her friends. I saw one of recent picture also. She had braces on. Still as pretty. She look well and happy. Its good to see her doing fine because she had been disappearing from my world for 1 year. What school she is now. Where she stay. Whats her mobile number. Her email. All these seems to become unknown.

Perhaps i do understand relationship at that young age. Who say secondary school student dun understand what is the relationship adult is talking about. perhaps i mature faster. 3 years of unaffection waiting. plus another 3 years keeping right in my heart. Deep down inside it. All i ask for is her peace, her happiness and her well being. And nothing else. I will suffer the tumoil and pain on my own.

Up to now i she is still in my heart kept sercured. Not leaving. And will always stay inside. She just surface back to my heart just today when i felt so much agony. I can't really describe the feeling but i feel so much like telling someone else. But there is not one to talk to. No one will understand. 5 YEARS. The saddest feeling is not shown when people cry. It is you heart feel so much like crying but there is just not tears. Its unbearingly painful and saddening.

I tried to find some other people with her lock in my heart. When that person was about the replace her position, that person left and that person left without bring her away from the heart prison of mine.

Just a lonely night that rake up all my sad past. You think a happy go lucky person is always happy go lucky ? He or she must be feel something worst than the problem he or she is facing now so he or she can be like that, happy go lucky. That applies to me.

HEr birthday is coming and is exactly the same date is ZHU's birthday. PAst year. I would save up lots of money just to buy her something good for her present. This year, i will saving money just to pay for the things to buy. But i will still wish her. Just that i don't know whether she will get the wish a not.

Lord Of AGONY - Feed me with all the agony and i shall carry it for you

This blog things

2006-08-06T08:08:00.000-07:00

Seen this things in a few blogs and decided i should try it also

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.
What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.
You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.
Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

True.. Very True

Your Values Profile

Loyalty:

You value loyalty a fair amount.
You're loyal to your friends... to a point.
But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.
Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.

Honesty:

You value honesty a fair amount.
You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.
If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.
In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."

Generosity:

You value generosity highly.
So much so that you often put your own needs last.
There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart...
But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy.

Humility:

You value humility a fair amount.
You tend to be an easy going, humble person.
But occasionally your ego takes over.
You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

The Five Factor Values Test

Very True too...

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You tend to give more than take in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Very True Also... Buay Tahan

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.

You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.

You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.

You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.

Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.

You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.

You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

something about me :x

Deadly Weapon

2006-07-29T10:25:00.000-07:00

I have recently identified that there are two deadly weapon in the world. These weapon are far more powerful then necular missle, all the bombs that you see. The destruction level can be bigger than amagaddon. What weapon is so powerful? Its a weapon that all mankind have. Its the power of speech and power of love.

All human race have mouth and the mouth have a voice box that allows man to talk. With the invention of languages, man understand and communicate with each other using this speciality. Who gave man this power? You may say its god. You may say its nature. Or you may say things like the matrix storyline. For all i care. Because i am not gonna solve this mystery anyway. Let me tell you how powerful it is. A war can break out because one country head of state scold another country head of state by using the word is the english language "Fuck You". It can cause one person death by just insulting him or her using the mouth and the voice box and make him or her feel bad. After effect will be he or she commit sucide by jumping off a building and hit on a passing car and as a result causing fatal accident causing many death.

Or a lie can cause someone to die of broken heart. There is a saying goes "Things you can anyhow eat because only you die but words cannot anyhow say because it will affect a lot of people" Powerful huh ? There something more coming up.

Power of love. A lot of people have been asking around what is love when they got out of love. A lot of people have been controlled by it because it affects your daily life. Without it you will be a cold blooded animal who just kill anyone you like. And you life will be so moody that there isn't such thing as happiness. Only sadness and despair. Lets say you are an alien in the outer space. Not knowing anything you will study human being and behaviour. You will notice how foolish men were being controlled by "LOVE" which this thing does not exsist at all. Ailen won't see it. Only human can felt in right in the heart. Because it was only an imaginary feeling. But this feeling is so powerful that it can cause one person to go mad, one empire to fall, or on the reverse, can make one risk his or her life just for that person. If you can take out "LOVE" from everybody. How will the world be like. War every where, children fight their own parents, guys rape their own girlfriend. So it is like a unlimate law of nature whereby the order of the earth is run by it.

So i really wonder who is stronger. A person controlled by love is stronger or a person who control love is stronger. I never believe love now. Because i had rise and fall from it. And defintely i control love so i will laugh at those foolish human who got so upset when the person he or she like get close with another he or she. But nature take its course. When it comes i will once again be controlled by it. Just something i would like to express. Someone almost got be controlled by it for about 1 min. But the person disappear in thin air.

Fate of The DrAgon
Roared at 2.42am

Spec course phrase 2 part 2

2006-06-25T10:10:00.000-07:00

Hai yo why is everybody against shankra? Yes he may cock sometime. He may be very irrating sometime. His cannon from singapore can shoot to USA one. Do things maybe never use brain one. But he also human. Human also will have err. Unless he die also dun want change lar. But i am not siding anybody. Just hope that i can be friend with everybody.

Just one thing i enlightened today. Why is hotdog pack in packet of 10 while the bun is pack in to packets of 8? There are so many reason. Sometimes it cause irritation also. Reason? Go to www.google.com and type in "why hotdogs 8 buns 10". :)

If you ask the producers of hot dogs and buns this question, you're not going to get a really firm answer. The standard reply from meat packers is that they like to sell their product by the pound. A grouping of 10 hot dogs comes close to a pound in weight. The best explanation for bakers is that 10 buns would be at a higher risk of getting damaged during shipment than 8 buns. I guess the real reason is that no one really complains about this minor problem. Oscar Meyer says that of the 50,000 consumer letters they get each year, only 10 or 15 mention the hot dog/bun mismatch.

Another reason people give is becuase of marketing strategy. So that they have to buy 5 packets of bun and 4 packets of hotdogs to match the amount.

My answer is because things dun go according to what you want. So just get on with life since you cann do anything about it. Cos at the end of the day you still got hot dog bun to eat.

SPec course .Log was quiet.After AAR, we did some clearing up. Like the water container. By that time i quite tired already lo. We is CLT leh. Cadet Lieutant. Not Cheap Labour Team lor. Do all the shit things. Then walk to learning terrace find chee meng to bath. Saw him knock out there le. Cos he whole night no sleep. Then wake him up. Then still got tv sia the learning terrace. The driver watching soccer.

Then when we go bath right. Haizz ~ We change everything. Pack already. Getting ready to bath. Shankra was lying down on bed sleeping already lar. Then chee meng was so damm angry that he kick his bed. He wake up then still blur blur. Pack a bit. Then we wait outside for him. Then i no patient liao. Cos whole day sweat very sticky. So i tell him that me and chee meng go bath first. Then when we came back. shankra was on the bed already. I thought he finish already. Then when we go near he still in his original shirt. oh my god he never bath and sleep already. Then we wake him up. Then he was saying what " you all go bath first later i catch up " When we finish already. Then he was going sleep his night without bathing.

I sleeping beside him lor:x Smelly ass. Still nvm you know, When i falling asleep that time. His hand suddenly move over and slap my chest. Then he mumble something. Wah i was shock awake lar. Paul can witness. Then i push his hand away his hand slide to near my little brother there. Wah kao. Scared me lor. Then i just push him away. Then paul find bedheets and pillow case for us lor. Actually he also quite sweet. Then he put one blanket for shankra leh.

Morning paul wake me up then we settle breakfast. Breakfast was :s Lion kitchen. haizz. Don't know what the shit lar. Then i was angry cos the 246 0301 and 0302 lights was not off. So settling the bed sheet , the tub of milo was not easy at all. We went room by room to check on their arrange ment of the blankets and pillow case. And we counted the bed sheets and send it to the 204 on a van to be send to the luandry. Tiring. Then i went to look for sergant pang for the phrase 4 result. And yah two person get 2nd sgt and 1 cheated during GSK.

Damm It. Si Da tou zhen wei. He is the one. Then i rest at the terrace there seeing chong ren in the terrace also. A lot of CLT one by one come in and sleep. Chong Ren was sitting there and saying that he is the MO. So i joke with him. " Sir i want to report sick sir."
"You where pain?
Everywhere sir
Like that you sit here :s " Then while resting, then they call me go carry table for their talk liao. Kans. Then i go back then he ask me "i thought you report sick." Then i told me " Give me 5 min, i nothing to do i report sick already"

Then i go jalan jalan with chee meng. Print things. The photocopy machine jamm sia. Then we go plaza there print. Then i go commandant office there shit:x Cleanest tiolet :x

Here comes the part. I check who get 2sgt and their scores. Then right suddenly you know, the PC just change the rank of the my cadet you know. Reason: Cos they cannot make it. When they have 85%. They get 3rd sgt leh. I must say the PCs ah. Wah lao eh. Not doing their job bah. Cos got one mutual mark by school, then one leadership traits and one GSK. Since mutual is mark by school they dun respect the school sia. Just downgrade their marks. Reason is because they think that fuhua moderate their marks

Look at chinese high, 50/50. Fuhua 45/50 higest. Got moderate tio? Then they minus fuhua score. Then causing some people to get 3sgt. Even after minusing the mark they change to 70% also can get 2sgt. Then my cadet got 76% after minusing. Still 3rd sgt. Reason i don't think they deserve it. That PC is evengerline lar. She is funny lar. Like, suddenly she come and tell chee meng, you got ganster face but i not scared of gangster :s She problem lar she.

Then another platoon is a school must have one 2sgt and one 3rd sgt. And so dear alloysus kwa was affected. When his score his quite high also.

Leadership traits the PC no give points at all. The Admin have to fill for them, So for number 1 to number 55 all same marks. Then whats the use of taking initative, whats the use being the IC. When all the marks will be the same.

I am damm unhappy about it. And the teachers too. Not like i like the teachers but this time the CLT really wrong already mah. Still say the teacher fuck tup. But anyway i already brought this matter up to the CSO and investigation had take place. And they give me a satisfying answer. SO i will just let go. I almost when to commandant you know. His my relative anyway. 100 years ago :x

Then their POC. EAt things. Then saw the 51st air people. WAs having snacks with them. Then talk cock. Hahaha. There is scott, ferline, jonathan , rahmad. Then we were joking around. Then when the cadets going home then the air CLT's book in. Wah lao eh. Got one very chio one leh. Can't believe she is from NCC. No pimple. Good complexion. My cadets saw and i scold them why are you looking at my girlfriend like that:x Chee Meng saw too.

AAR. Was expecting the admin and evengeline to be shoot. But they are not. And the some OC lar. Shoot logistic. Firstly he say we never count. Sergant iskandar was there. And he is suppose to sign. Maybe we should lar but the IC should take charge. Morning breakfast i did count lar. So shankra learn ah :x 2ndly they shoot shankra again. Looks like he is an common enemy. That he distrbute spoon. Drop on floor then he put back. Then one ought to be shoot:x Third shoot him again. Food haven't distbute finish then talk cock with the medic or SAF personel. Chong Ren shoot one. I mean yah. Shankra sit there with them to give out jelly. Then his platoon ownself cock up. Don't which place to eat come and blame log too.

Then he say logistic very easy in his blog lar. My foot lar. ~ We don't even have 1hr rest. He is the one who stay whole day in the learning terrace enjoying the air con because he cannot tahan sun due to surgery.

Then Chong Ren own PC shoot him during the Night AAR. SAy he sleep in front of the cadets and the cadets was laughing at him. :x Then the PC still say when she call the APC which is him to do something he say dun want lar :x Hahaha.

When we ended actually wanted to throw shankra in the pond. But he also cry. Then dun want to play with him already :X If not he sure inside one. Cos i behind holiding him down already.

Just want to say the camp is not as organize. Maybe due to the management part and instruction is not given clearly. One day i shall be in charge and make No Cockup Cannot to become No COckup Can.

Spec Course Phrase 2 part 1

2006-06-24T05:10:00.000-07:00

Err. Many people want to know what happen in phrase 2 right? I just want to say my school camp is more well organize compared to Spec course phrase 2. Well most of the CLT volunteer for 4 days but we were only activated for the last 2 days. Don't know why.

We reported at tuesday night. 9pm. Waiting for breifing. At learning room. Then get to see the legendary samantha. but haizz. Shankra ah shankra ~ haizz. Okie then after breifing finish, have to go to every bunk to check the room. And somemore its quite dark you know. 10 plus in night hor. So quite scared. After that we order MAC. Then the rest of the what PC APC is at the learning room 3. We were at the West office. And the 50th people say that they will order later. So we order ourselves lor. Who knows later we order already they come and say us :s Then the senior batch order de mac wait 2 hrs. Ours only 1 hr nia. Having fun with the 51st people while eating our MAC. Sleep at 4 o clock cos was tired. But its so bloody hell hot. And without bedsheet lor. SLeep at the sponge thingy.

Before that there is this CLT she inside the west office waiting don't know for what. Waiting for admin but she just sit there and wait. Like giving attitude. Then we are not suppose to sleep in the west office but she fall asleep. Call her go room sleep then she say she awake. Her head keep dropping lo :x Evengerline. :x

First day. Quite nervous cos the bunk alocation is the logistic do one. And i was appointed the Log 2IC. Morning while they doing their IFC and trainfire, i was settling the water point and bedsheet. Quite tiring lo. Then 2LT fidaus appoint me to deal with the teacher. From Phrase 1 i heard that the teacher are troublesome.
So was feeling a bit of stress.

The logistic was late for lunch because we have to deal with the bedsheets all that. So no instruction given, the platoon just come and take lunch. We were like shock because they just came. While settling, warrant mathi just chap in and give order. He say the styrofoam box just throw no need to stack. Then we call them fall in first then we give out platoon by platoon, he say no need lar. Why need like that. One by one take and go. I was damm fed up already lar. Then he give the SAF personnel food. Call them to take. Not thinking that the food will have enough a not. Then after he give a lot le . Then i tell the OIC. Look at warrant Mathi. See what he is doing. I so fed up then i walk away. He still say Lima company go canteen eat. So need to run 2 way. Then right. One thing i find out is vegetarian always very hot. A lot of people asking for it. Cos it always look nicer although a lot of vege. Which i totally agree on.

But i say no ~ I only have 5 vegetarian. 1 for cadet, 2 for teacher , 1 for myself. And the spare packet i put one side. After a while that packet MIA liao. Lesson learned : Vegetarian food need to be put in safety box.

Then still got take the van to 2 SIR to take ice. They got their own ice making machine and its free of charge. So we just take and take and take. To make the water cold. Haizz so welfare. Got water cooler still need water point. Don't know why. Thats what the IC says. SOmetimes i really wondering why people do things no rationel one. A lot of things no LOgic one lor.

Nvm. Finally the lunch is over. By that time i quite tired already lo. So we slack slack a bit at the learning terrace. Then after a while must work liao. Sian lo. Oh yah saw our West new TCO. He quite garang lor. Siao liao :x But he certainly look friendly. 2LT Fidaus also look friendly. But fierce can be super fierce.

So cannot. After the lunch i decide to make some planning. So i gather all the Log people down. And we discuss the dinner plan. I assign Kilo Company to Shankra. Cos they will be at the canteen while lima will be at the MPH. Then the Paul to distrubute the cup , trash bag , and spoon. In the end right, the spoon all that is my distrubute. The trash bag i also put platoon by platoon. The worst things is got one platoon don't have spoon at all. Because ~ the crater never give enough. So bo Bian sia. i have to run and find the spoon. In the end i only find fork. Then heck lar. Give them the fork. USe fork and eat. cool bo.

But in the end quite smooth. Just that shankra never put trash bag under the water container. Then the fruit punch is everywhere on the floor.

Then they have their talk. What core value talk, discipline and regementation. Then the cadets get to act their own show. But some are bloody boring. I was walking around. Doing nth. Talk cock with the other CLT. The night snack prepare abit. Then right ~ During night snack 2LT fidaus flare up. He call all the cadet the stand up. Then those who cannot go to the yellow ribbion one remaining standing. He angry is because jia yong (2IC) take very long to give him the names. And the DC xia lan him. He tell DC that he can only get 32 person for the yellow ribbion. DC say never mind lar. Go and ask. Then he say he ask already. Then DC say nvm go and ask again. :x

Then when the cadet bunk in. Wah. Scared till death. Suddenly 2LT call the male CLT to change bunk with the girls. Wah fierce leh. He chase everybody out of west office. Everybody was so scared lar. Lesson learned:Female cadets have to be house in the caged area because those bunk have curtian. Anyway also not Log's fault. Is the Senior CLT who deem that they have be log IC a lot of time call us to like that allocate de.

AAR was okie. LOG have no complain :) Just that the Air con was freakingly cold. :x

To be countinued....

Mini Ex - AKE

2006-06-10T11:46:00.000-07:00

So my Common test is finally over. Out of 4 paper, i only take 2. Because i was too sick to take it. Lets recall some of the activity i had for the past few days.

Mini expedition. I rembered. Sembawang Sea training center. Well. Although we are the logistic right. There will always be some people doing our job. So slacking as can be. Basically is eat and sleep. And we have to finish those unfinish food. Go there actually wanted to slim down but in the end i put on some weight i think. There is one air con room for us to sleep but we never sleep. Instead we just sleep anywhere. Anywhere we can find got bench, got table , got room and even the sun tanning chair. Heck,just lie on it to sleep. Then ACS (I) and Tajong katong is a problematic school. ACS (I) take food already just eat. EAt already we call them wait first. Then that particular guy try to eat his food. Thinking that we are blind.

But okie. Meet one good teacher. Ling Ling. From maris stella. Jio her go play arcade. Then she treat us. We pai seh but she keep calling us to play with her. Then play crazy taxi. Lol. She play like children like that. Zum the brake so hard. Then she tell me to zum hard hard. The rest of the teacher not that good already. Espically tajong katong. Wah lao every 10min come and find me. Say their student very cold lar. All these. Cresent one is worst. Just take their student and go away. Haven't Debrief or anything. Meet quite a lot of talkable friends. People in the admin , other sea CLT's as well. So we go home till quite late. Debreif until 8 plus 9 lor. Keep talking some useless things. And i find out something. CLT like to eat fast food rather than proper meal one leh. DOn't know why. But i prefer proper meal lor.

So after one week. Its the actually AKE. So we expect the same old things to happen. Just this time we will be staying one other night as the Changi sea training center. Changi huh ? Sounds ULU? Read to find out more.

WAs trying to find the Ling Ling. Lol. So that can jio her play arcade. But heard that she never come. Quite saddening. I was running a high fever lar. Feeling so terrible. Actually wanted to give AKE a miss. But since i promise i will be there and chee meng actually force me to go. So bo bian. Have to struggle there. This time we clever. Chop our place at the sun tanning table. Like bed like that. Study a bit of blaw. Cos i was thinking i will be there for the paper. Then after studying a bit. Head spinning liao. Buay tahan go sleep. But i cannot sleep leh. The Kok Teng they all lar. Talk so loud. From my bench also can hear. 50m away lor. Still nvm ,then chee meng and redzuan came over the the sun tanning chair and talk. I was between them. So in the end i only get to sleep for like 30min? For a sick person to sleep so little is damm charm lor.

So morning after they set off. I really cannot take it. So i lie down to sleep le. Then have to shift things but i don't care. Sleep . Then take bus to like changi beach. Then CPT OLiver call me to station there. I still don't understand why i have to be there when no cadet are coming over here. Then he call me to hold the Fort. In charge of the place. Then the meal just sux lar. So little :s Then suay i kana bird shit there also. The Admin OIC also kana :x Then they still go to changi village to DA PAO nasi lemak sia. Da pao for me too without the chicken.

Then take bus to Changi Sea Training center. Wah the way in. Kans so ulu .... I think if you walk in right. The next human you will see is 1hr. But when we reach there place. OMG. Is much much much better then the sewbawang's. Wah on top second floor the corridor got air con. Super cold or. Then a lot of room. All got air con. Then the tiolet so freakingly big. Then still got one office with balcony. Just like a bungalow by the sea. And the sea is dun have sand one. What you sea is the sea already. No boundary. The SAF yatch club tiolet provide you with cotton bud , powder , hair dryer. All for free... Again got air con room we dun want sleep. We sleep beside the sea. The wind is damm freaklingly cold. Then we still order MAC. The MAC driver poor thing. Drive that ULU road.

Then next morning right. We have to take the assualt boat back to sea training center. Sembawang. Then our boat have to accompany the stupid boston whaler which is so slow. And it drive into the changi naval base which alert the alarm of the naval base. Then they say i affect the boat lor. I sit which side the boat slant to which side. Then the boston whaler. wah kao. A lot of things to eat. Plus got water. The trip by sea actually at most is 2hr plus. But accompany the boston whaler we need 3 hr plus. Then passing by puggol got a lot of bikini babe wakeboarding :X So the SAF personnel driving our boat slow down :x For safety reason. :x

But one thing i dun understand why must we be back so early. We did not have our lunch lor. Damm it... Our things is on the tunnel. Cannot go back. then stuck there. WAit for the seagull to come back . Then help them wash... Then have to wash their kayaks. 50 plus kayak leh. WAsh until we cry. CLT wash for them lor. Damm it. Then still have to go back HQ for Posting. Then actually was posted to Jurong West Sec. But ai yah. fidaus say can heck care fuck care. Don;t go to the school if you dun like it. So i dun like. Purple is so not my colour. And then go back fuhua lor :)

Death

2006-05-24T09:16:00.000-07:00

Recently i see counter a lot of death cases. I don't know why. Day by day , people i know start to have bad news. The guy whom i spend part of my childhood playing with. The person who taught me how to play chess , uno , chess mahjong. His 21 this year. Married at the age of 15 and his son was going to primary school soon. After meeting his wife for meal after his work as a naval speacialist, he decides to go back to camp. While driving back to camp in his motorcycle , he met with an accident which injured him that badly that he died on the spot with the right side of his brain seen. To hell with the driver who knock him down.

Sounds dramatic ? Nah its not at all. Its true. Refer to tuesday newspaper. 21 years old, with a 6 year old son ? What will the mother do? 21 years old too. yah underage sex and marriage. So he just pass on like this. Who knows. Maybe the next day another person i know pass on again? Live , old , sick , death is what human cannot escape. Rest in peace. If ever you read this, if your wife need help, i will help here to the best of my ability:). I wonder what type of releam are you at now ?

So recently what have i been doing and not blogging ? Making sure i do all the tutorials, attending camps , project. The usuals. Personal entertainment ? Yah sleeping on the bus is the best past time :s And no one have been reading my blog so i dun have the motivation to wirte anything.

Anyway something interesting i write for myself to read. Attended fuhua sec 2 camp. Campsite at HQ NCC. Bring a bunch of children wearing communitists coloured tee to an army camp. Noisy, playing a fool with me , talking back , Attitude problem. What to expect. Sec 2 only you know. 3 CLTS attached to the camp only. Me,chee meng and,kar how. Run the whole camp. hmm...

Anyway i was attached to the MOC where as chee meng and kar how low element. Warrant mathi not very happy with us cos our school like wasting their time also. So i was with warrant thomas with the MOC. Coolx. Very funny person. Werid also :x i took the first half and he take the 2nd half of the MOC ( motivation obstacles course ) The starting is behind classes. Make me want to vomit blood. Damm monkey. All think they hero. Chiong very fast. Then some dun dare to go down for the ramp. LOL. Then the high wall which is lower than the low wall ( i dun know why ). People also dun dare to come down from it.

The behind classes are okie. Quite well behave althought still have some ku ku bird. Food was as usual , Singapore food industry. Lol. The food i had that 10 days of CLT course. Lol. Same lar. Fuhua once again complain by the NSF people saying that is very noisy. So we CLTs arn't very happy because we are in between. We cannot scold the sec 2 and yet we are kana bombarded. Sai kang shit job.

At night a lot of people report sick ah. Problematic. Because the medic go home drink milk le ah. Then i become co medic which dun seems to save any people. Cos what fever lar , what pain lar there pain. Here Sprain there Sprain. I also not doctor. Medicine also bo. Ice also bo.

And you know what. The most important thing that happen is Mr Teo Aik Man Drive me and kar how to buy supper you know. And the best things is he treat us leh. Song BO ? At night patrol they seems to be not tired. I was quite tired lar. Then got a lot of left over milo. I drink till song sia. Those packet de.

Then next day go to marchite resevior. Chee Meng and Kar How got attracted by the 2d girls. I don't know why. All are from 2D. Then they right so slow lor when they walk. Still got one princess. Keep on grumble and walk. Lol. Damm funny sia. And they dun know we are ex fuhua student. They were shock why we go back to school with them. Lol. They thought we are army personnel also.

Yah. I just miss my 2 days of school for this thing. Nth much right? lol. Faith update le lar !

Schools in year 2

2006-05-02T09:21:00.000-07:00

Yea !!! Year 2 already. No more year 1 and freshies. Who cares. But this year, year 1 intake is better. In terms or looks and brain. Good look with good brain. Who dun want? :x

But anyway, nth to yea about actually. Looking at my class OMG. Although got 1 or 2 not bad de girls but i still prefer TB31 which had none:x My IS class. Wah kao. I think i know rene only. Then my group got some i think got attitude problem de lor. But nvm i shall be professional and stand on a neutral ground. Then the teacher very luo shuo lor. Can talk to one person neglecting the rest for like 10 mins ? Tan Mark Terrence people. The FMGT module leader. My FMGT tutor. My Is tutor. He looks like doramon the da xiong you know ?

This sems module quite diffcult from a view. But study hard i will. Business Law. Coolx module. Watch me score bah ... :P

okie about politics. Well i dunno i talk about this will kana caught a not. But anyway, lets make a prediction. I think this year PAP will win about 60% of the seats only. But they got headstart already. Winning 40plus% of the seats. This time round lots of new blood are introduce. Lots of new candidates from the opposition party and PAP are introduced.

Now why are there so many people opposing the government? Lets say Prime Minister's pay. 160k A month ? More than US President 3 times. Ministers? 100k a month ? Lets be minister man. So that we will all get rich. No more bankrupt. 7000 low income household. 18 divorce everyday 180% increase because financial problem. GST up. Car park price up. Telephone price soon to be up. Transports going to be up. Gas Up.Umempolyment reported to be down but how come more and more people not empolyed.

Public funds used to top up your CPF accounts. Use to give you progress package. Government quite clever. Use your money in CPF to invest and to earn money. Singapore's investment company temasek holdings? How come all the lee family dominating every thing? I must say some minister is good. The MOH is good. MINDEF is good. They want good talents. Talents? Define talents? People who is good at studying. Good at memorizing all the books. Lawyer? Doctor? You know how they study? Their book is thicker then encycopedia for lawyer. And somemore is 1 volume is thicker. They have 13 volume and they must memorize all .

Paying most of the school fees for JC student? Because JC student are the so called Elites of Singapore. The top 25%. Poly student just normal labour. Every month my family pays about 30%x 20k=7000 income tax. One month of income tax is enough for me to pay my whole poly education lar. So there is no way to become rich. I don't like hows the system working thats why i choose to oppose it. Can go JC ? I don't want go. Fat people is mark down? I choose to prove them wrong.

Singapore government is not as clean , as efficient , as effective anymore. People dares to go against the system. Seriously if i have a chance i will also be an MP or better still a minister. I will be PAP's minister or MP. Not because they are strong? Not because they are the so called government or singapore. Is because i wish to change their policy. I wish to cleanse the people inside them. So that you won't have so much opposition parties. Make the opposition parties join us. So that we can then be what the PM says One people one nation one singapore. The person who wish to achieve this fail. Really fail because now they got 4 parties. Enough to form a mahjong table. :x

No more democracy. PAP use its position as a government and get all the so called elites. SO that other parties have no more elites to pick from. And soon they will loose out. But i now i will support workers party. Because they are the one who will stimulate conflicts so that it will make out to be a better singapore.

VOTE for ME !Medekah !

CLT course PARt 2

2006-04-23T09:23:00.000-07:00

Just some quotation from the officers:

2nd LT Ye Jing Wei: "YOu don't blur. You blur i also blur"
SCLT Wei Jie : "Use your Jelly and think"
" Assumptions is the mother of all failures"
CLT kairul : " Everybody can be a leader but what makes the difference is a leader
say go while a true leader say lets go.
2Wo KiTo : i thought i thought, i thought i saw a pussy cat. Everything also ii thought.

So i pass out as an CLT. But if you ask me what intake. I will hesitate before i tell you. I think before my intake, everybody will be proud of theirs but not my intake. Cos my intake, is damm slack. People can book in book out. Book out book in. As and when they like. By just submitting an letter. I never book in or book out. And the people mentality is no good. Some dun even have the image of an CLT. Some got rank think they hero liao. I see the course i also dun feel like chionging. So i kept very quiet through out the course. Observing people. Looking at how difference are they from my thinking.

The biggest size ( is not me ) thinks like the youngest. Ironiclly, he pass out. And he is going to be an CLT. Well hope he develope the leadership ship. Talking about leadership. There is this award, best leadership award. He really is sux lar. i don't see he where and how he should get the leadership award. And interview form and the appilcation form also never use tio. Haizz. Problematic.

You all want to hear stories? Yea. First day of week 2 . Cotinue basic instructor course and afternoon is mutual. Weather was super hot on the morning and super cold on the afternoon. Then mutual was on afternoon. Did pretty well :) Presentation was my forte you know:X At night we get to book out. Go home sleep. Song ~ 2nd day was IMT. And we go to ngee soon camp and breath in the air there. Then go home liao :s Dun even have the chance to shoot.

Then afternoon change to no 3. For leadership talks. To me is a time for resting. Cos i can sit in the LT and slack there. After that still got tea break seh. Lol. To me is free food :x Then still can book out seh. So i is go home and cut hair and bath. Was damm sick lar. COs the mervyne pass to me de. He drink my water lor and i got sick :s.

Wednesday was range. Shoot Shoot Shoot. Pang Pang Pang. Real bullet. 8/10 was my score. Ha. Ha. Old already lar. Cannot shoot already. :x Then was our Situation Test and Summary Excercise. Errr summary was another of my forte. Hahaha. Sit test. Yawn. I just sit back and play. Just some crossing river thingy where you cannot touch the ground.

Thursday morning was PT. OMg. 40 push up, 50 jumping jack of 4 , 60 Leg Raise , 2KM run. What more can you ask for.I complete everything. NO geng one okie. Then we have our GMK test. Given time is 1hr. I finish it in 15min? LOl. I am a genius man. My score was like 35/40? With no checking. Then afternoon was cerfiticate presentation. Blank one :s And course debreif. The night was a good night. I sleep like in 3mins? Very tired already.

Friday morning. I have no aches because of the PT leh. Ceremony Reheshal for the whole day. And Parade. Quite long. My should aching. Becasue something heavy on it :x Then doning of ranks. Then CLT Creed. Then Pass out throw pick cap. Thats how i pass out. Sparing details.

Now i have pass out. I am pondering. Am i making the right choice? Its a different type of commitment , responsiblity and challange. Result of Fuhua NCC will be the result.

Next post will be on the start of school and what i have feel about the politics in singapore

CLT 51st Intake

2006-04-13T09:15:00.000-07:00

Can you believe it a not ? I haven't kiss the floor once since the course. Hahaha. Because they dun want croproal punishment. Its the commandant decisions. Anyway this course is a very good course. Its self- erinching, self fufilling. I get to listen to senior army personnel talks. I get to have lunch with the ncc commandant. His is a very good guy. He is my idol. He shares the same idea of thoughts with me. He is really a very good guy. His name is LTC Collin Wong. All Wongs are good :x

Another one is SCLT Charles. He is that kind of leader that will motivate you. Not like the OIC. Only know how to shout. This might turn people off. But this guy right, teach you the ettiqute bit by bit. Like how a leader should behave. What a leader should do. Those who cannot do pull up, try, do assit. Those who can do, determine. Challange yourself to how much you can do. He expect his platoon to be good through this kind of low voice tone. Some PC want you do a lot pull up they cannot do anything. He can do 22 seh. That was wednesday morning record. COurse Record also.

Okie lar. 5 more days. I endure 5 more days and the course will be over. During the course end, got one graduation ceremony. It will be held in NCC HQ. It is very grand. Not passing out but a ceremony. Anybody want to come and support me ? I will be get my mum and one of the officers to denote the rank for me :)

Monday Sux

2006-04-03T09:48:00.000-07:00

Maybe i am affected by the monday blues or monday curse. Whatever it is. Today is really not my day. I wake up at 1pm. My mother come in my room and put nuclar missle to call me wake up. Why ? She want people to accompany her to the dentist. :s KAOz. NVm . Go with her lor. On the account that someone will pay for my dental fees for washing of teeth. Reach there take number. still must wait for the guy doctor to come at 3pm. So we go eat. The whole jurong east 300 plus market all the vegetarian stall close:S. So we walk to stadium there and eat. Far. Then after wash teeth. Wah kao. Kana food posioning. The Food i ate got problem.

Okie. Then all the way to beach road. When i came out of the mrt station. Whao. Raining elephant and lion. super heavy. So i intended to take taxi. :s Taxi stand the people queueing up in the ICA building is like so long? Like people queueing up for the 10million toto ? So i waited for the rain to get smaller.

Finally it get smaller. But still quite heavy. Looking at the clock. I think i will miss campus superstar. Heck. Chiong ah. All the way to golden mile hawaker. And what happen ? The whole golden mile is closed for cleaning. Sorry for any inconvinence. sorry your ass ah sorry. Then i go bugis the army shop there. Find Find Find. Then cannot find. So ask the people there lor. They told me corner of 2nd floor. Happily i chiong there lor. Thinking what would i eat after i call them to make my name tag. The Zhui Gui and the Tang Yuan there is nice de. To my dismay, its closed. For what reason i dun know. Looking at the opening hour by right it should be open. Must be the boss want to eat snake or want to eat sea hum go home early prepare le lar :s

Fed up. Take MRT HOME. MISSEd like 4 TRips? Cos everytime full. Peak hour. Then saw dom. Then i physco him go make specs. Then got people accompany got cut hair. Cut the hair is super short :s I dun want de lor. Bo Bian. CLT course. No short later at night people call me do night PT. I dun want. I want to sleep de.

And right i have find that people around me is getting werider and werider to the extent that i don't understand what they thinking. Maybe is because i become werider. But adults seems so childish to me and teenagers seems so adult to me. Their thinking and mine like 108 000km away seh.

My Grass road committee suddenly got one SUPPER DUPER ULTRA VERY Chio girl. Cos i was late on sat. I thought the meeting on 4pm. Then i was thinking they so early all come. Who knows is i late :x Then suddenly i spotted this unfamiliar girl. The moment i sit down, they call me intro. Then i shy liao. Then i say err. Woei Luen, Ngee Ann Poly. Then i wanted to say 18 single :x Then they call me to say what i am in. Then i say sports and rececational shyly :x And then i got to know futhur that her name is Mei Lan and she Is from SP IT 20 years old. 20 years old not so bad lar. My Limit is there . 2 years older. 2 years younger. But i prefer someone who is more matured type. :) Not those xiao mei mei. And then the Mei Lan is walk in de lar. Meaning she on the spot hear got This community group then on the spot she came in to the meeting. Hopefully she joined sia. Then she will be my sect de. Comfirm :x

I Gallope

2006-03-28T05:54:00.000-08:00

Lol. They change the advertisment for i gallope already. The previous advertisment they make it until it look so much like an sex toys. Somemroe get those good figure girls to ride on it. Make everybody think likewise. Then rockson go and edit the picture to I Toot * ... Lol. You go see lar ... www.rockson.blogspot.com
Now is celebrity taking the advertisment. I think a lot of auntie will go buy. haha.

So today when the HQ take uniform. Wah seh. A lot a lot of thing.

No 1 Dress
No 1 Pants
No 1 Glove
No 1 Button and collar Tag
No 1 Shoulder rank. ( CDT rank and CLT Rank )
No 1 Pick Cap

No 4 uniform X 2
No 4 Pants X 2
No 4 CDT RankX 1
No 4 CLt RAnkX 1
Green socks X 2
Combat boots X 1
Gutter X 2
Beret X 1
jockey Cap X 1

No 3 Uniform X 1
No 3 Pants X 1
No 3 Boots X 1
Black Socks X 1
No 3 ClT RankX 1

Kana. Go chalet also dun have so many things ah. GO overseas camp also dun have so many things ah. This one add together i think got 300 to 400 dollars of stuff leh. Lol. Wah and i have to carry out lar. Its super duper heavy lar. Then in the end buay tahan take cab to SP there bah. Going chalet tml till friday . Everything Sms me lor. Miss me yah ? :X

Cherish

2006-03-23T08:40:00.000-08:00

Have you eve thought of someone close to you will suddenly leave you one day? What will your reaction be? How your life will change? Will you cry all day and all night? Will you still be able to carry on living?

I just think that, wah so fast year 1 finish when i like never do anything big in ngee ann yet. Then as the time passes fast, your parents also ages. Have you ever think your father or mother or worst both leave the world? I don't even dare to think what will happen to me lar. I am so used to my mum care. If she dun nag one day i will feel uneasy but if she does nag i will be annoyed. :s No one will cook nice food for me. Although her cooking is simple but at least got the extra ingredient added call love. No want to dee siao me early in the morning.

What about my father? No one to turn to in terms of monetary terms. No one to repair hse things when spoil. No one to bug for money (my turn to tio bug) No one to open door for me when i go home late. No one to drive me to work and home and elsewhere. No one to sponsor me overseas trip. No one to argue with :X Lets face the reality. They will one day go. But have you ever care? What most people care is the presents

They care about what they dun have but never cherish what they have. Thats human. Unlimited amount of wants and needs. They only look in front. But they never turn their head back and see whose actually right beside them. Its their parents. They owe what they are today to their parents. Be it good or bad. What other charitable things can be compared to just being filial to your parents?

What about other love one like Spouse, Girlfriend/boyfriend , silbings or friends? I don't have a girlfriend so i don't know. Its too early to say. People always say if you die , i will die with you. Its actually fake. How many people will actually die together. Human are afraid of death.

Siblings. oh man. If my siblings ever leave before me i will definetly blame myself for not treating them good. When she was young i always fight with her. Because thats the only person i can fight with. Now when she is older le. I 1 day dunno got talk to her for 10 sentence a not. My 1st younger brother. Always call him do things for me. Never like help him do things. Everything he do in my eyes is wrong. I just scolded him just now for calling too long on the phone. my 2nd young brother. i treat him not bad le. Like my own son like that. He always dun know how to do his homework then will come find me. Then always like to play on my bed not his own. Don't know why. Then he always will come and play with me. Make me feel as if i am a young kid again. If any one of them leave i will really be down like for a few years.

Friends? Friends i dun want to ask myself. I feel like asking others. What if i am gone? Will it affect them? I don't know man. I don't think will. like maybe come my funeral cry a bit, dunno they will come a not. Then after that nth happen liao. Will anybody still be the one to vent anger on. Will there still be anyone to replace my concern. Will anybody still let people come my hse to stay overnight when they kana chase out of the hse. Will anybody be an sucker just to buy people meals. Will anybody go hungry for a few days just to lend their friends money so that they dun go hungry. Will anybody entertain you when you are bored. At least just talk crap. Think. Wondering.

*Winter* : Cherish is the beauty of heavenly thoughts

2 Weeks of Hell, 1 Lifetime of Glory

2006-03-19T06:17:00.000-08:00

Yeah Yeah. Went through interviews, briefing, all sorts of trouble just to get in to this course. 2 weeks residential course. So well. Missing from the world. But Jun han will be at the same platoon as me. So well. At least i got a friend in the platoon.

Actually nth much i did in the holidays. Really . Its boring now. Wake up play game till late late or go out. Then Sleep. nth to do. When i got mood then update again.
If your life was a movie, what would it be ?

Adults

2006-03-13T10:17:00.000-08:00

When you are young kids, you will always dream of how you want your adult life to be. And how much you wish to grow up to be an adult. Yes being and adult is good. Because you can do a lot of things. You can go clubbing. You can smoke. You can drink. You can have sex. You can find a girlfriend. You can find a wife. You can do a lot of things you want to.

Kids do envy how much an adult can do. But adult envy children even more. As we grow older. Things changes. Your friends, your environment, your responsiblity, you everything will be different. People are not as innocent. There are true friendship when we are young. Because we make friends without motive. The feel is just there. But as you grow older, somethings friends ( More of aquaintance )make friend with you because of some motive. Only when you are benefcial to them, then they treat you as a friends. But when you need help, this kind of people treat you as stranger. True friends? Hard to find. You treat people good, people treat you like sucker. When you stop being good. People say you are bad. Selfish,Self Centered, unkind. You become the super bad man or woman after that. When you are young, eveybody around you is truthful. They like you means they like you. They don't like you they will say they dun like you. But as you grow older. When people like you, they act as if they dun. And when they dun, then act as if they do. They can smile and laugh with you but at the back, they stab you real hard. One stab to the heart.
Your enviornment will not be that simple. Every word you say may cause even cause you death. Everything you do makes a great impact on others. Not like when you are young, you say what you like. When you have some thoughts about something you cannot say out. Because when you say out, something might just happen to you. Everyday life is stressful. You have homeworks to finished. Project to complete. Deadline to meet. Tons of meeting to have. What is children doing ? Eat Sleep and Play. Maybe some learning but little. I can say what i want. I once said this :" Mummy, i want to get marry at 18 years old" Is that going to happen ? No. No money , no people want, no parents approval.
Whats a responsibility of a children? EAt, sleep and play ? I always have 1001 things to do in my notebook. I looked free. But i am not .I scarifice sleep for leisure. Sometimes this think is my own responsiblity. I cannot push it to others. Like let say pack my table ( years since i pack it tidily). I can't find any other body to help me pack right ? Anybody want to volunteer? No right. Cos its my own responsiblity to keep the table tidy. Not mentioning other heavier responsiblities. Whose going to feed me next time? Anyone ? No right. Its my own responsiblity again. To work and feed myself. Not only that. Have to feed my wife , my CHILDREN. See children get feed by adults. Where adults have to feed themselves.

Seriously i don't mind being the sucker. Being the guy who let everybody use. Well even if i dun like it, i have already been 18 years of sucker. But at least dun treat me like condom. Use already throw. Human do have feelings too. Even animals have feelings. You treat the dog good when it sees you again it will shake its tail to tell you how much he appreicates you. But human. Thank you also don't have. There was once this girl. Who borrowed something from me. The enviornment was cold. Is damm cold. Some that something could actually keep one warm ( go and guess what is it ) Then she suddenly snatch away from me. I shock seh. Then you know what she say ? She :" Ai yah you got a lot of heat, i think you don't need this" Borrow things no ask still use snatch one then still trying to insult me. Well fine. I am not that petty. I see she is a lady and she is quite skinny and freezing in the cold i let her have that thing. So i suffer whole night. Shivering my teeth whole night.

Next day, after she wake up. She put the thing just on the floor. Not folding it back , never zip up, or at least pass back to me. All she do is put it on the floor and walk away. No thank you, no smile , no eye contact , not even a hand sign. So i deserve to suffer?

Oh yes. Remeber that when we were young, we play prince and princess role play. Or at least hear fairy tales? Where the prince and the princess live happily every after? Oh yesh. Thats a fariy tale. In real life people is pratical and materialistic. They look at your look. Follow by your figure. If you dun have both, some go for your money. Who wants to marry brad pitt or Wang Li Hong ?Because they are handsome. Who want to marry bill gate? Because he is damm rich. Even if he die, you get 1% of his money ? You can spend you life in bungalow and live the rest of your life without working. Who will want to be with a normal looking guy with no figure with some pimple on his face and who spends more than what he earns. Hell none. Only the good looking and rich are will be living happily every after.

So if i would to choose, i will choose our life starts with 70 years old. At least the last few years our life, we live innocently and happily with no trouble.

DAte moive is cool. Watch. Its nice.For guys and the girls :)

*Winter*: RP student never sleeps in lecture. WoW.

CAMp Aden

2006-03-11T07:09:00.000-08:00

Just come back from Camp Aden. Quite a lousy planned camp. I think i can do better alot. And people have so many complains.

First day

Met up with our guys and then we were serperate into groups. Never introduce each other and then we put our things do ice breaking. Not very fun. Then we went chiong marchite. Still need one by one go bus stop seh. Then walk from marichite to ngee ann in 3hr 30min. Thats quite fast. Then after that finish le right. They dun want to let us rest. So they call us to play captain ball. We lost. Actually is on par de. But last few balls dunno why they keep scoring. Then they have this 200m and 100m sprint. Sianed. Don't even bother to run. After dinner me and qi yang go home liao. Cos i think will be damm boring. So find an excuse. Go home study for OB.

Second Day
OB was hard. ! Siao liao. Lol I think i never study hard enough. Don't memorizing things. No meaning de leh. Then i went back to the camp at 7.00pm for their Changing of Committee ceremony. NYAA. :S Making us as the spectator. Quite clever. This camp i see no cheering. Is like we slave. They call us do what we do what :s EAt Buffet then no food to eat also seh. Tsk Tsk... Cos vegetarian. they never packet for me :s Then after that nth liao. Talk talk talk. Talk with my room people. Then they sleep liao. Then talk to eugene ( my SL) Joel (ECE de ) Arron (look Like Ian) , Min Li ( BA de ) Fiona( BA de ) and Constant dunno from where. We talk until 2.30 then everybody KO Liao. I see everybody sleep then also sleep.

Day three
Kayaking. Woot... I come back because of this. So they say go for expedition. Then they need people with star de to help them be the boundary. Then i take behind. Me and Eugene. Then cross benjamin shares bridge then the MPA boat say we cannot go out to the sea. Sian sia. Then kayak along kallang river. Sian lor. Really is sian. The organizing committee dunno doing what. Call us raft up. then they go play themselevs. Throw us there :s Then they want do sea expedition right. One of the participant is 3 star plus instructor level 1 de. Then dun want to call him help. Treat him like slave. Then lunch time. Sun burnt liao le. Then at kallang sea sports club there eat. Morning eat bread so no eat till things anythings. So eat 2 packet. Then play telematch. We came in 2nd. Because me and eugene cannot coordinate seh :x Our backwards paddle got problem. Then wash the kayak then no change take bus go back school. Everybody smell damm nice. Take a deep breadth. WOot... Then reach school they dun let us bath seh. Just put things and carry on with scvanger hunt. They got things like FHM magazine, comdom. And the best thing is my group have them. :x SO we got 2nd again. So OTOT (Own Time Own Target). Every camp favourite section.

At the last night everybody will get together and play. Those who sleeps will kana. then was listening to kevin (BA) say his ns story. He talk damm funny seh. Every 1 sentence we will laugh one time. Then he say rest 5min. Everybody lie then sleep liao. I also lie on floor and fall asleep seh. OMg... Lol Then i wake up feel that something not right. How come my beck and stomach hot hot one. Then i see... Like frost cake like that. Then everybody was laughing. Then i was oh shit why did i fall asleep. I every 5min wake up once but then in the end cannot tahan. then use marker draw me seh :s Like medicated oil like that. Striaght away feel like shitting. Then they order mac also... $100 over the order. Party party. Then in the end a lot of people buai tahan also sleep. then i also go powder them. Got one hide in sleeping bag. i heck care. Just catch his leg and pour inside seh :x Make his whole bag smell like powder :x Then i went to grand stand since everybody is sleeping. Quite windy. then sleep there ...

Day 4
Just debriefing. Watch some video which is not nice. And then sharing section. Then Tok cock. Then everybody shoot us for pouring powder :x And drawing. Got one hand got all the vuglar. Cannot rub away de :x The kevin as usual. His one sentence make us laguh. Really enjoy talkin to him seh. Although he look like beng but he is not...

*Winter*: Cold wind blow my heart

Half Done Skin

2006-03-05T12:06:00.000-08:00

Half Done Skin. Nice ? :x Still got a bit improvement like adding snowflashes flashes , Music , links and tagboard. Will do it after i came back from camp aden. Tiring Leh .... :s 4am In the morning. :)

~Winter~: Autumn Drops it leaves to Welcome Winter

Poly :x

2006-02-27T12:01:00.000-08:00

One theory i have come out with. Poly Clinic is actually for poly students to go when they are sick. It sounded the same :x Because some are poor after paying for the polytechnic school fees. Or some are too stress for exams to get an MC and take a Re exam :). Low price come with low service just like lectures. Our school fees is subsidise and therefore the lecturers and tutor is also subsidise away. Thats how a poly works.

I still don't understand singapore's education system. I think there really is a big hole in the system. Then don't know why the government giving out bonuses at this year of election and not other year?

So examintaion at friday starts. i studied whole night and never sleep okie. Because shannon came to my hse to hide :x Then after exam, the paper is okie just 20 marks gone, i go ncc 51st clt course interview. Then after that heard some stories from irfan which i had never think he will be like that. Ren Bu Ke Mao Xiang. Then the logistic officer a bit Xia Lan. I say i helping my junior to settle their clothings then he say want to help right , call me help him carry boots :s Not bad. In my company, i call bangladesh worker to help me carry things. Now the bangladesh of the same type call me to take things. Retributions. Next time i carry myself.

Then i go to the office, the admin staff also very xia lan. 46th intake de CLT lai de. He want to take to another people in the office use telephone de seh. When within 10 steps you can reach the person. We were listening to them talk. East distict commander talking to her. Like two couple talking seh. Then heard that our NCC Unit got 96.2%. Means what close to prefect score. So we got a consective gold unit. Which i am proud of. What made me prouder is this time , we get the best in the west district beating hwa chong , ACS all that, Cresent girls too. And we are on our way to the TOP 3 overall ranking of Singapore NCC unit. So we will have a big big tropehy place in the school. If we win the best unit which will also get us to the best land unit , we will have ncc flags in our school. This year GOH can use. NCC day Parade we will be in the GOH. Not only that, we will gain reconigztion. For a new school of 7 years entitle us to this really come from a long way. And i am happy that i have spend 6 years achieving this.

Then see distict commander. He is a cock guy. Like those HK drama act those tiko peh or robber de face. And he keep looking at me. Gayness :x Hopefully i get in the course.

Okie ~ saturday i went to pulau ubin to recky for the may's adventure camp which i will be organzing for adults when i am not an adult myself yet :s So went to puggol marina. That place is freakingly Ulu. But not bad. Go there dun have the kind of stress feeling. Very relax. Seeing all the ships park there. Then see one big yatch which i feel like buying seh :x Or at least rent for one full day and go out to the sea. On top got 2 jet ski one leh. Married on the ship quite coolx huh ? Then take a old ferry to ubin. The chalet there not bad. public is 130 dollars. I book is 60 dollars only. Song BO ? Then went around seeing the place. then they got the team challange pyramid too. Then let me think of two person. Two person come to my mine seeing that thing. One is Yong Beng . Lol. The other one is jen yin because she is crying on that thing :x They have one thing in common :x

Then cycle around the island. EAt the thailand coconut. NIce seh. Then when to this mysterious german shrine. damm scarey seh. You should go and see. is spoky espcially at night. Then went pass cemetery. which i dun dare to look at it :x Then we go to one place. One place which you cannot find in singapore. Is in my friendster. Can go see. Is called chek java. Is a wetland. Meaning when high tide the water will cover to the sand. When is low tide. The water will go so low that can walk on the mud or sand and you can see coral reef and the marine life like starfish. Coolx . And when yous step on sand you can sink to ankle deep but can take up easily.

Oh yesh i saw the air exibition show too. At changi there mah. Saw f15. Nth cool actually. Because i have seen it already. But first time see the A380. CoolX. In the sky fly. So big. Like space ship like that. Then the speed slow seh. You see ah. In order to break the barrier of gravity, one need to go in fast speed. But the plane can fly so slow without dropping. And at such a low hight. Then the plane turn tilted 90 degree. for an comercial airline to tilt 90 degree. Cool. The wings are big. The width of a soccer court. And the aeroplane is 2 storey de lor. Double decker Plane i call it. Coolx. Comapre with other SIA Plane, can really see the HUGe difference. Super BIg seh. Duper Cool. If can i also go be piolet. But my eyes 450 , dry eyes, sensitive eyes plus reflective disorder. Good GAme le lor.

AnaLoG: I can sense she is coming out. I can feel her presence.

That Love Stories beat ALl others

2006-02-21T10:53:00.000-08:00

Just some nice sentences from the story i have read online. Go to www.npforum.sg>hearty affairs>story of fly and dance to read the whole story

1) gals wouldn't mind if u r not tall... if u r not handsome... they can bear with ur inconsiderate acts...can forget ur stupidity...but they can never forgive if u r not romantic.
2)without hesitation, i used the hand that I had used it over 18 years to wipe my ass.
3)Damn that celine Dion, y on earth did she had to sing that "MYHEART WILL GO ON" at the end of the show, for all the female species inside the theater, its like "MY TEARS WILL ALSO GO ON".
4)"you eat, i eat...."
5)a taste of pH<7 has started to fill my nose
6)i can't pull back the salty wet thats on the whole of my face anymore
7)If i have one more day to live,
i want to be your girlfriend.
Do i have one more day? No.
Too bad. I can't be your girlfriend...
not in this life.
If i have wings, i want to fly down from the paradise just to see you.
Do i have wings? No.
Sadly. I can never see you again.
If all the water are drawn out of the bath-tub,
but it still can't put off the flame of love btw us.
Can all the water in a bath-tub be drawn off?
Can.
So, yes. I LOVE YOU.

Imagine a person who don't cry almost cry because of this story? Get ready tissue before you read.

Missing The Enthuness

2006-02-20T01:49:00.000-08:00

Exam Period. This time i will study hard. Not like last time ah . Anyhow. then in the end result quite lousy. This time must study properly. Don't know how am i going to tahan man. 27, 28 , 1 exam.

After Exam holidays lor ~ . In this holidays quite a lot of things to complete. Facilitator course , Cadet Lieutuant Course . Chalets , Yatch Driving Course. Wow WOw Wow. Quite a Lot of things ...

Inregardless i have so many things to do, i really want to settle down. Only cultivated indvisual, you can have a peaceful home. Only Peaceful home then you can have a peaceful country. Only peaceful country could you have world peace.

Quite a lot of things understood during these time. A taxi uncle actually enlighten me. One fine day when i was almost late for school , i decided to take taxi there. Then the taxi ask what course i was from. I say business. Then he say business good. Because singapore don't have that kind of managment talent. Only a few. Then he went on telling me the top 3 managment talents in singapore. He got say one like bigger than president like that. All the prime minister , minister want to invite a doctor from taiwan to come to singapore for researches , but he don't want come. That guy call him come only. He next day take aeroplane fly down Singapore start work. Wah. Sounded cool man.

Kinda Asipre by him le leh. Not the taxi driver. So will work hard. I finally see my ending point le. :)

And the joke i want to say is that justin , he go steal the flower from pizza hut sia. Really steal lor. then nvm . He put inside his bag with one flower sticking out. then the staff shout for him when he exit pizza . Then we keep point to him saying is he steal de :x Then he returns 2 flower still got one flower ... then he keep one flower. Then he use the flower to give to girl seh.

i sort of miss her enthuness. Getting Low...

AnaLoG : Ting Hai Ku De Sheng Yin

What happen to my stable home

2006-02-16T02:26:00.001-08:00

I should be having my dinner now and going to watch TV soon...

But something just happened in my home. My home okie. I am leaving in a happy family i suppose when i am always like the joker of the home with my cool cool sister with my servant brother and the youngest and playful and easy to bully brother.

But my 1st brother and my sister fight lar... And my brother use his hands and hold my sister neck. Wow he is so WTf... I think because he is NT student... I serously think that he dun even know how to think and what inside his brain is air ... Then my little brother is having tution when the fight took place in the room. The tution shout for my mother. My mother when in and scoold my brother of cos. But my brother shout at my mother. Okie quite normal. My mother take the cane and wanted to cane my brother. But he retaliated.Push away my mother leh ... Wah lao ... i want to go in and help but i suddenly realized not correct leh. I help my mother hold my brother is not YI . Help my brother is not XIAO. ANy side i will be in the wrong. So i stand and watch.

After a while my brother still thinks that his right. Wah ... If it were me ah. His nose long ago bleed liao ... Like that anyhow to my mother. I emperor also treat my mother GONg GOng Jing Jing. My mother actually today in a high mood de lor. Then scold my brother scold till cry

Now sister , brother , mother all cry seh. I hate people to cry. But my brother cry i damm happy. He ought to be punish. One day. One day i will really hit till he wake up... Trust me i will...

Fuck seh ... I dunno what to do lor... GRrrr

Actually wanted to say some jokes today for my blog. Think very long le . Now no mood liao...

AnaLoG: Only Weakling Cry . People shed tears because they dun know what other else to do. Thats why they are weakling

Should All Valentine Be Forgot And never brought to mind ?

2006-02-15T06:20:00.000-08:00

Hey yo ... Wo Shi Machi Nian Ji Zhui Xiao Di... Yo check it out...

Currently is no time to blog. Not i dun want to blog. Blog already also no one read. Blog For what ... Well... Just to archieve down what happen in my life so next time time can show my son &/or daughter... Like How i spend my 18 years old valentine day.

First open hse. YEa... Open hse ... Help up at I DARe Booth ... Nth much lar... Just that friday that Low Kai Li ANd her friends come lar. Then bring her go walk walk then her friends came with her. She also win 5 dollar starbucks vocher. I help her with all the question de leh :P ... Then SAturday tio stomach Flu...

Friday go back see my NCc Cadets... Have fun with them. I see them from a innocent cute litte boy to a man but also cute... Then Watch BA star... The Sound system quite lousy. A few cork up here and there. Singer wasn't that bad. But special performance can have someone who got Power to come and sing mah . Like Jason or He wEI jian from Superstar? Because they ex ngee ann student mah ... Then supported jen... Cos Friend friend mah. But she never win leh. Quite Saddening. But the thing i not happy is the everyln (Ming Shi) win lor... Why she Will Win. ALthought She not bad... But ... Grrr... Yin Xian Du LA ... Then go bao hse... Talk to Yuan Xuan first ... Cos she Bored i also bored.. then sEnd her to bus stop. Cos talking to her mah ... Then ettiqute. IS Ettiqute okie ... Then play mahjong... Win 3 bucks Though ... Actually can win more de lar... JAson Lar... USe 2 Tai Hu de Game ... If not i win everybody 3.20 ...

Okie ... Saturday they come my hse lor... Then first to arrive is My Xiao Lao Pou Su Yu lor ... Puntually at 1 ... Then She Help me wrap the Thing... hahaha.. Food lar.. then After thaat gary come. ... Then Come play blackjack ... I win lar. .. I got lose de meh ... Then Play Mahjong... first round win 6.40 liao ... From each person... Hahaha... what happen ah... Why i so heng this year...

Fail BSTAts test 2 ... 29/60... TSk tsK

Then this year valentine i no give present nor people give me present. Got lar.. Mabia give everybody in the class. Thats thoughtful of her... But still not counted :x then We Prank SomeBody ... lol ... It WAs an Funny Incident after all ... And i spend my valentine night with my classmates at merlion doing nth but sitting there and talking cock. Seeing all the People there are in pair and with rose.. AWww ...

My Eye there got one big big pimple lar ... I think is eat Till PRAwn or what lar ... But not on purpose lar... Amitabha...Then big seh ... today My Mother just squeeze it out ... Wah ... A lot of Pus Come out ... sTill so er Xin ... Damm Pain lor ... Then after that Small liao ... After a while i become the same size again. Then my mother say tml must squeeze again. Wah lao ... Lucky Not inside Eyes there one ... If not people say i TiKo Beh ...

Okie ... Today Zi Xiang came to Ngee ANN poly ... Then JPSAE... Then i sAw one Girl .. not i chee hong or what lar... But She is my type lar ... Quite tall ... 170 de i think ... then quite Elegance... Very tempted to get her number lar... But ... she got a bit phobia. Cos she like my father's partner de Daughter. Evey year's annual dinner will see her. Then my mother will like say why i cannot be like her ... Then last time primary school she also the prefect in charge of my class... then i Tio her catch a lot of time...Phobia... But is not her ... Is another person.. In school of FMS de ... She notthat kind of chiongster type. Then not like very proud also ... quite friendly... elegance also ...

AnaLoG: Someday we will meet again, cos we are fated to meet each other...

Say Say SAy you love me

2006-02-08T05:40:00.001-08:00

New Year... ~ Went back to malaysia for new year as usual. Saturday. Thought will have jamms in the custuom. But it never. Then it jamm during the highway. Don't why it jamm. Then every car wanted to go fast and got one almost got into an accident. It cannot break in time and then there is smoke coming out from the tyre seh.

finally reach KL le... The trip talk excecptionally long this time round. Nothing much there. EAt sleep Gamble and win 150 plus. Play one round of mahjong nia. Then one game i lost 200 plus riggit liao. But not i pay :x So i still win 150 dollars.

Then 2nd day go grandma hse at muar. Jamm seh the highway. Then there is this police helicopter. It actually decend to the height on a tree. DAmm Close. They just want to take picture of the jam :S But the wind super big. Even big tree also swaying.

Reach Grandma hse le. Then see all my cousins. Hahaha... Nothing much lor this new year. At night play blackjack. Win 30 bucks again. Then play some firecrackers and i smuggle some back :X Haven't 24hr go home liao. But my relative ask me.

Relatives: Woei Luen got girlfriend liao mah?
Woei Luen : No lar ~
Relatives: Don't Bluff. Dun Dare say out only right. Your Tiao Jian so gOod
Woei Luen: Really. How I wish i got one
Relatives: Then like that, you quite lousy already.

Cos my 15 years old cousin also have le. I really si bai. Ha. Valentine Day. Hmmm Valentine Talentime. New IdEa. But But Valentine day should be staying at home bah. COs it not my day :P

Oooo.. My mother scolding my sister and my brother. Cos they quarreling because of a door. :P:P:P:P:P. I so happy seh... They ought to be scolded :X Espically my father. Got time i really must cane my brother till his skin got blood come out then can. WAh lao ... Sec 2 think he so big seh. No give me face sia. Come and scold me.

Still my youngest brother better. Young young de. Then like to cuddle around me. Then yesterday he come and play on my bed while i was still doing that damm project with the jen yin know what people. Then he fall asleep seh. Then wind like very big. Then i cover blanket all that for him. Like my Son like that seh. Then i look at him sleep and was thinking how my children will look like next time. Sure cute cute de. :x

Joshua have this website. www.npforum.sg . its a Np student forum. Please support and join. Post message as you like :) Active forum lai de. They say got chio bu inside de :x

Talking about jen yin know what, she friday BA STAR. So people go support leh. i buy 5 tickets leh. Her voice nice leh. And some more her song selection is i help her de. She win i also sense of satisfaction. The rest of the finalist i dunno one. So you all can no need support them ya ~

AnaLoG: The utlimate is lonely
Someday, Somehow, Sometime, Somebody, Somewhere, Someone, Something will happen

Say Say SAy you love me

2006-02-08T05:40:00.000-08:00

2006-01-31T09:28:00.000-08:00

just a quick summary of my previous weeks blog.
Damm long no blog le leh .

Then i represent my father to go on stage to give the annual speech. First time . Scared. Some errors and hipcups. But all the guest say its a good speech. So suprised. Maybe its encouragement bah. " I hereby announced that our company has rose by 10% revenue despite local economy saturation, local firms moving overseas and the avian bird flu" One the sentence. And next year i will be taking charge of the whole dinner. Wow. ~ Who want job for next year? :x

First I am going to fail Bstats. Cos i never study . No is never study well i should say. 2nd , i am not going to do well for o com. Cos i never study . No is the paper is hard.

Then have not been drinking le. Cos i want to jian fei. Then going april CLT course.

Going for PPLCDL (Private Pleasure leisure Craft Driving Liscence) . Boat de. Then next time bring my girlfriend out to sea romantic one night. You jump i jump , I am FLying ~

Then some funny things happen. I don't believe it. But it happened. But still i won't conclude it so fast.

next post then talk about my CNY. Damm Happening

Wo AI Ni , Hao ai ni , Xie Xie Dui Bu Chi

2006-01-15T10:14:00.000-08:00

1 week neglect my blog le. Sorry blog. I will spend more time with you once i free okie ? Then i will flood you with all the entry. Then i will buy new design for you to wear. So that you look nicer. Wo Ai Ni , Hao Ai Ni , Xie Xie Dui Bu Chi.

So what am i doing this week and neglecting my blog? I am doing a big business. Worth 2 million dollars. After the transcation i wil be 2 million richer. Then i can buy a new house. Then all the things i want. I want a new okey sunglasses. Then i want a new handphone , new handphone , new mp3 , new houses, new chair , new bed , new selves , new computer ( the one outside is getting a bit old and cannot tahan my speed. Althought the speed is 3.2ghz.) , new clothes ( i want to buy the addidas black , blue white whole set. Damm nice. the bag that queen is using , the jackey , the polo tee , the pants , the shoes , the shoes bag. Its damm nice. ) , new hair colour , new car , Boating lisecne , car licsence , own car ( Mercdes open air Top or bmw 600 series) , then go for slimming treatment at the beauty center , then sign up a few country club membership , and buy the big big plasam tv 63 inch and connect it to my computer x box or karaokie set , take a flight to amercia and go into the disney world which i have free entrance to it, and have a nice nice girlfriend. Thats what 2 million can give me. For your info disney world is actually the disney co in america that has 5 disney land in one place and thats why they call it disney world.

Woei Luen its time to wake up and stop dreaming lar !

Will i be happy with all the stuff? No. Because i don't have people to share my joy with. Even if got girl want to come get close to me is not because she like me. Is because she like the money. If any friends will suddenly treat me damm nice, is because they are investing on this atm machine. Money to me is nth. It does not bring joy to me. But i rather donate it out you see. Not to Durai's NKF kind of organization. Donate to some other smaller one like KDF , Salvation Army. Ren Ci also Not bad. Cos Ren Ci the head is Amitabha de. Amitabha won't cheat people money if not he will kana lightening strike when he is walking that 66 storey thing. He DAmm Power You know. 66 storey raining and wind bloody big. Hit the face damm pain seh. Then he can finish walking you know. Zai Kia. No Scare de leh . Then the most interesting things is the show 1hr 30min after the call still like 150k calls only ? After he go walk walk a few while nia then and then talk talk abit the calls shoot to 350k? Straight away thingy ah. Wah lan eh. Then advertisment come back 400k liao. He Damm Zai Seh. Amitabha.

Next time charity find me go lar. I also go walk walk 66 storey. Don't say 66 streoy. 100 storey also nvm. Cos i no i won't fall. the rope tie so tighted, Want to fall also cannot. Like our I dare the TCp like that leh. No scared one.

Actually i am talking in a half drink situtation. Tell you why later. This week damm busy seh. Monday sleep at 6am. Tuesday wake up and then study CIP. Sleep at 6am Again. Wednesday come back. Do the dreamweaver thingy, sleep at 6am again. Do until halfway i also buay tahan. Haven't finish. But heck sleep. Then thursday also sleep at 6plus am. This time i see my brother they all wake up for school. They wake up = i sleep. Then friday bo bian. Skipped CATS. Cos i prefer DOGS. Okie not funny. Cos i cannot wake up. But firday got play tennis. WAh Mirciale happend you know. It never rain seh ? For the first day of the week. It never rain seh. And i get to play my tennis seh while other people have to go play cpatain ball using tennis ball

Yah i also checking last year account. Auditing before next week close. Cos saturday D and D le. At Boon Lay Raja Resturant. I don't know it wasn't my decsion. I try to get ball room at raffles marina but well the king complain the food there not nice. But i will sneak out and eat the dim sum there .
There open a new coffee shop. I do in my first impression is this coffee shop sure earn big money. Cos their concepts is using all the favourite business concecpt. They got Sushi Talk. Open window see how the chef make shushi. then they got roti talk. Bakery inside a coffee shop which sells roti boy and roti mama. Then they got hong kong dim sum. One plate 2 dollar nia. Then they got hong kong the Zhu Chao. The ala carte you know ? Damm nice Seh. their Eee Mian is not pour the soup intol the mee then serve. Is serve the mee and the gravy seperately. Then you must deep the Deep fried noodles into gravy and eat de . like Soba Like that. And their table and chairs is like Hong Kong Dim Sum stall de marble table. Like very the 60's that kind of chinese resuturant. Fully air Con seh.

And i think mircale really happened lor. Really got. Believe will have , Don't believe will not have. Don't lost hope until you die. Like i almost lost hope i will avoid angela. Then she come and approach me and call me teach her some dreamweaver stuff. I mean its nth special but at least we can still be friends. Then another mircicale happen is someone talk to me. For so long she finally initiate it . The "SHE" you know you know ? Got Selina , got hebe got ella the one you know ?

And i am starting to change my liking from cydni to Yang Cheng Ling. Cos of cydni new song. Jie Mao Wai Wai. Wah. Too cute . Yang Cheng Ling very sweet seh. See her like seeing choclate like that. PriMuem Sweet that kind.

And yes i and half drunk now cos i just drank cordon bleu. 45% alcholo. Its actually very very strong. Cos even after i drink it i can smell it coming out from my mouth and i kinda gidddy now. Walk like flying like that. Bo Bian. Cos i cannot sleep. Sleeping at 6am daily. Lie on bed cannot sleep . So have to use this method.

AnaLoG: Freedom Is Power because you can do all the things you want

Its boring without school

2006-01-07T11:31:00.000-08:00

Very boring ~ I am dieing of borness. Nth to do man. 3 week without school. Althought its a relax life but its boring ~ . I rather go to school not to be with my friends but to stay away from home. Buay Tahan ah i stay at home. Damm noisy. The unit on top is bloody renovating. I sleep like 6am in the morning. Then the renovation starts at 9am. Damm noisy. But i manage to sleep a bit. But my mother leh keep bugging me to wake up. Help her translate some doctument:s

Damm noisy seh. Then everything also want to nag. Say i too late then sleep. I damm pissed seh. Actually want to talk back de. Say 6am too late? But dun want. I dun want go out lightening strike. But if people wrong me i will buay song. Own mother also talk back.

Let me tell you a joke ~ I thursday suddenly recieved a phone call and then the person at the line say he had win 4days 3 night china trip inclusive of air ticket and hotel stay. And a desinger watch plus 150 vocher. I can also choose a hamper worth 200 dollar. At first i thought is fake one. Then the person call me next day go collect. Say at orchard somewhere. Then say is becasue of those lucky draws i had filled in during shopping. I was thinking i did fill in a few of this cupon during shopping. So i thought is real. Then the person ask me to go collect after work. I say i tml no work. Then the person ask me what am i working as? I say i am a student. Then the person shock. Then ask whether am i Mr Ng Kim Seng. :S Nabei . Let me Song for 5min. Give me hope and dash it. Damm nabei.

MIEC Test. Err... Gone lor. No more A lor. Draw wrong one graph lo. Ho seh lo. Then Friday help shannon move some furniture from his uncle hse to his grandma hse. Lol. Starting i thought the lorry is those normal one. Who knows is a small pickup -_-. Then i thinking how to put furniture seh . Then sit lorry behind damm song. Scared anytime fly off. Then go the hse damm big seh. Like Maze like that. 7 room seh. The see the wardrow then wah siao liao. then carry up. Then carry downstairs le. Rainning. Damm heavy seh. Then raining also heavy. They stuck inside there.Then his uncle go packet for us to eat. Then i eat the carrot cake. Its not bad. Still edible. Then stack up the furniture. Then i seating on top the furniture seh. Damm high. Damm scared later fly out. Lol.

Then the wind blow until damm song. Raining seh. Then finally reach his grandma hse put inside. Then wah still got 2nd trip. Then ho seh liao lar. Me Shannon father and him go again on the lorry. Then raining again seh. On the trip there. then we take sofa and the dressing table. Lol. then put on the lorry. then me and shannon sit on the lorry sit unitl damm song. On a small pickup got sofa de leh. And the sofa is good de. Damm song seh. Then the wind blow. Then reach jurong heavy rain o_0 . Wah nabei. Whole day rain. The rain hit the skin damm pain seh. Somemore hit my ear inside. I scearm seh. Lol. Then shifted everything then gary call me play mahjong .

Bo bian must play lo. Then play mahjong that time lose like siao seh. Wah no luck. Then play finish 2 round i lose 10 plus. Then change play poker. Starting i win like siao. Then ending i lose like fuck. Lol, Lose 30 plus seh. Sia lar. Bad luck. Cannot gamble seh. Yah . I don't like to gamble de leh. Win money then i know something will happen to me. That time i win my leg got blister. Then lose leh ~ Also not Song . Tsk tsk. Treat it as make 2 new friend de then treat them bah. Play with gary's friend.

AnaLoG:What if friend man. Friend cannot be measure in mometary terms. It is also not countable.

Nature

2006-01-03T10:15:00.000-08:00

What is Nature? Nature is so big that actually there are more than 10 different explanation.
http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=nature.

I seriously think that nature is mangificant. For e.g Chicken Was Born first or Egg was produce first? No egg no chicken, no chicken no egg. ?
Who is the first man in earth ? Who created the earth ? Why is there air in earth?. Why do human need to sleep? There are millions of question about nature not being able to answered by scienece. People then come out with ghost , spirit , gods. Although i am in a religion, i think that everything is about nature.

Yes there may be ghost who exsist. Some people have seen them. I have hear them. But the problem is why are people thinking that ghost is people with ugly facial. There is this castle in England. Its famous for huanted and people cannot go in, in the dark. Scienctist actually bring in dunno what the hell equipment to the castle at night. It measure how much force or electricty is present in the air. And to their suprise the meter exploded. Lol.

People who goes against nature are great. There are people who can actually jump 3 storey high without any equipment. I seen it myself. And my impression was. WTF. Si mi Qing Gong , Si Mi Qi Gong actually are real. People can jump up to 3 storey high ? Qi Gong everybody knows about it.

Why do nature always bring disater to human? Like last last year de Tsunami. Swept away a village in indonesia. The whole village is swept away except for one mosque. Who actually is just beside the sea. The hut beside it was swept away but that particular mosque was the same. Anybody answer why ?

Car are being damage but the thailand buddha statue are left unharm. Still in its original position. I have pictures of them. You can ask from me if you want to see. Anybody answer why ?

Okie my real purpose is to say that nature is powerful. And there is one thing call, call of nature. I think i go answer them then carry on blogging.

December 31st 2005

2005-12-30T23:30:00.000-08:00

Ahhh... Finally its december 31st 2005. Its the last day of 2005. Means that everything is one year older and the route towards death is nearer. No mine but my relative. Human do die. Just hope the rest in peace.

2005 is an very memorials year. Indeed. Its seems so short for me. First i get to work as a ** . The feeling really shiok. Everyday eat good things with customer. Go office got people greet. Go home got people send. The feeling shiok.

Then i ended Prom. Althought is not so nice. But first time having prom. Then i got my o result. Not very well done althought. But i manage to get to my targetted school and course. From then i know a lot of new people in my school and classes. Then i got to know Some Fuhua people whom i am not very close with. I got closer with my ex classmates.

Then i watch fireworks during national day. Went back to Fuhua for teachers day and finally talk to her this once face to face in this year.

Then i joined I DAre. Went for Pre Glow. Reds Shirt. Know new friends. Cool people. Funny Ass too. We should won the pre glow okie !!!! Dunno why in the end is the white who wins. Tau Pok Kai yu in harbour front.

Examination. Not so well done. Cos i never study. But i pass all. NVm next sem next sem. I DARe Actual Day. Get to know Bobbies. Cool bunch of people. Very Funny too. lol. Make Flag make a lot of things. Damm Nice. Bintan. I LOVE BINTAN. Lol. High Elements , Bintan Lodge Room 1008. Pasar Ole Ole. PaintBall. Night Jungle Trek. Water Rafting. TCP. Campfire. Jet Ski. Party at 1008. Bintan Lagoon buffet. Woot. Miss it.

After since we went k box. Prata chionging. Tonning. After Glow. Make lots of new friends. My Birthday. 17 years old. Got this nice nice prefume from hugo boss by bobbies. Jia Wei birthday. Cinelisure. Iris Birthday Plaza Sing. do a big big card for her. Which is Damm nice. lol. Then camp outside her house to surprise her.

Christmas day. K at my house with bobbies and then follow by ex 4f. Who went crazy at my house. Dota whole night. Ants Crawl over. Once in a while noisy nvm. Lol. But not everytime.
And today going espanlade. See fireworks. Woot. Fireworks. To Bid 2005 goodbye. Welcome 2006. Better years ahead ? Yah.

And my new year wish is the same as christmas wish list. Just that additional pencil box. I lost it. Lol

FUCK You

2005-12-26T09:19:00.000-08:00

tONIGHT Is the first time i cried in this year. Regardless of all the bad times i have this year i never cry. Only tonight. Is not because of any big things. Is because of simple things. You think you got money very big is it ? A bloody drinker , bloody gambler , bloody Stubbon Ass , Bloody arrogant , bloody self centered ass hole . YOu think you are so great ah ? LEt me tell you this. Your friend dun like you lor, you think only you know the stuff well only is it ? You think the way you are doing is right only ? other people ways is wrong lar?

You think you got money very big lar ? I tell you i will be 10 times richer than you. Stubbon old man. I will make sure i swallow up your small litte fry company ah. Only you think you are right ah ? Fuck you i tell you. YOu know why the company is bloody progressing so slow ? Because you are a lousy leader k ? Fuck you.

Whats wrong with me skipping lesson and i don't do it on purpose okie. I was with work till 3am or 4am everyday. how you expect me to wake up ? I am also human leh. I get good result got praise before ? Never ~ When i get bad result what you all say ? Say i play computer say i keep going out , say i never do homework

Brother fighting i scold them. Brother want to hit me i whack him my fault. Everything my fault lar. Go out also my fault ? Take money buy textbook also my fault ? Can use all the money to gamble to do so many things. Take jsut a little money from you also KPKB.

Sister get Good progress award i take scholarship i no praise no prize no anything. She get what she wants. She get praises. I take award you dun want come. Sis take then go. Good progress only you know. Sister got how many cabinet of clothes? Got how many shoes? Got her own room. I want buy some clothes tio scold. SOme more my clothes alot use own money buy de lor . Those cheap one is then you use your money buy de. I go out and sports same shoes wear until spoil then change. Sister and mother dun know how many shoes . Half of the shoes rack is sister already ah. I only occupy one sloth nia. My pencil box lose say i want to bluff you. Bluff you for what ? Sister want buy things buy bag no bluff? She everyday also go out just that people girl

Got people treat her eat. I don;t have. COs i not girl okie? I use my own money buy handphone also want object? Everytime only know call me help you do thing. I sleeping le wake up call me help you do thing. I next day still got school lor. Then i cannot wake up for next day. Then in the end you scold me? Yah lar . Everything my fault lar okie ?

ANd Fuck you NGee ANN okie ~ Warning letter is to warn the student not the parents? And wrong information can kill okie ? Write until like its damm serious ? if never go again will be debar from exam. And let the old man and old woman whose english is half water to understood it as : i never go a lot of time. until the teacher buay tahan send letter to tell the parents because poly have no telephone.

2005-12-19T10:50:00.000-08:00

hahaha... After an argument with a Tay Ping Hui FAn ... hahaha ... i find that those whom others respect them is those who is good with words. They can talk until people laugh or find thats what they say is right.

Like for example, why did Lee King Yow able to make singaporean repect him so much? Because he knows what people want and he is able to talk until people trust him ah. But he is also good lar. Propogenda.

If a nobody say singapore economy falling and Lee King Yow say is growing well. Who will you believe ? Lee right ? Becasue he will say until you believe him.

Conculsion, in order to be sucess, you must know how to talk well. Not to talk crap lar. But got that kind of very deep meaning inside.

Another point i find out about is JC is pretty imatured as compared to Poly people. The way they think is still so study and then they comfirm go university not thinking wheather they have the ability to go a not. They think that they are the elites but actually they are in their poor pity post secondary education which is much worst than secondary school. But what they get is just an A level Cert. Compared to Poly student. Poly student relaxly and funly and happily finished their 3 year of education and they can get a job easier than Jc Student. And i think most of the people in poly, they tend to think more maturly. I don't know why lar. maybe due to the eviornment but from what i see when i am with the JC friends. Those in poly are those who are tmore matured and those in jc is always the one who is acting childish.

Maybe becasue we are more independent in our learning. Whereas JC people still need teacher to Spoon feed them with notes , answer and revision but poly student on their own.

Well thats what i have been thinking. JC education is actually pretty much useless as compared to overseas education. its like one of the Louiest combination. You get to choose 4 subjects which somehow or rather totally never relates to your university education. you can study all the science in JC but in the end you study business in university. So whats the use ? overseas study 7 subject in their high school.

And all my friend are dieing in JC man. They say Jc no life. Study till like that why study man.

Anyway holidays now and theses holidays will be so much fun and full pack. All the staying over and parties. Christmas list is out

A Leather Wallet ( Got zip for coins and my cards are getting more and more :x)
Fossil WAtch
The new Addias polo tee
Adidas pants
Okey sunglasses half frame
New SPecs
New Perfume (pamlove prefered )
Last but not least what i want for christmas is you. YOU !

Wah... Sounded not possible man. hahah. Anyboyd want to get it for me ? ????

AnaLoG: I'm feeling in my fingers , Felling in my tOEs , Christmas in the season and i am sort of feeling gross :x

Good Deeds - Do More

2005-12-14T11:08:00.000-08:00

Hahaha... Do more good deeds people. Today i donated 70 cents to buy Some handicraft. Lol. Its a christmas good deeds bah. Money doesn't matter okie ~ its the thought that counts. Cos straight away i got my payback. Tonight i quite happy. Hahaha. Ask me bah. I might tell you why. Might only.

Then today actually nothing much lar. When to school for like 15mins to hear my Tutor LKK ( lao Kok KOk ) talk about project. We get A . Applause for that . But should have get better if he don't have the misunderstand.Glenn groups get AD ... All can lost but cannot lose to Glenn. My groups motto. LOl. Nvm ... Next PBL. We will do it better. We will. With faith with hope with trust with hardwork with love with with care with concern with destiny with legend with freedom and with justice. :x

then as usual Zut Zoot meet and then go market eat. i suddenly got the feel want eat Chai Tao Kway. Then buy drinks. then Tze and Pok call me help them pay first. But i know help them pay first = good game. they won't return de lar. Haizz. They want to bluff 1 or 2 dollar bluff lor. I got nth to lose also . 1 or 2 dollar beg have le . Sell tissue also can earn back . Its they do so bad deeds. I don't mind being stupid. At least makes me feels better. God likes Stupid child alright ? People want to insult me insult lor. I got nothing to lose. Not say i will die if they insult. They happy let them happy lor. Make one people smile no good ah? I don't mind being the one being shoot ah. Play with my size play with my diet habit. Ha. Play lor. AMitbha ~ If i don't go hell who will go ?

:P Trying to be holy here. Dun kill animal man. its cruel. Amitbha. Be a vegetarian. I not becasue vegetarian then big size lar. Big size does not means not fit ah. Who say big size one run slow. Who say big size one not good in sports. Who say big size one cannot pass I DARE. Got train before de hor. Mai Siao SIao HOR ~

Ahlar ... Just hope that things goes this way bah. At least next time when i am tired of tahaning people's falling sky , got someone help me tahan a while, let me lie on her shoulder or legs.

2005-12-13T10:14:00.000-08:00

Ai YO ~ Sunday to monday ~ What a Day man . Sunday i ne ver sleep at all. Have to work throught the night ~ I got OB , got OCOM got Oral presentation to do and of cause B Stats To study.

OCOM presentation was the first in the morning. Have to wear Blazar but i wear suit lar. ~ My Group mate wants me to wear it . Damm hot. 3 Layer leh. Hahaha. I did all right bah . A little bit of cock up here and there. My class people all fantastic. All can talk quite well seh. BO bian. my class de all EAt potato grow up de. Ang Moh to them is nothing. Chinese lar ... LOL :x

OB assignement finished it. Quite glad that i can actually conentrate in 2hrs time finish it . Then sumitted on time. I don;t even know there i an assinment until last friday. Scared tio.

Bstats. Whao whao. Monday go school panic. haven't really study. Then studied in Mirco lecture. Cannot leh. Really cannot. Cannot tahan ah. I fall asleep for 20min. THe sleeping style is damm stylo. People sleep their head will move up and down left or right right. Mine is steadily in that position de. My classmate whack me i also never wake up ah. Until someone splash some water on my face. Hahahah...

Then Test. A But funny leh. Wear so nice take test. ahahhah. i Was pretty shock that the test became 1h . All of us thought is 1hr 30min. So ended at 6 . Was quite okie
A little bit of mistake plus a little bit of hard question plus a little of familiar question add them all up.

GO home straight away KO . Sleep to tuesday cannot wake up ah. Damm freakingly tired lo. My brother call me up. My maid call me up. My Mother call me up. My Father call me up. But i just cannnot wake up. Eyes is close all the while. Exhusated bah i think ... LOl ~

I have come out with an Idea known as Get A Girl Number in 8 min. :) Next entry.

AnaLoG: Anybody got any books for dun say 8 min. 8 month also can to woo a girl. ?

Singapore future uncertain

2005-12-09T12:06:00.000-08:00

After seeing Dubai's website and their tourism attraction. i think singapore really hard to survive. Can only depend on the "IR" to survive le. The rest of the attraction i think gone case le. They got all the things singapore dun have. What singapore have they also have.

The world only 7 star hotel, Burj Al Arab was in Dubai. On an man made island leh. Surrounding is all water. tsunami come gone case :x All suit room. Dubai leh. Desert lai de leh. How to have 7 star hotel ? Ritz calton, intercontinental hotel , Shangri -La hotel all have their branches there. WAnt to say whao ? Not yet. Another 7 star hotel is coming up. I think this hotel will win world best arcitechtual. The hotel is design is such a way that is partial submerge in water. The lobby is on top the water and the room is below the water. Imagine staying in an underwater room? Then see the nice nice coral reef and maybe you might have a date with the shark. The lift is design in such a way you can see what in the sea as you go down.

And Dubai challanged singapore in the tourism sector. i don't want say much lar but what do Singapore have? Best ritz calton have theri branches over there. Middle east got terrorist? their police force is not fake one. they have well trained police as well. Maybe singapore better lar. And their government who is the royal family no eat money also. Can be prince and king leh.
http://www.dubaicityguide.com/tourism/attractions.asp

tourism sector people? Good luck to you ah. Too bad government no empoly me as minister if not i sure make sure singapore nice nice. Will listen to people comment and work for people. Not deciding everything for the people .Want to hold sea games also cannot. Should tear down more building build stadium. Then call the spawn all go home make teh tarik. They are flooding my mrt station man.

Poly student have to pay so expensive the fees and bus fare. But the Jc student pay so little. Not like i cannot go jc lar. Just that JC people all think they elite. Elite my foot ah. Still need me this poly student to teach them economics. their university learn de things also same as us. See who next time earn more lar. See i this poly graduate or JC graduate. Call JC people to plan camp lar. they all only know how to cheer. But call them come out and organize the whole camp sure here cock there cock every where cock cock. Go home and suck cock lar. Gahmen only give those elites chances.

i also elite mah. At least i pass the gifted exam. I top business module ~ one only :x I can Make sure you sick take care until you from damm sick to fully recover like 10 star hotel like that. Medic massage skill reconiged de hor. EArly early do business le. Not i cannot lor. Is i not given chances lor.

But i not good at one thing, that is to comfort people man. People stress and headach to their nick also change to fuck. i see there see already also panick. dunno what to do seh. i am dam Fucking useless. Still dare to say if the sky fall i tahan. Tahan my foot ah. Let the sky own ah. People cry i also dunno what to do. Also panick. People stress also dunno what to do. Make people angry is only what i know. Today dunno wth why did the phrase come out from my mouth. I go and suan Serene OLd woman.

Ming Zhi Dao girl this thing very sensitive de. She almsot cry out i think. I scared until hide behind seng soon ah. Whao lao eh. I so fucking useless. Like girl also dun dare chase. See already dun want to Hi to her. Always face red red. Why can't i be like the guy in "Love in Harvard" Who is so damm Cool. Can make so many girl like her.

Must slim down le lar. After hearing what my cousin say about NS for OBese people i dam determine to slim down. And then train at least can run 10km. Meaing 25 rounds the track. BO KO LENG. 2 years time . Hahaha. 5 pull up ? BO KO LENG ~ AHHHHHHHHHHhhhh

AnaLoG: What ever god please bless me with power to make all the impossible possible.

I am a father of 3

2005-12-08T11:00:00.000-08:00

Wah. Long time no blog. No time lar. So busy. Project , homework. Next week got one test. Saturday got camp till sunday . How to survive like that . Wah lao. I want to score well for tml test ah. wah lao eh. Kinda stress actually. PLus there is always unfinshed work to do. Beside that still got homework. Damm stress lor.

And now my mother is overseas at thailand. Happily touring. Actually should let her tour also lar. She had taken the care of this home since 17 years before ? or even more. She never request for any break. Her work time is 24/7/356 1/4 . There is never a time where she don't do housework or cook. Well. Forgive her

My father is in Melecca. FOr business things. Then the office i have to go back and check accounts daily. So now the home everything is under me. Must take care all the siblings and get the maid to clean lar ... Cook what for dinner lar. Get siblings to bath, sleep. And the two brother damm playful. I busy with my things they will take their chance to play computer :s Have to scold them. Then after a while on again. Really getting on my nerve. Quite stress lor.

Then project. Teacher say is okie lar. But i dun thing we did well. Cos for CIP. We should get high high marks. Got Qi yang and me . Who have greater IT knowledge but, well. Mr Leong was to blame also lar. And somemore not we late lor. Is the other group end late. So we start late. But the timing as per nomal. Our presentation only got 10min. Fuk. Then we rush throught. I say things damm fast la.

Miss a few tutorial le lor. Shit. Is i cannot wake up. Cannot... Must change le lor. Its screwing up my studies. Shit shit. I panick le ... ~ OB i only attended 2 tutorial. The rest i dun knnow what the hell is it talking about lor.

I saw her today. Actually wanted to say hi. But dun know leh. At that point of time, couldn't think properly. Cos see her my heart skip damm fast LOl... But hard lar. Why i like always those hard hard de. Another hint she is quite sweet. Cute still still all right but is defintely elegance. hahaha. I make up my mind already. A few days ago of who i like. i finally have the anwer while dreaming.

The other girl i pondering over is Angela. Actually she also not bad... Even more my type. But me and her so far. I free thinker she pro christian. I eat vege she eat meat. I plaay the sports she dun. She skate well i can't. She listen english song i chinese. her ang moh zai i ang moh noob. Singlish good only. Her chinese CMI. My chinese okie okie ~ wah. Damm different. And somemore she dun give me that kind of feel.

"You are the reason why i cry.
Because you leave me without a good reason
I stand here waiting for you
Sping , Summer , Autumn, Winter
I stand her waiting for you
Even if you don't turn up, i want to thank god that he let me meet you.
How many time have you gone in from my memories if you ask
I say once only because you never left."

Of cos is in koren lar. But got subtittle then translate to English. Hope the meaning still around

Got this few lines of lyrics from Love at Harvard. The show damm Nice . The guy like my style like that. i like Seh... Damm Cool. :x I think i want to talk less le lar ... Talk to much always tio scold. Always say wrong thing.

AnaLoG: Even if you never come back, i still thank GOd that he let me meet you.!

Really BO ?

2005-11-29T09:35:00.000-08:00

Whats with my blog. Yong Beng say a lot of people are reading my blog and is about 1o entry below de. Whao. they really can be so patience to read till bottom ah ? then queen also know my blog... ALl using Quotes from my blog. Commenting on what i say. WTH ... Like that cannot attack people in the blog liao ... EEEE...:x

Okie today i heard on the news dunno which asshole South East Asia Terroist divsion want to attack Singapore. still got south east asia Division ah. Wah ... Terroist going towards Army managment ah. Then say want to attack other country as well in south east asia cos Here Anti terroist. I mean. i don't get it why they want to bomb places lor.

Firstly they say by sucide bombing will go heaven. WTH. I think all the religion their scripture lar bible lar , all the holy book also say sucide will go hell . And is go hell suffer all the punishment. The father born the child and teach the child to bomb other country. Tell him that he or she will go heaven if he does that. Then the son who became a father later also tell his son that sucide bombing will go heaven. So in the end they want to go heaven and they anyhow bomb. No Rationel to it.

2nd, they say bombing is to hope that their life gets better. Is it ? Are they a bunch a saddist? Bomb le people die also happy then their life will get better? By bombing they cause more damage to other country economy and therefore other people life is also bad. It does not do any good. In Fact it does more harm. People dieing, property lost, country economy goes bad , lost of family members. I dun see any good point leh. Oh yah they waste the firepowder ah. Can use to bomb quarry de. They come and bomb other country. Somemore waste money to buy all these. And planning too. Can't they just go and work and not waste of these time on planning bombing ?

I understand that some country the government is corrupted de. They can seek those big big organization like UN or EU or even ASEAN. Their armed forces is big enough to overthrow the governemt. Like East Timor. They got independent and people are happily surving over there. They are not very rich but they are also happy. Money do not make you happy ~ Is because they have their peaceful life. Husband go out and work while the wife stay at home to do housework and cook. Peaceful. enough food , no fights.

Well i don't know what are they thinking lar. But i see no points in having all these terroist attack. Faith in national defense. Cos i have seen before the defense technology myself and i am amazed. Imagine what you are doing now got people looking at you ? No privacy seh. :x so all i can say is wake up your idea terroist.

AnaLoG: Be a man , Do the Right Thing. But,
Be a man is hard, Be a Good man is harder.

Congratz to my XLP. She won $10,000 and 50 samsung handphone. Whao.

SICK

2005-11-28T07:12:00.000-08:00

Oh weather is so funny reasonly. So most of them cannot adapt and got themselves sick. Hip Hop Mei is sick. Lol. Not in the mind but really fall sick.Fever and flu I think of the wheather and not enough rest. Then sick le still want to eat burger. Siao Kin Na.. LOl . Jen you rest well bah. Sleep more. If not your BCA even god also cannot save you le ah ...

Actually i also sick ah. From sat diorreah and no voice. Sunday whole body no strenght. Then sleep only 4hrs. sleep at 4 wake up at 8. Then got this ocom presentation reheshal. Oh man. I don't know how i should grade it. To me this kind of standard is sucky lar. But the teacher say my hand gesutre is good and eye contact is good. Just need to pratice more because i not familize. Actually is not enought sleep then brain cannot think of all the things lor. I foget to say a lot of things. don't know lar.. Actual then see how lar . Wearing blazar for the presentation. Anybody want to see ? :p

Okie table topic about today will be friends. Woei Luen's defination about friends is that they are the pillar of your life. There are 4 pillars of life. First is your Parents. 2nd is your siblings. 3rd is Friends. Last is then your spouse/ girlfriend. So friends is one of the major part of your life. Friends bring in happiness , joy , laughter . But they also bring in sadeness , despair , anger and disappointment. DAMM Good friend normal will experience everything with you. Good friends normally experience the sad things with you and those Friends who only see benifit with being a friend with you will only experience the happiness and joy part with you.

As the word J. O.Y indicates. J- JOy , O-others- Y-yourself. Joy will only happen when you put others before yourself. So friends before me. i will defintely not snatch anything from other people nor do i take things which dun belongs to me.

Yah. Today Yuan Xuan came to ngee ann. A bit guitly never tour her come. Bi zing is i ask her come one. hahaha... then yah. Actually really never do anything much. Next time lar. Next time then bring her go tour.

Li Zhen was formally married to Jason. They Cut wedding cakes ( Carrot Cake ) and oh no drinks. But a bit of funny pics. At least jason kan de kai about the past and Li Zhen Quite spoty also. Play along

AnaLoG: Xi Huan Ni , Xiang Ai Ni, Xiang Shoud Zhen Xin Hua

Dragon and Worm

2005-11-26T04:29:00.000-08:00

I recalled once in primary school i once said this to the teacher because i want so much to do the project of my own

One china man= One Dragon
One Japanese man = One Worm

Three China Man= One Worm
Three japanese man= One Dragon

Whats the meaning behind it? I am better own myself becasue i am a china man. Everything can come out of my mind when i am alone. But when i am with other china man, all of us have different point of view and it become so hard to do things. So althought 3 japanese man is not good in indivisual, they can do things well when they are together and good things come out of it. TOday projest was rather tense. COs i wanted to change the outline of our speech. Cos ours is not very organize.

I look for micheal charm our course manager and asked him for tips or advice for the new course TRM thingy. So i have an outline done out ~ and wanted to see whether the group how. Most of them voted for changes lar. Cos its a lot better. But got one already done her part then want to change a bit ma fan. Then she dun really want to change and a bit angry. Then i super scared sia. Is an elder leh. Somehow must respect. People 19 years old le. So i very difficult. That tiffany also no come.

She sick ah.. then headach lor... So Bo bian ~ then come to a solution. For the reheshal we use the old outline. The actual one use the real one. Hahah... Then thats solve the tenses. Phew. Actually i dun mind i do solo leh. I got do project alone de then after that give a 15min presenation in primary school and i score like 23/25. So now poly le 25min speech should not be a problem.

But the course design in such a way that we must work with people. Cos business is actually about human relation and how do you make use of others effort and achieve goals. Its not desipicable. its like you want to get the whole company going you have to use all the people effort to keep it going. Thats managment.

Yah very xin ku ah. My class a lot are elites ah. Then when elites come together will have clashes.

Guilty

2005-11-20T02:00:00.000-08:00

Actually guilts feel my mind. I did something wrong. I know its wrong lar but becasue of some circumstances then i have to do it. Haizz. Regretted man. There goes my cultivation.

Sleep till 2.30pm today man. HAHaha... DAMm Pig leh me ... Well whats the table topic for today. Friends are accompany, they come and go as they like. ( Adapted from Wan Ru's Msn Nick) . Actually quite true lar. As i always say . People come and goes just like water flow. So dun be that sad if a person left you. They leave you for good. Because somehow or rather, they will leave you one day. How you treat others is how you expect others to treat you.

Oh i remebered, this few days i have been dreaming in my sleep. The dream seems so real until i feel that i am like in reality. Whao. So strange. Am what i see in my dreams normally happen. Well hope my this dream become realtiy as well :X

Juniors finish O's. Senior finish A's. Well. I am sandwhiched in the middle. Neither finish nor started. What does it mean. Chin Ya finish her A's already. Getting ready to go U next year. Kai Li finish her O's. Getting ready to go JC next year. Well. Somehow or rather those i really feel for them one is different world from me. To me they are like forigners. HArd to communicate. I can only communicate in some words with them but not fully. I dunno why also. Its like i always wanted to talk to them but always run out of topics. Talked to Chin Ya just now. Short while. She is fine and i am glad for that. Kai Li is too good to be bad. Well happy for them :)

What about the girl i like now ~ She is fine also. Even better. A lot of of choices for her to choose. Crazying with her friends. At least she is happy with her friends. So i think i better dun step into her world and disturb her life. Just a little hint: She got Long hair , dun wear spec and at least 160 tall i think

AFterGLow

2005-11-19T09:46:00.000-08:00

Afterglow today. Where we start from plaza Singapura and saw Thomas there . An insturtor from I DAre as well. Then we bought pasta Sauce. And then Chiong to the NEL . Btw its amazing race and we were suppose to go into different supermarkets along the North east line and get stuff from the riddle. The stuff is actually our dinner -_-

Yah. So Moneky and my group combine and our group completed first. Cos we really chiong lor ... Run up and down the stairs. LOl... So finishing point at Jun Han House. SpringGLoom. ANd i found out ONE BIG BIG Secert abOut Jun Han Also. LOl. Springrance and SPringGLoom. Haizz... LOL ... YAh. PAsta for dinner. With Fondae and Satay. So okie lar ... I did not eat much seriously. Sand Which making competition. NEver Unlesahed my PotENtial. Lol ... No time. No materials.

Some Ku Ku Stole our TUna. Our things always lost things one. I dare our flag also lost. Our flag so well done. Then Lost. GRRr... Then so we came in 2nd. And yap. End quite soon. And then off we go. Wait bus lar . Talk with "Ant ". She promised to call me tonight but she never lar. Ai Yo. Actually want to gossip also leh . Lol ...

Well. Today can see queen grown up just a little. Seriously. Can feel the Change in him le lar. His is changing because of his new girlfriend. Thats how big the power of love is. Then Joshua also having his problem with his crush. Cos he got some rival or something. My brother leh of cos must help. Then advice him a lot. Advice until i chasing the girl like that seh. Lol...

Then my tittle comes in. Best Hitch doctor in town. But you know hitch doctor can help others but can't help himself. Yah ~ that girl i think she like someone else also. Hahaha. So many choices flying around her. Usually the strongest will get the girl. And i think i am the last few in the queue man. TSK tsk . Cannot be done. Tough problem also. Ai yo ... Problem big ah ...

AnaLoG: Whats good about when yu have so many friends and when you need them they are not here

2005-11-18T07:01:00.000-08:00

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.

You can't tell your heart what to do.It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of r.e.j.e.c.t.i.o.n was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.Don't be a person who has to look backand wonder what they would have done,or could have had.*

What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?*
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?*
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)*
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?*
What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?

Seen from Su Yu BLog ~ Quite Meaningful.

Just read and understand them.

AnaLoG: Time to unleash the potential

Organizational Behavior

2005-11-15T01:40:00.000-08:00

I am Doing Organization behavior right now. Its something like physcological study. So if i ever go physco please send me to mental hosipital. Dun hesitate to call 995. Thanks

Stress

2005-11-14T07:30:00.000-08:00

Suddenly i feel so stress. That kind of stress i had during my secondary school times. Secondary 1 and 2. Hard to find one people to depend on also. Long time never ask myself from the heart what did i do. Everyday is just a routin.

Eat , Sleep , Drink , Go school , Take bus , Serve net. Nothing more else i can do. No CCa no anything. Life become such a drag. Schoolwork is making me crazy like *toot* All the lectureres dunno what the *toot* they talking about. Like talking to themselves. Trying to be funny all the time so that can make people happy. At least there will be one lesser people to feel unhappy abot this world.

What can i say ? Happiness is not about finding a girlfriend. Its actually know what you want in life. I know what i want in life just today. It just Struck me. Power Frame Glory Money long longer what i want. I just want a simple life. $5000 monthly salary , One wife ( Sweet Sweet one , Cute cute one , Elegance one , Caring one , virtious one ) , 3 kids , one roof enough for everyone and a transport maybe. Like that enough already.

Well.. that take time to happen. so at the mean time what i do ? Relationship ? Maybe bah. I like this Girl. Yeah , quite elegance , Cute , SWeet sweet de , Sporty also ... Pretty my type. Then she is also not those chiongster or Ah lian ... Plus she friendly firendly de... Pretty my type. But you know. This kind of girls is hot favourite. She is not attached lar. But, i dun think i got chances. Low chances. So what to do ? Go bang wall lor. If not how ?

My this semester works is not easy bah. Harder than the previous one . So stress lor. And somemore, got preassure. NEed to do well ... If dun do tutorial cannot sleep sia ... Then also quite broke... Haizz ... Life is fill with problems.

Then my father health is detiorating day by day. Drink so much. Go to the smoky pubs all those. OVerly stress. Sometimes i really wish that i want to take over his position so that he can live longer. Its not easy man. BIg projects overseas. Imagine Chao Chu Kang stadium is his design and he build one ?

Jia Wei grandfather just passed way. My grandparents are not young also. I don't know when will be the time for them to go. I dun know what will happen to me when that really happened. Can i die before everyone else so that i dun have to see all these things ?

I always make my mother upset. Cos i sleep late. She say will spoil my body. And i always heck care her. Then she also never sleep . Checking on me every hour. VEry guilty. Actually i have a damm good mother already. I will not ask for other mother already. Just that she is a bit paranoid. Well who dun have weakness ? A mother who can cook, can take care of your daily needs, talk to you nicely and dun cane you, give you freedom, protect you, make tonic for you to drink and she not drinking it so that we have more, Sometimes i just want to go and hug her. Cos she is the only girl i hug already won't get slapped on the face. No lar. Is because i know she is one of them that loves me . thanks whatever god who give me this mother.

But as we grow older, we usually dun express our feelings to our family. Cos we have been seeing them too much already. So you will say your problem to your friends. I also like that. HArdly communicate with family. Brother say vuglar slap his face. Come home , sometimes maybe never talk more than 10 sentences at home. Quite bad actually...

Last of all... You can have many many many friends. Which of them is true to you. Those who party with you ? Those is happy with you nia ... Those true friends is those will be by your side de... Shannon is one of them. How to say ah. he really is by my side de alwways. i am glad i have this Chee Hong Friend... Still got a few lar. I am doing my tutorial. Mirco .. Not EAsy lar ... So i got to study bah. Got time then mention their names.

AnaLoG: Woei Luen and his world of Friends

School opening

2005-11-12T23:33:00.000-08:00

WAh wah wah ... At least got 300hrs no blog le ah ... So will give a summary about what i do ah ...

Friday 28th Oct 05- Went to k box with I dare peep. A few of us. There is Jason ( he left early ) , Jen Yin, Bel, Cheryl,Queen, Jun Han , YOng BEng. Bee Shing and Ian came late and go early seh. Then We saw Yan Ping. Hahaha... Quite high lar... Yong Beng's AnatA. hahah ... Then that soft ear(Jen) and Queen really sing very well seh. Lol ... PM me for the videos :x Then we Go eat then go chill at Coffee bean. Really is go there talk cock. Talk about Secondary School What is the worst thing we do seh. Some even knock down the wall.

Then thats about it lar ~ Then my new semester starts le ... Last semester i really never do anything sia. As in never study for exams or test all those. Then really Score very lousy. So cannot. Now must study le lor ....

Wednesday my Birthday. Finally i am 17 man ~ Finally.. one more year one more year... To legal aGe ... Then go out with bobbies lor. Err... Yah 39 people Wished me plus my mother is 40 ~ . Not bad lar ... Last time also dun have so much seh. Yup. Then go Eat with my class the people on the afternoon. Then at night go out with bobbies. Yah ... Go Bishan eat Pastamania. Lol ~ then after that sit at coffee bean lor. then after that they bring in the cake . Actually i know already :x Then after that cut cake . EAt cake all the stuff lor . Then go over the Iris house ton. Then Tok cock tok cock . Gossip a bit. then See Iris Sports dance video. Whao ... See already shock. Professional is professional. Ngee Ann Champion, Represent singapore go sports dance. See already also shock lar. hahaha ...

then that dumb dumb jia wei go and talk to the ashes of Iris Dog. Then after 10mins of talk when our Jelly is ready. Iris told him that the dog don't know chinese. Then he Wah ~ Then he Talk to the Dog Again again. Repeat the same thing in chinese. Lol ... Hahaha... Damm funny sia. Her house not bad lar. Very cosy . Song bo ... Lol then we 4am in the morning go eat breakfast. Lol ... Cos all damm hungry. Go iris house the Kopitiam there 24hr there eat lor. then go the puggol park there see the lake. hahaha .. Got one lake. sit there till sun rise lor. then sky nice llar ... then go back they watched Sky High. After a while, i fall asleep le . Lol sleep till 12 plus. EVeryone a wake le except me . Lol ... hahaha. .. then go Seragoon the shopping ah. Dun know what is it called. Then eat lunch. Then like that me and Jia Wei Pia Cab home again. As usual. Lol ...

Thats about it lar. Nth much. Just that school is such a drag. All my lectureres are boring man. Very boring lor ~ Some try to add humour in the lecture. But then its not funny at all lar ... then make the lecture worst :s

Post will be as usual tml.

Remy : SMoking is Good For health because its vegetarian
AnaLoG: Vegetarian good for health because you Don't smoke

Chalets

2005-11-01T09:22:00.001-08:00

2nd nov 1.24 AM Wednesday

Some special day. A day where my mother had to sone through suffering. A day where my noble mother no matter how pain or tought it is , she must get me out of her womb. I will always remeber this day every year. So every day of this year, i will be nice and good. Not losing of temper. No vuglar . No killing. No lieing. No dirty toughts. Make donations. Treat others well. Thanks whatever god. Well thats the day. Update more about this day next entry

Woot class chalet. Tuesday seh... Yah.. I went to buy the equipment stuff. Got a lot of phone calles ah . Buay tahan. Lol ... then set off alone to pasir ris MRT... Damm long lar... i occupy 2 seats ... lol cos i a lot of things... Then reach there le ... My class there ... the check in ... WAh ... SUPER BIg ah that chalet. Is damm BIg lar. .. BungaLow leh ... Mai siao siao hor .. Bungalow hor ~ Yah , how i wish i got a house like that... Hahaha... Then Start le we chiong Poker cards ... While other chiong Mahjong. We start eating tibits le lor ... Chiong tibits... Then start BBq fire... Wah ... Tiffany and Arron started the fire. They do it quite fast leh... DAmm FASt lar ... Very fast start . Then they eat... Then i wait for michelle and kai yu deliever Food... then they come at 8 plus... Super hungry... Hahahah ... then michelle that ass die also dun want to take money from me ... Insiting that she want to treat me . So good Seh ... Must treat her some other time also...

Then i at night say ghost stories at one of the ghost room. Say until mabia Cry ... Lol ... dunno why ... I haben reach climax she cry... then too bad le lor ... Cannot say more le ... Lol ... then morning i slept a while... Cos a bit boring ... then wake up got mac Breakfast to eat le sia ... Lol ... Damm shiok ... ~ One hashbrown... DEar qiyang is another dumb ass... Early morning wake up nothing to eat drink volka as breakfast. Lol ... Drink already he KO in the bed again... then play hardcore mahjong with money de... Wah i lost a lot leh ... LOL ... ~ Then 2nd day all pang seh lor ..

All go home ... Waste money leh ... book chalet then no one stay... then i ton there lar... hahaha ... No lar ... go over to Brothers chalet there... hahaha ... Their more small.. More cosy... More fun... But to me quite boring... Cos they play x box and i am not really intereted in the xbox lor ... Er... So nvm lar ... sleep... Then like that ho home le lor ...

Swensen outing

2005-10-28T11:16:00.000-07:00

Wah ... wOOt ... Monday I dare Swensen. Woot ... I dare gathering. Si mi lar ji lar , Si mi larPa lar ... Lol... Meet Bobbies ealier man... They call me go borders i thought is heeren there. Then i get off at sommerset. Get off liao walk out liao then i say, GG ... Then i call jia wei call him wish me good luck. Must walk Damm far your know.

Then i finally reach burger king le... Then i go in find, How come no one de... Then they say they at borders. Orh Borders the big big Book shop... Then find themm.. Wah ... Then we can stuck there for 2hrs sia. Not bad ah... Borders quite a number of things to read ah... Then go underground the Tangs buy some drinks ah. Then nel and wen ru came. Joshua also came. Then go FAr east lor. Then promosie want to go fetch the Jen Yin. If not that bugger dun want come ... Lol ... Then pull jia wei go ... He dun want go... Wah lao pang seh... Then Joshua and me go lor. Joshua so brother. Wah lao ... Touched...

Then pasir ris ... Woot ... sEe a red chill crab... Then act dunno her :x LOL Then go buy drinks... Then she come find us... Then mrt go PS ... Then BEe also come le ... Like going market like that... Lol ... Then Swensen.. Wah ... Happening ... Woot ... Go there first thing AhLAH Babby ... IDAre grettings... Lol ... Then one by one , people by people ... Human by human came. my poor brother Jun Han have to run up and down like mad... Then yah... Eat dinner... WAs damm hungry le lar.. Shao Ping joinned our table cos her good friend Xiao Xuan with us. then Bee's bday on 30th, so they celebrated on that day. Whao.. A bit too early ah. but well ... Yah then Jen Yin Quite down then keep tio complain...

End le then go out plaza Singapura lor ... Then suddenly loud burst... the balloon burst. Lol... Then the Macdonald people look at our direction lar.. then The jia wei ... Turn and then pointed at the sky and say the sun burst. lol ... Then everybody did the same thing and yah ... lol . Everybody look up and even the ang moh walking past also look. Then we run away. Lol ... Then go cut cake... LAME here .. Take pictures... Then Eh bah ah de neh a bit... lol ... Then tau pok , then catch Ian and then open his two legs ... Then the middle go knock pole ... LOL

OUCh ... Its damm Pain... LOl ... Then after that AHLAH ... then go home le ... Lol ... Quite okie ...
But dunno why i dun feel the mood leh ....

I think the feeling come backs again...

Nobody is prefect and i am Nobody

4th Day I Dare

2005-10-21T11:01:00.000-07:00

Wah until now only 4th day ah ... Siao liao lar. So slow. Nvm ... Today went to Fuhua Sec. NCC. 4 years of hardwork and building of the unit. I dun want to see it fall man. And the standard is detorating. I seen the sec 3 cadets from they small small recurit to big big young man seargent. Got feeling one you know. Then go there see see look look wayang wayang. Then starting starting the whole company let me, kar how and chee meng pump liao. Cos they dun know their mistake. Muster parade can yawn ah . Wah lao eh . No screw how can. Then part C quite attitude i dun like. Nvm. I will teach Kar How what to do.

Looking forward to monday. I Dare swensen dinner. The time when i will grow broke :x LOl ... Thats not the main point. The main point is. A lot of people want to take photo with me sia. Lol. I also dunno why sia.

okie yeah . And this is my new skin... Nice bo ? ROmatnic huh ? Its only half done. Cos i dun have the time to sit down and think of how to make nice nice.

Then today while eating got this Political party come dee siao the coffee shop sia. Say the government change the Nail for window is enough money de lar. Then still say the Goh Chok TOng wife say 600k is peanut money. hahahaha. Yah lar. Sometimes is true lar. Must have some non governement party to question in the parliament also. If not everything the government say, then everybody follow also got problem. And somehow i think that the goverment are doing things which is a bit rash you know. Using lies to cover up. I dunno. Thats what they giving me impression now.

Okie I dare 4th DAy. WOot LAst day ... Going back To Singapore le. But before that we got FRee and easy time... Can go to Go kart or the beach. WAter sports lover go where leh ? Of cos is good beach lar. Ha. I aiming for the Jet SKi since i step onto bintan. Ha. Then no need Liscence de of cos i overjoy la. Then starting jason come on top. Then Chiong ah ... Lol... The feeling damm song ... But i still dun dare go too fast. Lol . AFter a while then turn back le ... Then Jun yi's Turn ... Lol... DAMm fun ... Jun Yi that siao kin na. Wah. I go top speed she can realease her hand and then say its damm shiok... Lol... Then both of us Shout together. Because of her craizinees then i dare to Speed to the max at turning. Ha. Knowing that she won't die even if fly. But i still very scared she will fly. Then i catch de handle very tight until blister sia. LOL

After that they tried banana BOat . I never... Then wash up le. Then go to Buffet lunch man. So high class de buffet. No air COn de ... LOl... But got people help me pull chair seh and set up utensils. Then got the Vegetarian noodles man. Quite nice. Then can eat other things also. Then me , Joshua, Jen Yin and Xiao Xuan sit together in one table lor. Then my Angel Ming Zhu take desert for me. IN small small cups de... Then inside got rasin, But heck lar. Just eat

Then my Mortal give me ice CREam de. Lol... He give me eat. Take nice nice for me sia. Straw berry de... Siao liao i dun prefer strawberry but. HECk lar... EAT ... Lol... Finish then they go take one Fried FLour like prata like that de ... Wah ... DAmm nice lar... Si bei Song that one... DAmm nice... I wanted to take... But Quite full... Then MIng Zhu tak chocolate ice cream for me again. Wah ... Siao Liao lar.... Lol... Heck ... EAt... Then time to go... LOL ... Xiao Xuan and Jen Yin panic... LOL ... GObble Up the food... Then rush out le... Then we go back ATC.

At ATC right we debreif bebrief... Take award. Jia Wei our group BT... YEah... I give him full mark lor... LOl... Then Keep cheering. Starting. Do you want a bobby? Yes i want a bobby. B to the O to the B~B~Y. BObby ! Lol ... Then change other group name also cheer. Cheer until damm high lar. Then watch video. Damm Funny lar.. Memories man... Then photos also. Then

Final Debrief... By SF. Wen Ru gave us a pencil with Star on top. Thanks Wen Ru. Debrief... Then each one talk lar. Reflection. They talk until very touching. Say they almost cried lar... Ha... I quite calm. Cos~ okie its quite touching my heart ALso metled. But not tears. Tears all drop finish le. No more left. Ha. GOt people say i very good always share my food with them. Then say althought i a bit quite but i like behind supporting them. YAH ~ ... Then actually i like dun want to encourage all that lar. I want to be the silent CAerbear you know... All the thing actually quite easy pass de... Just that people fear heights, fear of dark. A lot of things also fear lar... Ha. But i never. SO quite calm lor. Lol... See people shout and scream is damm sOng...

Okie ... Then go back ferry TErminal. So damm Fast lar.. So fast finish 4 days le. Can i stay longer ? I want to climb The tcp 10 more times also nvm ah ... Just want To spend more time with I DARE people. Wait for YOng Beng on the 1st stage 10mins also nvm ah . Just want to spend time with I DAre people. I DARe.. ROcks man... It changed my thinking some how. And i meet lots of nice people. A lot lar... Everybody in fact... :) Can i go next year ? LOl

I dare 3rd

2005-10-18T11:33:00.000-07:00

okie jen yin i know i slow. I still at 2nd day. Not everybody as free as you leh princess. :p Okie here goes my I dare 3rd and 4th day.

3Rd day eveybody woke up late. LOl. Everybody was dead tired man. Cos we slept at 3 plus and have to wake up at 7.45. We miss the alarm but jia wei manage to wake up at 8 and called everybody up. Thank god. I brushed teeth and all geared up pretty soon. The rest slowly. i pakced my things a little and its time up. Then Joshua still washing his shoes. then he anyhow wash lor. then after that fall in . 8.45 already we reach there . Wah. First few to reach. Lol. then one by one slowly come. Then Later all tio scolded. Say out time mangement skill no good. The same thing go Ole OLE eat. Then after that go to ATC . Everybody is rather quiet and i can see their face have the anxious face.

Cos its going to be a nightmare. TCP. Team pyraimaid challange. All the High elements combine together. Some more each stage is going higer and higer. Everybody see the TCP already leg sour le . SOme more is 7 storey high. They say is 7 torey lar. I think is much higher man. Some more is on top a hill. I was with Vane the fuhua one, Jia qi and Evern and YONG beng :s. We were group 5. Then the first few group going out le a few people breathing hard. Then they go out a while, i was sitting in the room quietly. Not because i sick lar.

Is because i stomachach :x Then my turn to go out liao. Hahaha... My group mate yong beng dun dare to go up sia. He very reluctant to go out sia. But in the end he manage to go out.

We were waiting outside. Then we saw Jen Yin walking back. Then she coming down leh. I think is she give out liao. then i see she crying leh. AWWW ... Girls cry my heart will soften. She walking back sia. Then come down cry. Feel like going there and, jen yin, dun cry leh , You are making me nervous :X LOL .. then its my turn to start climbing. then i climb. Vanessa was infront of me . Then we stand at the cAble and wait for the rest. Before yong beng's turn he suddenly want to shit. then i look at how he disappear then i was thinking oh shit. then we waited 10mins for him on top the first tcp. Leg sour , hand sour. OMG ~

then he finally come back... Thanks god man. then we sarted the TCP with sour hands and legs. Then The multi vine dam hard lar. I cannot tahan also. Then i am not the one who shakes lar. then they call me to stop shaking. Whao lao. I dunno who shake lar. Must be ah Beng. Finally we cross the mutli vine pulling our own belaying rope. :x Against the rule :x. Then after that break time man. Finally get to rest man. After that not hard liao. Easier and easier to cross le. Then got this hour glass will turn left and right de so we walk center. Some more i walk so stable :x Then got this log with no handle. Wah . that time damm funny. Everybody cheering for yong beng then you know what he say ? He scold the rest say you are making me lose concentration dun cheer for me ... LOL ... Wahahaha.. then jia wei say okie lor.

Actually is quite true. People cheer for you then you look down then you discover how high are you up there. But to me nth de leh. just that Yong beng at the log say he wanna shit... LOl... He say he wanna shit. Then the instructor dun want to let him go down... then he keep shouting. Then bo bian. Jasmine have to save her down. Lol. Damm funny. so our group continue with 4 person and advancing at an great speed. Even the insturtor say wah... So now you know who slow downs our group ? Yah. then there is this rock wall. Then i use one hand and hold the thing then the other hand use to say hi to the people below. Lol ... its really no kid. then got one the gap 1meter big de. then must strtch your leg to cross. LOl. I fully in advantage. i open my leg and then hang for about 10 sec then cross... Hahaha... Damm no kid :x ... Then we climb all the way up and yeah ! The higest point with a bell. Then i ring ring ring ring ring ring and cheer sia. Damm happy leh. then now is the flying fox. The reason why everybody climb up... LOL ... Then i was the 2nd one. I sti and wait there. Wait for the instrutor dunno clip here clip there. Then yawn up there. LOl.. then he tell me i can go down anytime le...

Then i just realeas my bud and then the instrutor call me to wait. The next i know i am flying already. i thought he never clip anything sia. Then die already... LOl .... hahaha... But i shouted... O yi yo yi yo... Damm song lar... The speed damm fast.. KNN ... LOL ... SOng ... Hahha... Then thats the end of the TCp man.... Then i come down jun han told me yong beng really shitted on his pants.. I thought is becasue he sacred tthat why he nv go up... LOl... Then is really want to shit... Then yong beng still explain he wear disposibale underwear. Then the shit cannot contain and then drop out ...

Then at below see people one by one come down quite shiok. Jun Yi siao one fly down lieing down ... Then Shao Ping dun dare to come down. LOl... We at below cheer for her okie ... Then nv take i flying fox de pic dammit ... LOl

Then campfire le ... Our group perform then take off pants with the spongebob boxer... LOl... Thats 10 dollars okie... Then earnest say "tonight lights off at 12am sharp " then everybody awww ... Then earnest say " But he will not enforce it" YAy ! Lol Then we party pary lor. Then jun han cut his hand... Bring him to find jasmine. Then hahhaa... Cook magiee mee eat. Open can food. Then my Group mates go back take things. While waiting for them i fall asleep ... LOl

I DARE - 2nd Day

2005-10-12T11:49:00.000-07:00

WAs bloddy cold lar. We on the air con to 16. And everybody of us were like freezing cold. LOl Then i wake up at 6.30 bintan time. But the sky its like 8 o clock like that le lar. Cannot get use to it man. Ha. Okie ya . Then Brush teeth all that. Queen that ass. LOL 7.45 gather he 7.30 then wake up.

Then go OLE OLe eat my breakfast. They had buffet breakfast. My breakfast mee goreng. Woot. Damm nice lar. LOL but you know. I share my things around one . So i past around see who wants to eat. They all jealous that i food is nice . :P Okie . Yah . Finish le . Go WAter activities. My favourite. They say i look like surfer like that sia. With the water sports shirt and bilabong shorts and the Shades. Still got the golve. Ha. Okie reach Bintan Lagoon. Then we make our way down to the beach. Then we have some sharing session. Then becky was choose as our team leader for the day. Then whao. Starting we had to take the balloon and blow it. Then after that form a striaght line then walk to the palce where the rafting equipment is. No kayaking . Damm sad sia.

Then after that built raft . Got take down the video. Those instested tell me . i give you all see. Then after that go down the sea liao . OKIe . Then started. Then our ship got something like problem like that. Sinking de . Then combine with another group. when reaching the destination already right. i went in to the water. Wanted to push the raft. But then the shore line break man. Then after that a lot of people cut themselves. And the shores line is like moving towards me lar. So bo bian. Nelson call me to swim away. Then swim away. Swim back to shore leh. damm freakingly far lar. Then we have to swim futhur . Me and wen ru my Sf swim futhur away from the shore line swim until back to shore. Then got a teacher guai lan us. Okie then after that me and Wen Ru swim back to the place where our group is lar. Damm far lar. i mange to tan myself. The sun is sorching. Yah the water is very clear also. I can see my own leg leh. Then i pull back the raft. Come up want to die liao . Still have to take the things and then complete together. Okie final finish. took some group photos and thats it . then Go back ATC eat lunch lor. Lunch not very nice also. OKIE . Then paint ball time. LOl . My group kana trash. Ha. Then watch the final. WAh . Damm fun lar. Like war like that.

Then in the end is Morgans group win. he hero lar he . Ha ... then dinner time. OMG . We hve to use our points, Bid for our own item and then cook ourselves man. But of cos all the group united together and then each group cook one dish. Our group got CAnned food lar. So its like damm easy. Never use skill at all de. So in the end we finish first and eat. Its about 6.30 when the things end. But Wah . The sky damm freakingly dark le lar. Like night time 9 o clock like that. Then the fun part came in .

Its NIGHT TREK. Woot. We were not given any torch nor light sticks to walk lar. WAH Lao . But can see leh . Cos the eyes adapt to the night liao. Then i was standing behind. listening to what the INSTrutor wei quan was talking to wen ru . I was happily listening to what they were saying. LOl. SI Mi Ang Mo KIa to spiderman. ACT cute ah . Then the sky is full of stars. CAn see the stars one lar. A LOT A LOt. Cos its jungle man. SO its very dark. Okie then we came arcoss this place where there is a lot of water. Then what we see is like milk like that de. Then all white colour things will give out light de. Then we have to crosse a stream. then they say theywalk past a place where the tree is a lot like love de tree. I dun know. I was behind trying very hard to look at the people in front. Then we reach a place where there is this tiolet. A tiolet in the middle of a jungle ? Whao . And no one clears the tiolet. So its like damm freakingly smelly lar. then we walk past some golf course. Got one group go wrong. the walk towards the golf course. Still got what 6 hole , 8 hole , 11 hole. Ha. Damm funny lar. then the say they heard mine and jai wei voice then they discover they wrong le . Haha. in the jungle is damm quite. So you hear can hear people talk from far. Then i look up to see the stars. Then i see one shooting star. The star just drop from the sky. Whao. Damm nice. I wish . For 3 wishes. Cannot tell you all the wish later won't come out liao.

Then have to cross two streams lar. Scare drop down sia. Then still got one vegetation area. The floor got a lot of vine de lar. Have to pull your leg up in order to go pass man .Manage to go through that part. Then there comes this junction man. GOt once junction. My group dun know to go to the left or the right. In the end we choose and take the left Right route. NOT THE correct that right is left and right de right. Then suddenly

Iris say: I think i remembered this tree
Kay: Yah. I also remembered this tree because its like a lot like love.
Ming Zhu: Guys i think we should trust each other judgement
Woeiluen ( mumbling): We are at the wrong route
( No one heard what i say )
Ming Zhu asking Wei Quan : Is that the correct Route ?
Wei Quan : Seriously i dun know. Just carry on walking.

Then our group countinue walking and then there is Bat fly around and eerybody squat down and the girls scream lol. Then as we walked. I start to feel more and more that we are at the same route. But somehow there is a luminous stick at the tree branches. And then everybody starts to think we are on the same place. Then after that we walk to a place where we need to cross a muddy area. And the area is the same lar. TOtally same de. LOL. Then i was thinking shit. Why can't people hear me out . Then as i cross that place. Then Wei Quan come and tell us. We are at the wrong way already. Then we made a detoure. Then have to walk that muddy area :s Then finially man. We reaching le. Then everybody high morale. WAlk DAmm fast . AND YES ! FInished. Reach back the ATC le. ANd the time is 1.45 bintan time. WAh . LOl really lost inside man. We come back everybody is sleeping le . Soundly ! Then debrief. Then take the bus to our Lodge le lor. Go back, home sweet home man. BAth 3rd and then SLeep le. Dun even pack things ah. DAmm tired

Pheromone

2005-09-30T11:09:00.000-07:00

Today have breakfast , lunch , dinner at 5pm at crystal jade. My mother con me lar. Say go out eat . Wait until 5 then eat. So in the end i eat one meal today.

Okie today watch Fa yi X dan an come arcoss this word pheromone. I got read before. Pheromone is a chemical reaction between animals. Usually use to attract opposite sex. Like what people say electrcute by someone. Its given off by everybody brain. If the negative electron manage to travel to the other brain and react with the proton in the brain. Then these person will most likely be attracted by the other person.

Sounds chim huh ? Let me explain. Like the electricity pass on to each other through the eye. Actually is not is through air particles. Different people will give out different amount phermone. So when this person give out phermone, someone was attracted to it. Even they see each other the first time, its like they know each other for a lot of years. So thats explain why some couple fall in love with each other during the first side? And why there is this feeling that they know each other for a long time.

The force of the reaction in the brain is so big that it can make a person goes crazy over a person. You never expect a person who cares a lot about his pride to run around with flowers just to please a girl? This is what they defined as LOVE. For love, you can't control it. Because the chemical reaction of the pheromone had inflicted a permenant mark inside your brain, which will make you think of that person who give out pheromone every day and night. That is what we call MISS.

So you know why some people are more loved by others while some are not? Thats the same theroy. People who doll themselves are those who will be more attrative than others is because they have send the message to the brain that they want to attract people. So they will send out more pheromone. But of cos different brain will prefer different pheromone. So we will prefer different type of people.

Then the show also got the Pheromone therapy. Is true. There is such thing. Is to control over a human brain of what pheromone they would prefer. This is done over Hypnotise. This is a treatment to those with insanitly. But this have been misused by many people to cheat girls. Hypnotise true okie. There have been cases where people hypositses cashier to give them all the money in the cashier machine. The cashier just stupidly give. People with low wills will be affected. And i think su yu has low wills. Dun ask me why. She is like those very easy target. Okie back to pheromone.

People will perform pheromone therapy on girls. The girls just unknowingly fall in love with them and then , normally the person will cheat girls to bed. And poor girl still loving the guy unwillingly lose her dear virginity. So girls be careful

The X dan an is actually base on some real facts. Like the clone all that. Clone is actually making use of the theory of starfish that the tissue will regenerate. Then the scientist will add in electricity to the tissue so that the tissue will grow faster. Some part of the world is using this teahnology to create human organs. The clone will die very fast becasue due to the electric shock. One thing i still don't understand is since people say every human have a soul. Then what about clone? Where does the soul come from?

oh i can be professor already. Oh yah talking about professor, i think the world is quite fuck up due to the education. O level student are those low level worker. Poly student are those team leaders. University degree holder will be those manager. Master degree holders will be the middle management because they can write and sign testimonial. Their testimonial are worth something. Then PHd holders are usually the top management. They can publish ariticle and verify reports. Even they are not in any organization, they can write articles and publish out. It will be worth something. You get a master degree holder to sign a testimonial for you. It is reconizge one. Like that i must go master degree le lar. Like that then can open business for people who want testimonial. One testimonial $100. Can earn like fuck. Cos now singaporean a lot people job interview fail. So they can use this testimonial to look for a job.

I didn't know education got so much power. Graduates have square hat because they can only think in the box. Professor hat is circle one because they think out of the box and research on things. So we always think that final year PHD article. Is a report on their reasearch during their two years.

Maybe i should have skipped level. Since poly and university things are about the same.

AnaLoG: This prove that i have low Pheromone. I DARE - 2 days.

BOBBY

2005-09-28T11:10:00.000-07:00

WHao whao whao ... 3kg down. Wahahahah. Finally. My project S has started working. Because i had that coffee. That coffee good. Not bad. Quite nice. Just that too milky i think. Then monday suddenly fever, headache , sore throat and flu . Wah piang eh. Scared till i jump up and down ah. I thought dengue ah . Now a days more and more people getting dengue fever seh . Then keep thermal fogging. Always see the white white thing spray out. Then every where also foggy.

The worst thing is when i sleeping that time suddenly fogging ah. Whao lao eh . Air Con room some more. Pengunt until i wake up ah. The theremal fogging is making sick. For goodness sake lar. People please pour away unwanted water. Dun leave vase untouched. Cover your tiolet bowl at night when you go sleep. Dun anyhow collect water.

Now government spend our money on fogging you know. We pay government to pollute the air, spoil our food , our water you know. BO hua . So must properly take care your own hse. The mosquito also ah . Damm irrating you know. Suck our blood make us itchy still nvm. Still anyhow spread AIDS lar all the disease lar. And now dengue fever. Ah deh . Why got this kind of useless pests come out de. Like crockcorach got use leh. Girls scared them. Then guys got chance. But mosquito no wor.

The yesterdat go shopping with my group. Ha. We were supposed to meet at 2.30pm. I dunno how i 1.43 reach le. WAh lao. Damm freakingly early. Ha . then stone lor. STONE STONE STONE. WAit for my group mates come. JIA WEI cam first. The i saw other group de cheryl. I know is her. But shy. So never go say hello. then queen CAMe . ha. But he not my group de lar. Then one by one came. That saw most of my group mates today . Finally. Then meet meet. Go town buy things. That yong BENg ah. kanina. Go up the bus so fast. Then we have to go up. Wah lao eh . Take 174 so long. OKIe lar. Can talk . Then shop here shop there shop everywhere. Then they really getting spongebob boxer. OMFG. We are wearing that during campfire ? HECK lar . PIN le . Make it fun . UGLy also ugly one time le. Then that ming ZHU . SHE KANNINA CUTE LAr. LOL. Dun know how to say. THEN XIAO XUAN ALSO Lar . WAH LAO. 2 Cutiee in my group . ~!@#$%^&*( all attach le. Ha. I am trying to be a big flirt here

I AM FLirty. Chee HONG KIA. Got any Chio Girls number i also want. Anybody got ? Chio , cute , sweet de. Got must share :S

AnaLoG: The past is always the best because its the past. The reason is as simple as that ( VAmpire 3 )

My Class , My group , my xlp

2005-09-22T09:11:00.000-07:00

Monday went class outing. I was 10mins late :P Cos i busy man. Held up by some things. Then when i reach right, only seok ting and hui wen reach lar when i was 10 min late. class outing. WTH. Joyce was on the same train as me . HA. ANd then yah. 4 of us went shopping first. ANd then carolyn reached. Then Arron. THen we go to Heren. Then shop there for a very long time. Arron wanted to buy a jacket but the jacket looks quite odd on him. So in the end never buy. Then saw this long dress shop. The shop no bad. Really not bad. Ha. But well. i cannot wear it ~ Then. Kai yu keep contacting me . Then we actually meet Lido. Then they say change place. Then kai yu sounded quite piss off. OMg . But okie . We meet at Cine. Standard. Then rachel say she saw me but i never see her. Then kai yu came. We bought tickets and our suff and proceed. While watching the movie, got this guy. Wah. He sore like vibration like that lar. I hear le i laugh till peng. Snore damm loud lar. Some more is coutious de. Like never breath like that. Then the whole cinema laugh till peng. Then movie end. The movie quite good. Not bad. Great depression de. Then after that Seok ting and hui wen go le . Joyce also accompany us go taka the pepper lunch then she also go le. In the end left me , arron, kai yu and carolyn lor. Ha. Then i eat the salad. Not nice de. EEe.. Inside still got udon de. Then they eat the rice with beef. The rice looks quite nice. But not the beef. Hahaha. Then got this cute and sweet looking girl. Me and kai yu share the same thoughts. Cos we find her very familiar lar. Dunno where find de. Then kai yu dee siao her. Keep asking her question. Then actually want to create chance for me. Ha. WAsted. Next time go back there again. Ha. Thats my class outing. Seok Ting thats the 2nd one . First one only 4 peep turn up.

Then my Idare group. Today get to see my groups. WAs so excited so the peeps again. They not bad. See them quite excitng. Then LOl as predicted. Queen's group will be with cheryl. Then i with ming Zhu. WAhahha. Oh yah. yesterday is queen birthday. Then after that right. I gave him the first present. ACtually is crap de. Let him clear new papers for me. All newspaper lai de :P Then 2nd one is the real one. So ex seh his present. Then my group got ming zhu, jia wei and xiao xuan. The rest never come. Got one call Yong beng. Then say this guy looks like me. But he very irrating. So err. Ha. Then our group name call what just spongbob. Ha. I think cheer also hard lar. Dunno lar. they call me act patrict. hahaha. Wth . With ming zhu leh . WAhahha :P

Then today also my xiao lao pou birthday. Ha . I very honoured. Cos i celebrate with her first. Met her at morning. 10.30 then she come. Then eat the zai mee fen . LOl. All time favourite. Zai mee fen . Then go drink Xian chao. Then she come my house. Hahaha. Then she found out a little secert of mine :X SHHhh... Dun tell ah .LOL. Then after that she play maple. Jumping quest. She cmi . LOL . Test patienece de. Then after that go le . I going ngee ann mah. Then she wear mini skirt. Climb stairs scared she zhao geng so stand behind. But the combination super wear lar. This kind of skirt not nice. Got time bring you go buy skirt lar. Wah lao. :P Then she go town. At night meet her again lor. I told her i got something important i want to tell her. Haizz. I know i am going to lie le . So pray hard she forgive me . Actually is surprised de. I call a lot people come down le . Then they call me to bait her there. Then surprised her. Then after that kenneth suddenly msg me say they hiding. Suddnely change plan i scared tio. She come with nesh leh . I scared tio. I thought like that siao liao . Plan maybe will fail. But nesh siam le. Ha. So then i talk with her. Like i really got problem like that ( sorry ) If not, not real. Ha. Then after that say very cold then say go to pavillion and sit. Maybe there warmer. Then reach pavillion then i see cake on the pavillion. I ask her why got cake de. Then after that i call them come out. they come out sing birthday song to her. Ha. She almost cried. I got see her tears hor. Ha. GOt see. The she touch. Then cut cake. LOl. Kenneth dirtied her bag lar. LOl. With the cake. That LEvis bag or dun know what bag lar. Then hahha take photo with her present. her present expensive seh. Ha. Then gary say be girl better. LOL . Actually he say wrong le . Is be Woei Luen wife better le . LAi any one want to be my wife. Girl only. No gay and les. Recruiting. Lai lai . Buy one get one free. . Buy 2 got 2 free plus discount. PEEP pooP , PEEEp Poop. No one want me haiz. Ha. Nvm . Temporary got small one accompany accompany can le. When sian liao then find big one :P :x Then now su yu running a fever lar. Dunno whether is today caught in that few drops of rain a not. She say not. Dunno. Maybe will afect. Pray hard not dengue. Take care ah . Eveybody also . Weahter super cold leh . SO take care .

AnaLoG: To everyone, we sincerinly pray for her

Exams ~

2005-09-19T10:17:00.000-07:00

My exams are over. I know i did badly this time. Cos the paper i shock. I thought its gonna be easy. Who knows it turn out so hard. WTh . so i think i bwang le . Pass can liaol. No need A

Again i long time no blog. Last friday went to sentosa after exams. Woot. Sentosa. Island life love it. Sentosa days are wild and the nights are magic. Island life. Love it :x HAhaha... Of cos go to the beach lor . Standard. We sure walk along the beach to sunset bay. WAlk ah walk. Walk ah walk. So we reach sunset bay and pay that 5 dollar. We started playing volleyball. Starting 4 VS 4 . My team is always on the winning side . Then me and jun xiang. Both of us win again. HAhaa ... Then we went swimming. That tze ah. Say when i strip like fliming x rated show. :s Say until like that . Saded. Then go kayaking. Wah. I one person pull 4 kayak. But those lazy bum's kayak mange to move. Then. come up super tan already. ANd my face is feeling red hot lar. Then go bath then thats about it. Go home then gather with Ex 2a and 4a classmates. They at fuhua canal there play . I with them ah. Super bored ah . The radio system different channel. they at there still want sing dunno what dang yuan ren chuang jiu. Then at there play cards :s Say is gathering they ownsleves play card. then i got take photo lar all these. Act cute again :x

Sunday . Ha. VEry very fun ... cos 4f and friends gathering. I always look fuhua to 4f outing. Sure happening de. Start reach le then they wanted to do our 4f stunt. Take the sarkles and throw. Then how comes the register 41, 42 to register 48. Those 4e peep als join us. Yan hong from 4d also. Ha. Then 1 , 2 ,3 Then all throw the sparkles in to the canal . Like the meteror rain like that. Then Hor chin Wei just come back from malaysia. Then he smuggle lots of firecraker in. The one i use to play every chinese new year. The loud loud matchstick. Can make a person ear deaf. New year we play like 100 boxes. Everything come in bulks one. Ha. Me and my cousins spent 3000 plus ringgit just on firecrackers each year. Ha. Yah . Then thats the funny part. Chin wei throw the firecraker into jimmy latern . Then Poke . Lol . The latern got a big big hole !!!!!!!! WAHAHAHa LOl . All of us freaking loud till mad. Then the guys discuss a plan. That is to rape jimmy. Then 1, 2 ,3 RApe... hahaha... Strip his pants till can see underwear. Told you our class is good at doing everything. With his pants drop out. Hahaha. then we take his slippers and run lol. So he cannot chase us. Then he want to take his slippers. Then we act return him. then he climb tree take slippers we rape him again. LOL ... Then the girls helping him lar. Like his girls army like that. But guys is always stronger thant girls :x HAhaha ... Beside the sex part. Yah, So once again we rape him. HAhaha... then we keep throwing firecrackers into the canal. Then the peep opposite also got firecrackers. Then theirs super loud. Then chin wei also got . Then put one . Lol . Then they put again. Then jun xiang they all say we lost already say until very loud. Say until damm funny. then we laugh again. then throw the sparkles again. Like metero like that. Throw finish must salute. LOL . Then take photos then end le. Very fun very fun. Hahaha... Really....
Just a little pity. Whats so good about the moon when no one accompany you to watch it.

AnaLoG: 如果爱还能再重来我期待澎湃永远在

Ai yah wasted

2005-09-17T13:06:00.000-07:00

Wrote this entry at 4am in the morning. Again my feelings now is juggle up. Weather is rainy and my mood is swinging up and down. I know my blog had lots of mistake which make it hard to read. So now I am going to write it in a Standard English.

Saturday I slept late or rather early in the morning. 5am in the morning. Considered early or late? Woke up by a call at 11am. Jurong Spring called me. They wanted me to stand in a movie show. After I reached, Mr Seah told me there is a scholarship and busary ceremony presentation ceremony. Guest of honor is Mr Lim Boon Heng. As expected, he wants me to in charge of the backstage and the safety of Mr Lim safety on stage. When did I become a part time ger char (Ministers elite bodyguard)? Well I accepted everything because I am deadly bored on Saturday. The movie casting is Spider Man 2. The movie is quite all right. Just that it is a bit draggy. Free Movie plus allowance given, what a good part time job. After the movie I went down and got brief for the nights event. I was shocked that there were no chairs in the hall. I asked where all the ministers, invited guest, receptions sit. The answer was “on the floor”. How ironic that would be to asked an executive cabinet minister (the so called top management in the cabinet) to sit on the floor. What about girls wearing skirt? That person said he was not to that chair would be arranged. I was told to be back at 6pm. Its 4 pm after the briefing. I got nothing to do and decided to go home and rest for a while. Afraid that they might need me because I am the only one who got the keys to the hall, I went back at 4.30pm and waited in the office till 6pm before the overall in charge arrived. Wasted my time waiting. I should have do something better. Then the person asked me why is there no chair. I answered “I don’t know. I was told that chairs were not needed as all of them are seating on the floor” She could not do anything but to get the cleaner to help to arrange the chair. Being helpful, I helped. In the end I am the one who pulls all the chair out. The cleaner is very lazy. He take the chair one by one. I pull out stack by stack. After that I even helped to paste sticker on to the chair. Its already out of my responsibility. I was even ordered to carry the drinks. I was not paid yet ordered to do something out of my responsibility. The event starts at 7.30pm:s. People had been coming in to the hall at 7pm already. I was on stage making sure the system is working. Then to my surprise I saw the sweetie Min Yi. Ha. She was present also for the ceremony. She is one of the reciptian. Intelligent girl. Girls who are cute, sweet, innocent yet intelligence with a bit elegance essence turn me on. J . She saw me on stage and saw of point at me. She was shock that I am present also. So being gentlemen I :x I walked down and talk to her. Say hi to her all that stuff. Wanted to asked her go dinner but her parents are here :s . So there goes my chances. Then drag back myself back home to study for exams.

AnaLoG: I seriously still unsure about who i like ~ Maybe because i am tired of all these and i feel nothing.

ARMy liFe

2005-09-10T10:42:00.000-07:00

Its not army life of mine. Its my cousin. Yesterday i went to send him to pulau tekong. Finally its the day of his ns. Meet him at 9.15 to accompany him eat mac. Cos he will have lesser chance to eat mac. But well his mother and father come and ask want to go changi village eat a not ? I say anything. Of cos say anything lar if not later tio kao bei. Then me and my cousin seat at the back of the lorry. The wind is better then air con. Hair anyhow fly. Go pie at the back of the lorry so shiok ... Anytime can fly out. Then we talk lor. Talk about car. i teach him a few army rules. Then reach changi village ( i scared later i kana rape by those hormos) hahha... Then go the hawker... Haizz... Nth to eat. I thought they say changi village a lot of things to eat de ? But well nvm ... Eat prata lor ... Wth ... The prata taste like Toot !!!! Even ntuc buy and fried yourself de taste nicer lor. And its not hygenic lar .. The guy take money and then take out the prata flour to fried... i See already also :s And the oil put like oil no need money buy like that. Now oil price high ... Dun put so much lar ... Will make people fat also ... If i known i eat carrot cake also haizz...

Then after that take lorry go pasir ris mrt ... Then my 3rd uncle in law he cannot find parking. Then me my aunt and cousin go pasir ris. Then when reach the interchange, there got one station is to bring people to the palau tekong ferry terminal de. The first thing he reach is he kana scolded to tuck in the shirt... Wahaha ... :P i no need leh ... Then all look so ku ku... Then we miss the time slot but nvm... REach the ferry terminal. Everyything also orderly de. Must line up queue all those. Then need ic de ... Then take the ferry. The ferry dunno why call shit and urine smell ... Vomit * hahaha ... then the ferry shake here shake there ... Lucky i trained before , if not sure sea sick de ah . Then reach tekong kana seperated with cousin le. He go up and we were lead by the army personnel to a lousy bus to explore tekong campus. Campus only, not the training area. Then still got see their bunk lar all that. Then lead us to a auditorum. Then saw my cousin. He like kana tammed like that leh. Seat until so nice in their seats. Then their CO tok cock tok cock ... Then q and a . a lot of question ask leh these parents so ks ... Scared their son's cannot tahan in the camp. My cousin kana pes b . Cos he never go for the napfa test. So he had to go in 2 months earlier. I dun want. I want go pes A.. More chance of going OCS :x He in bmtc school 2 viper company. Then swearing in. Quite honourable i think

Guess who i saw ? I saw he Wei jian. Wahahaha ... He Wei Jian same company with my cousin. Maybe paltoon mates or even room mates. Who knows ? hahaha ... Then i see him close up leh .. People evny me ? I walk side by side with him. One He Wei jian= 2 wl including the size and the singing :x. Then meet with my cousin. He haben botak. Wahaha ... He like super nervous like that leh. Then eat lunh. Eeee... this time budget liao. Last time still got buffet. Now super budget. Eat what these ns men eat lor. Then got vegetarian de lar of cos. But hor i see hor. Wth lar ... Its so little lar. The propotion its very little. Everything so little . Then i think siao liao. Next time i go in sure not enough to eat. Cos they cutting budget of the army mah. Then i siao liao. Stupid Mindef. Must be the associate professor. Forget his name. Still got water resource de his tittle. Cut the food. Got money send chinhook to USA help people. NO money give soldier good food ? Oil expensive you know. Take one chinhook fly to USa you know how long a not ... The oil comsumption is so much. Now oil $71 plus per barrel. Go there at least need 10 barrel.
Wah. Like that how ? Next time i go there eat bean sprout le ah ?

Then he wei jian sitting in front of me ... Wahahah ... close up again. Then the girl sitting in front of him is either his sister or his girlfriend. But anyway. Then girl quite pretty i would say. Not those ah lian type of chio. Is those pretty. But not beautiful. Ming jie this kind then call beautiful. Mr ng wife is call beautiful also. Hahaha.. Get the difference ? Hahaha ... Then after finish le. Eh... Must ownself put de. I come all the way here to eat this kind of things and do this kind of shit ? Then cousin send us go jetty. Before we reach jetty have to part le. I actually wanted to say. EArly die early good. But his parents around. So i shhh... Then go le... got a little miss him ... Cos he like my older brother like that. I am the eldest in the family. So no brothers. So when go out that time, he always take good care of me de. Always lor... i will gonna miss him. By the way He Wei Jian really look like boy. So young. So small size :x Then reach ferry terminal, take queue up for ferry. Then seat in the feryy. Look at sea. Think of things. I thinking of why we guys must go ns.

My conculsion is this. Serving NS is a noble thing to do. Why? Because you go in for tough training. Do all the shit things, cover with mud, smell like salt fish, kana punish by the officer. Get insulted at chao recuit all those. Is for who ? Is to protect the one you love. Your father , your mother, you family , your girlfriend :x and most of all your country. I will serve with pride with honour because i will protect the county and my wife ( in future). I will protect Singapore with m16, sar 21 , MG, genades and even rocket luancher. If anyone would to endager our country's deterences, i will be the first to volunteer even at the cause my life blood. ( quoted from the army pledge :x ) I will serve with pride and honour. I don't know why people must geng NS. Its a men thing lar. For those who geng here geng there is a gay. Not men. Gay. Cos cannot tahan these training so is gay... Well. during departured that time, got girlfriend one hug girlfriend. Got friends de hug friends. Got family de hug family. Well i wish i go in that time can hug all :x Well i never cry for my cousin. Not as if he is not coming back. He just go for chalet in tekong for 2 weeks then can come out le mah. And i am proud of him also. Hopefully he pass out that day i would be there also. To see heimget his green beret.

doubts

2005-09-08T11:24:00.000-07:00

Yah Yah . I know i neve blog for a very long time. 4 days. Not very long. But every moment's a life time to me. Reason why i never blog? Because i was not very happy. Moodless... Okie sunday. Went to see some terrace at jalan bahar. My father is interested in buying one more terrace for our own stay. Finally he had awaken. HoPEfully i can have my own room. Then i when for a meeting to comfirm my function at 8th of oct...

Then monday i went for a test in school... pratical.. yAWn .. Its realli yawn .. Cos its very easy. Hopefully i dun make any mistake i hope ... Hopefully.... then saw angela. She cute her hair... Abit like qian er like that leh ... Long hair short hair also like that nice.. But qianer figure nicer and she cuter :x but i dun care ... No as if i am gonna to woo them. Just stating what i feel. Then she got bio me ... I saw :x hahaha :x then i call min yi wanna ask her want to go movie a not. Cos actually we said monday de... Then i take 99 that time call her she no pick up.. feeling so fucked... Then wanted to call shannon out.. but shannon got school... Grrr... Then in the end solo take 99 go nanyang one round... then reach my house liao get down.. Saw andy and her girlfriend. Not kai li .. Haizz ... That ass ... Odd to be punished.. ya ya .. A lot of people fall for him. Even girls who is older... Becasue ? he is handsome of cos... in this soceity if you are good looking, you got all the good points... if you are ugly... Then people will despiste you. Will call you go away... Even if you say looks doesn't matter to them... I would say its bullshit. Because even me is like that. Who dun want a good looking and good charater partner. Even if you say you dun mind how the peron look, but in your heart you still think that if that person can be handsome or pretty, then that will be better...PEOPLE are normally attracted by first impression. First impression is normally by looks. Follow by action. then after that then they slowly judge a person charater. But those not good look ones. Once other people see them, they will have this mind set... "he not good looking, so i dun wanna be friend with him" Only when something happen then will realize that person good points. So :s

tHEN tuesday. Nth to do. Really nth to do. No one jio me out. No anything. Waiting to go joggin with min yi. she like want to jog in the evening. Say will sms me .. But i have guess she sure find excuses de lar... so in then no go. My family went bintang. Left me solo at home :s very fuck... But lucky got suyu talk to me in msn... if not i will be singing lonely... I am mr lonley alone :s ... Su yu is a girl i would say. Anybody want her ? i think a lot of people want her... Cos she good ... But too bad i her xiao lao gong :x Anybody want to be her da de ? hahaha...

Wednesaday ... Super unlucky. WAke up at 1 plus pm. wah ... Super late lar .. Then 3 o clock get ready to go gym le ... They quite a lot of people go ... Then saw jin jie go ... A bit shock. Cos never see him go gym de... Hahaha ... Then he carry the weight very funny de leh ... hahaha ... Then the crucial and fatal part come in ... Because i dun want to swim and seng call me go watch movie... So i left early... SO i tried to call him. hE DID NOT PICK UP.. i call again ... again he never pick up... Then i forget ... So i put my handphone, back into the bag... i remeebr clearly ... and the countiue walking... Buy drinks already. when i wanted to use the phone to call wenliang that time ... Then i cannot find the phone. Then i was thinking... Oh shi where is it ... Then i started finding... i Tried to find but cannot find .. Grrr Then i called ... My own phone ... WAh ... the person cancel ... Keep cancelling .. Then got one time they pick up... then i hear who is it ... Then they keep quite never pick up ... What the hell ... its malay essecnce ... Then i keep calling ... they keep cancelling lor ... then the shopt uncle call me go make a police report... then i called 999 ... then they call me go to the nearest police center ... They might be able to find ... So i lodge a loss of property ... Then the police eating :s call me wait ... Then ... i lodge le ... Give me one paper ... then when i go home i quickly call singtell to prevent people to use my line any how call ... Later call the who who i die le ... Haizz ... damm suay lar ...

Then that night i not very happy ... Then i jioed shannon and spencer out for supper... Then we eat at coffee united ... Eat shen mian ... Everybody eat... Then tok cock ... Talk a lot of things. .. then shannon girl friend called ming yi :X opps ... Shannon never say cannot say :P hahaha just so conisidence ... hahaa ... his is Ming Yi hor ... different ... Okie yah any way ... haizz ... Suay lor ... I find handphone return to owner ... See money on the floor also never go pickup ... In the end people like that treat me ... It never pay good to be kind... so maybe next time i should be bad ... Vuglar words a lot ... Gamble lar ... Bad tempered ... Drink lar ... Chiong lar ... Hit girls lar ... Go find prositute lar ... flirt with girls lar ... steal money lar ... vandalized lar ... sell drugs lar ... Smoke lar :s Guys not bad ... Girls dun like ... wth ... What had the world become ... good also a mistake

AnaLoG: I am still single and avaliable ... Willing to be that board should care bears... Come to me ... Who will be my care bear then ?

Teacher's day 05

2005-09-04T10:39:00.000-07:00

Teachers day celebration. No school. So can go back fuhua . YI Peee ~ So met su yu and kiat at 9 o clock at the bus stop. Then after that tze and reu reach first. Hahaha... Then saw them. Then wait for suyu wait for 30min like that ... A bit long ah ... Then she must put make up. Make herself nice nice. Comb her hair. Change ~ Put a bit of perfume and then pack her things then eat breakfast, then slowly come down. hahahah... Bo bian ... Princess. Must wait .... Then she is still not the worst yet. Still got kiat how and kenneth. Wah ... Wait for them also very long ... Haizz... I was wearing a jacket ... Super hot ah ... Then went to fuhua ... Eat breakfast lar ... WAit for them wanna cry le ... Super hungry. Then eat the old malay stall... OMG ... Eat ngee ann food eat too long liao... The fuhua canteen, no taste de dun feel like eating already :x hahha ... Then they playing captain ball. Then after that went to watch concert. First is our idol, Kah Leong. My mother always tell me big mouth people can sing ... So its true ... WE cheer and listen until tao jui. But hor when the mei qing come in we say oh shit! Kah Leong losing already. hahaha ... Then is cheng DA .. Haizz ... hahah Then after that the concert seems to tone down. Then saw chin ya from far ...

She still the same. No change... Still so short. Still so cute i should say and look so sweet... Although she may not seems chio or cute to any other but to me is already very good already. More than good. Its perfect. Through out the whole thing i keep bioing her... I not prevert lar. just like suyu keep bioing some other people.. I notice :x Yah ~ I dunno leh ... Wanted to say hi to her ... But too far ... Forget it lar ... She won't care also ... Then in the end the concert ending le . Then all go le ... then i seat on chair... Then i saw her walking to me ... Then she seat down ... At the hall beside the door... Like leg very suan like that... with her 2 other friends ... But now i not so timid le ... Last time i super timid lar ... See her run liao ... So this time i very calm. But my heartbeat super fast. Lucky zhi hao by my side... So i tell myself... Just say hi ~ then i use Zoot * her ... Zoot so many times still dun want look back... then her friend help me call her ... Then i say hi to her ... Hahaha Then she say : Oh Hi ... Long time no hear her voice... Hear hear a while also not bad. Then i start to think le ... The first time i saw her is also at the fuhua hall there ... That time i still very young... Si mi also dunno. But now i know le ... I think through a lot ... I find that i still love her lar... is Love okie L.O.V.E

The rest after her is like only ... Her is love ... The first time i see her i think i know her very long that time already. She is just my eye candy. Sight First at LOve. She is also the reason why i like cute and sweet girls. But i know me and her hardly possible de lar... Cos she is attached and people from different her... So my final love for her is to let her go and hope she had her hapiness bah :) Bless her with it ... Jeremy i warning you okie ... If you treat chin ya no good i will use you as my experiment to try to hip over waist toss okie :x But if chin ya really turn back and i am not attached. Then i am more than happy to take care of her :) Will be there when she need help

AnaLoG: Well ... Thats what is all about my relationship problems. Its in a mess.

I DARE

2005-08-28T11:10:00.000-07:00

Hahaha... Saturday ... Wake up i see wah 8 o clock ... then Chiong all the way ... Then get my father drive me to jurong east . Cos i am gonna be late...then chiong there liao ... Take 97 go harbour front ... I reach at 9.20 ... Queen say he still at his house there ... WTh ~ Then i waited for him ... 10 o clock he call me ... He still at his house ... WtH ~ then 10.20 then reach... We were late already ... Then after that i ask him whether he want to eat a not ... HE say want .. Then later... In the end we 11 plus then reach siloso beach ... then they almost started the game... We were to mix around with different colour groups.

I saw jia wei there ... Hahha... I was so excited... cos one more friend known. then i sat beside him ... BEcause he is in the white group ... Then beside me was joann ( just knew her yesterday ... She seems pretty smart... ) Queen and i was seperated by her ... I was wearing shades and i couldn't see ... So i take out my spes and wore then ... Then i look around... see those in red... Then my first impression was... OMG ~ AM i going with that group during i DAre ... Then next thing the In charge said ... No NO ~ The real I dare was going to be a Completly different group . then i was like ... Thank god ... hahah... they were playing ice breaker. EAch one introduce own name and course and level ... Then after that have to say the person name and people before you ... Lucky i am around the first few ... Hahaha... Then after that i spotted one chio bu ... HAhaha ... She called ming zhu ... I look at her like got see her somewhere else leh ... Dunno where sia ... Then play the name game ... Very funny ... Say people name say until totally change the name ... I never go take note ... The my turn le ... I seh liao ... Then Anyhow anyhow say ... got people help me ... HAHA... Then ... Everybody seems to remeber my name ... because is very easy .. wei lun wei lun ...

Then after that play double whacko ... Then ... hahaha ... I wanted to sabo queen ... But he always never got sabo de ... Damm it ... then i think i tio sabo in also ... hahaha... Then something happen ... Ming zhu also come in ... LOL ~ Then i gentlemen lar ... Let her tap the person ... Then i inside very long ... then they treathen me ... If i still inside then i have to climb coconut tree... OMG ~ then scared liao ... Then whack people le lor ... then mangage to wahck one ... Then ming zhu tio sabo again ... AFter a while she come out and stand beside me ... Then haben start .. Go eat lunch le ... HAHhaha ... Then lunch saw kai yu and the 2nd chio bu ( the one queen like a lot de ) HAhahaha ... I never mingle as much as my group de ... Cos i see them i dun feel like mingling ~ :P Then Brothers ~ then talk a lot lor ... then start de amazing race. .. Then wth ... i wearing slippers... Call me runn sentosa ~ then the white group strategy is to take away everybody map ... Wah lao .. Cheat. .. Lucky we got another map. HAHaha ~

Then our first station tajong beach. Wah ... The spa bridge. .. Must climb leh ... Then we climb up no people ... Wth ~ Then my group member call the earnest ... THen say they at tajong beach ... Actually they should be there one lar ... Then they change plan ... They say they at tajong beach. WAh ... We climb up le leh ... then walk there they say must climb up to count the number of steps ... WAh Si bei sian ... Then i run to that thing and count ... 100 plus steps ... Like climbing to 10 storey like that ... Climb up climb down ... Wth ~ Then my group member bribe them with sweets ... hahah ... Then we also got one cheer ... then give us 5 marks extra ... Hahaha ... Then go the stupid gunner lane ... Then cannot find that person lar ... We ask then ranger , they give us wrong direction ... Then walk one big round... Then i got knock by the tree branches ... then i dunno leh ... I only know got blood nia ... Then after that goes on ... Then go to that merlion there ... Must take group photo with 3 different ethics group and with 5 other people ... hahaha ... then keep taking photo lor ~ Then go straight down ferry terminal ... then saw our group leader there ... Hahaha ... Then we slack there while we drink water and eat the coconut ~ Then the interting part come in ... I figuring out my there is one hard thing on the part where i injured my leg ... i thought is my blood clog ... Then why i push in pain ... But i pull out not pain ... then oone two tree i pull out ... Wah then i discover is tree branch ... Then a lot of blood come out .. wah ... They just flow out ... I see already i shock ... Then kin ask for tissue ... Then clean wound put plaster ... then okie le ... Ha ...

Then after that run the whole siloso beach lor. From sunset bay run back to sentosa. Well. We first group to finish mah. Then go kope queen hair also. Cos his hair a lot of colour. First group to finish plus we finsish all the station. Then we got 2 thing never get for the scevenger hunt. I think is we win le lar... Hahaahah. But dunno leh ... 23rd then know result plus my own group. Best is i with my brothers man. With their laming, i think it will be damm fun lar ... Hahahaha Cos we will lame around. But i want to be with the same group as ming zhu. She quite sociable and friendly leh ... My type :x But she a bit old ... Dunno lar ... I dun want talk about relationship first lar... Know more people better... Friends are everywhere.

Hhahaha... Then we bath le go harbour front there eat. I never eat. GO home then eat. Cos poke le. Then they eat lor. I drink water. The sell drinks de damm no manners lor. Give customer that kind of face. If i was the manger, sack le. Then i spread around the next day is kai yu birthday. Then we wanted to do something funny to him lar ... Then went to pastamania find the rest. Then we think of a plan to tau poke him. Actually wanted to do in tiolet de. But he dun want come in. Bo bian lor . Have to tau pok him in public. Then we go out ... Act like nothing had happened. Then 1 , 2 ,3 Go ~ Tau poke ... I on top ... HAHAHA ... Thats is first round only ... After we went cheers buy drinks. Then. One , two, three ... Chiong again ... HAhaha... This time i incharge pin him down ... HAHAHA ... Pin him down ... The tau pok ... Then very happy lar ... Fun ... We just know that day le can be like so close together le. aI seh ... I can;t wait till the real i dare man ... HAHAha ... :P

Last Is Class

2005-08-26T11:48:00.000-07:00

Today Is the lASt Is class... Did not have LMS this morning because the teacher is on mc. The last day of lesson, the teacher on mc. Haizz CRAp lar ~ then go to school sign up for Student coordinator. My class sign up in group 1. Cos is our orintation group the SCO. So we go back lor. And thats is only the sub reason. Cos group one got a lot of people sign up. And all my classmates tiko, including girls. The guys say because that group got chio bu. The girls say because the SCO's is good looking. LOL ... Then what to do. Sign up group one lor. Anyway they write my name for me le. Like helping me sign already. So no choice. :x LOL Then i wanted sweetie to come also ... Cos she no cca. And she quite introvert leh. Maybe can let her extrovert a bit. But anyway saw sweetie just now during iac lesson. She smae class with me of cos same class. Today she go up present. Wah... Her Voice damm sweet lar ~ Cute also.. She presented. Then she got use the part which i told her. Cos she come and ask me what should she write. Then i say say say a bit here and there. Then she got use my part also.. Hounured :x
Then during our turn . Then i walk past. She and another girl say jia you . Wah seh ... Suddenly got that kind of power to present liao. LOL ... Next time you all no confidence go find min yi call her say jia you can already.. LOL

Then we present. Cos our group the presentation is really on the spot de... Wah... Really cannot make it. Cos is not i do de ... :X So bo bian. We go out got what say what. Then who doing which slides also dunno. I just say. Go diana. Go seng soon. just like that ... Then i explain to them how to buy 4d and soccer. Lol ... Then teacher ask me Singapore pools is what organization. She say she thought is a charity organization. Then i say a lot of things make people so convinced. Say singapore pool is the legal gambling organization in singapore. They donate money is to exempt from taxes. Everybody shock. Then i got see sweetie laugh at our jokes. Her laugh is not those big big laugh. Is those smile smile de... Like su niu like that... I like :x Then there goes her last lesson. Stay back walk around in school , print this print that. Do this do that. Then go home in 154 myself. The bus trip super long .. So i sleep in bus lor. then bus brake. Then i knock my head sia. Ouch ... Stupid bus driver. Drive so fast in aye then sudden break.

ANyway. i Score 90/100 for my Poa test and 7.5/20 for my macec. I never study for macec lar. I anyhow do de lar. I was doing bca project. Then that day got people scold me lar. I got angried. BEcause i never study for macec for the sake of Bca . Still people not happy. haizz what to do ~ Live on lor. Anyway its past already. Just to say i had feelings too. Next semester i think 2 projects only. Quite Slack man . I think i am going to study very very hard. And try to score as many distinction as possible man ... I am going to Fuck it HArd... Fuck it ... :X opps ... I promoised suyu i will put this sentence down. Too vuglar le lar... What to do ... ? A promoised is a promoised.... HAHAHa Anyway... May the dragon bless me man ... I going bintan for I DARE camp. Today is bonding at 10am at sentosa. HAhahahah Jun xiang cannot come... That chee hong kia want to come my bonding to see business girls in binkini. Too bad he cannot come. My group is red group. Ha... Red binkini... Nothing to see also lar... I go there is Bonding... Rebonding... Convalent bonding... LOL ... thinking of mR Lai pronouncation.

Anyway i am bRoke ... DAmm Sep a lot of people birthday lar... october also a lot lar... November is mine. People know what you should do ah :X

AnaLoG:Where ever we go, we must not forget who we are. We are Member of 4F fuhua. The Spirit of 4F ... Guys see you during wednesday teachers day ... Never go back de is tortoise.:x

haizz

2005-08-23T08:39:00.000-07:00

Haizz ... I hate it when people give me hopes then dash it ... Still say anything going on wednesday. I still asked her when she free de ... she say wednesday de lor ... Then now tuesday le ... I had predicted that she will not online when on tuesday de... Cos last time also like that de ... Say sat she steady go eat ... Then in the end pang seh ... SMs her never reply ... ALso dun want online ...

I scared i too buggy ... So i never ask much lor... since she is the one who say steady de ... then in the end she running away ... Like give me hope then dash it ... I have been thinking and planning what to do lar ... then like that :S Feeling so fuck... Then do project ... Also very fuck... I also dunno wth we need to do lar... Try to absorb as much as possible... My group members are hard working ... But we not heading anywhere. I like do the least sia ... Haizz .... NVM ... i got try to do as much as possible

Today bca quiz ... haizz... Everybody was thinking that i would socre high high ... But not very fair lar... I type a lot of the format than in the end they never mark the format. :s Written com test after that ... I thought i was going to die lar ... But somehow or rather i survive. I dunno why ... The format i anyhow come out with it de. I also manage to do the thing. Not hoping to score very well but give me a 21/30 and i am very happy le ...

Sometimese is like that de lar ... You will only find happiness if you are contented. I thought i would be contented with sweetie. To others, she may seems short not that chio . But to me is already enough le . She is cute and sweet , innocent and elegance maybe. Fufill my tiao jian already. Even if she does not i will like her . Cos this is kind of feel since the first time is see her. I make my first comments " This fuhua girl very cute leh . How come i never take note of her ah " Love at first sight they call it ? And i think its preetty hard to enter herr world as well. I dun know lar... I got a feeling its gone case again lar ...

AnaLoG: Please dun give me hopes and then dAash it ~

WAH ~ CutiE

2005-08-19T11:54:00.000-07:00

Long time never post le ah ~ Too busy lar ... A lot of things had happend ... Like my project and stuff ... But the only things which is happy about is ~ i got a new target le ... That girl ... Super cute and sweet ... Buai tahan ... She dunno my blog nvm ... HEe ... she super cute and sweet lar ~ See her sleep also so cute ~ HOw i wish everyday friday ... And She agreed to watch movie with me next wednesday ~ WAh ... Must plan nice nice what to do le lar ~ First date ~ must Give deep impression... Ideas anyone ?

Omg still thinking of her sia ... Hahaha ... Today went to JJC ... Conned by audrey lar ~ then in the end i go alone ... then i call weixia. .. Then after that she call back ... HAhaha ... then meet her in jjc ... ALSo nothing to do de ... So go to 500 plus there eat lor ... She haben eat later she faint ... HOw ? so eat carrot cake ... hahah ... CAll her eat more eat more ... Like brother like that ... Then wait for the wenliang ~~ ooi ... ~ hahaha... then he come le ... FASt sia he reach ... Super fast ... then later they come my house cos i want bath and change ... So go my house ... then after that decided to watch bewitched ... hahaha... then go GV ~ hahahaha ... looking out for that cute girl ... Cannot find her sia ... Then go kopitiam eat ice kachange ... The red bean sux lar ... Then go back then saw cutie when wenliang buying food ... Then talk to her a bit ,... She asked what show we want to watch ... Then today at IS see her le ~ But jsut can't take my eyese off her ~ :X
Then go in le ... WAtch bewitched ... The show ah ... A bit boring leh ... not as fun as i thought it would be ... But well ... I learn a new phrase ~ I was bewitched by cutie ... I can't tak my eyes off her ... HAHAHAH .. Then after that they see me eat only ... So i ate ... And then try to take my last glimpse of cutie before i go ... Go le ... then pei wei xia go home ... Then the wenliang keep nagging why must pei wei xia go home ... She lives at bukit panjang . I said this is becasue of the code of a man ... So late le ... Let wei xia go home alone ah ... Then she so timid de .. WAh lao ~ hahaha ... Then at the lift i say one ghost story and she got s ofreak off that she close her ears ... LOL ... Then send her home liao , then me and that stupid ooi ooi , take 187 super long sia ... To reach jurong...

Then i waited for the cutie to online ... but till now she haben online ... So late le ... She work in GV night shift ... haizz.... Pray hard nothing happen to her ... How i wish i can just fetch her home after work ... So late go home alone leh ~ Such innocent creature ... Dangerous leh ...

AnaLoG: MAY the DRagon BLess her ~

Home ~

2005-08-05T18:39:00.000-07:00

This is a special entry dedicated to EVERYONE in this country of mine . Please read in between the line .

I have a home , a home i know i must be.
I have a home , which i find warmth and love
I have a home , where i see all the person dearest to me when i wake up
I have a home , a place i know i will go when i am unsure where to go
I have a home , the place i live in.
I have a home , seeing all the people that i know
I have a home , where i have brothers everywhere.

Ahh ~ Crap ... Just read between the line ~

My CLasS ~

2005-08-05T02:36:00.000-07:00

WAh ... SO LOng Never update le ... Cos Sick ... Okie start from tuesday ~

Tuesday i nv attend lect ... Cos could not wake up ... Damm ShAG ~ Dunno Why sia ~ Then tuesday saw angela ... HAHAHAHa ... Hua Chi ~ Then i go support my class netball.. Wah so many people ... Seriously i dun know how well my class will perform. Cos my class other people seems very very zai ~ All tall tall dE ~ Then first game is my class de liao ~ Can't believe it man ... We sort of trash them ... Whao ... Amazed ... Then after that su yu call me go lend her money ... LOL ... I shocked sia ... She really hungry until fa huan le ~ Then after that come back ~ See the 2nd round ... Omg ... the team super strong ... then we tio trash ... 8-3 ... Damm it ... So 3rd round scared we will lose ... So i tell my classmate i going down to play ... So they put me in 2nd half ... Actually cannot de lar ... But no body no ... Wah lao ... And the empire super ka yu lar ~ ... oppenent out say is in ... then we never out then they say in ... Qi yang was standing on the line lar ... And the ball is inner than the line ~ Then they say out ... WTf ... EVerybody can see lar ... Then we was shouting already ... Then in the end they dun care ... if not my class netball girls say respect the empire decisions i could have argured with the empire already ~ Then 2nd half ~ i go in ... i played wing attack ... Actually first half we losing sia ... 4-1 ... Then 2nd half go in ... We catch up very fast ... Cos i played wing attack :X hehehe ... No lar ... just that they pass to me ... then i pass to kaiyu very fast ... Cos before that we got pratice fast passing ... So we got the mou qi ~ My teammate pass to me and then i pass to him ~ ... So defense we got a lot of people defense ... Attack need me , kai yu and joyce can le ... So in the end we win ... 6-8 Ha .. We were so happy sia ... Then they went to drink bubble tea ... HAHaha ... So i went to do my tuesday joggin ... BAck ach ... only manage to have 2.8km minus off 400km of walking ... Haizz ...

Wednesday ... No written com lecture ~ so we went to KAP's mac to have our breakfast . Me , Ah seng , kai yu and of cos kai yu's gf michelle ... HA ... ~ YUp ~ Then after that go back to school ... Wah ... Written come tutorial postphone ... Wtf ... Then go Sim slack ... slack already go back atrium do BM project ... In the end we doing POA ... Ha ... then get back Poa ... Wah lao ... I get 79 ... Miscaculate ... Thought going to get at least 80 ... Miss one A le ~ ... Nvm ... Still got test 2 ... jia You ~

Thursday ... Morning i wake up stomach got a kind of funny feeling le ... Then i could not eat leh ~ EAt one sandwhich ... And drink a cup of milo ... then outside is raining damm heavy ... My lesson start at 11 and its 10.30 ... Pia cab down ... Reach le ... They haben come ... HAHaha ... then after that ~ See angela again ... ~~~ hehehehehe... But throughtout the trip i feeling waker and weaker ... When lesson start le ... I start to feel very miserable ... more and more miserable ... Dun know why sia ~ Then went to toilet to vomit a few times already ~ Then got one time i vomit till almost fainted ~ Then i sleep at the toilet sia .. My classmate say i look damm pale ... When lesson end le , i buai tahan already ... Call them to help me call cab ... Then every one or two step i walk i feel so giddy ~ Almost fainted lar ~ Then i seat down every two or 3 steps i walk ... Then wait for cab ... Finally the cab come ...The i chiong go home .. Then i almost cound't make it to home ... Thanks whatever god ... ~ give me the strength to reach home ... Then i Ko on my bed ... Till night ... When i see a doctor ... The doctor say i kana stomach flu ... High fever ... That time i still feeling giddy ... But after a long nite sleep ~ i am okie le ... just that feeling a bit weak ... To me ~ its like a nightmare sia ~ thank you guys ... For taking care of me ... Thats what i called a class ...

AnaLoG: Class Spirit ~ ? touchEd ~

happening ~

2005-08-01T07:45:00.000-07:00

Shannon come my house overnight do project sia ` Before that i doing mine ~ Hahaha... then dee siao him ~ Really dee siao ~ His friends in msn ... I keep dee siaoing ~ Got people talk to him i talk on his behalf ... Saying about he is gaying with me all that ... Lol ..> Then got one girl ask him maths sia ... then i get her to call my number... LOl ... then i talk to her ... She still think that i am shannon ... then talk until so song ... Then the voice so Flirt de :S * ShiVER * LOL ... Shannon ah shannon ~

Then this morning see the sky black one small part ... the rest is pure blue de lor ~ Then i sense something bad going to happen ... Touch wood ... Then shannon buay ki go home sleep le ~ Ha ... So i go to school lor ~ Then i take my father car go mrt station that time i saw mr ng by the road side sia ... then i wave to me ... Then thank god he see me ~ If not my father thinks that i will be waving to the ... EHmm .. Good Brothers :X Seven month soon ~

Then i take mrt hor reach jurong east got one angmoh couple wanted to rush in lar ... But the door closing ... Then the lady kana stuck sia ... Then you know what ... to my surprise ... An indian labour i think ... use his hand to block the door lar ~ wanted to go in front also ... But i at the other side with a lot of people blocking ... So could not go help ... Could only see what happen . Wah .. i shock sia ... Than indian ... Credits For him ~ I mean indians is also human lar ~ Why you people be racist~ . Its just that they are different in colour . Like the ang moh they white in colour we yellow... What the's the diff between them. Somethings i think that indians and malay can be better than chinese ... our president is an indian ~ That time i do survey . Is those indian and malay family do with me . Not those chinese family. i never look down on any race ~ Because i came from malaysia ~ I know about their culture ~ Then i have a lot of indian friends also ... One of them is that joker Dinesh ... Who make me laugh during the o level season . Release so much of the stress ~ And i like the eat prata also ~ And their curry ~ Why can't people treat every one of the people like normal people. I respect all people. But those who make me lose respect for them de , i will treat them like dog. Because they are not worth it ... Like those people who use those unfoturnate people to earn money ~ i even think those road sweeper is better than you ah ~

Then when i alight hor ... I go up the bus ... Ai seh ... See angela ~ Wah... 2nd consequtive time i same bus with her le sia ... Ai seh ... Then shy never talk to her ~ Then go project room. Today actually we did nothing lar ... BEcause everybody was not prepared for it ~ So i also a bit sian ~ Hungry leh ~ Then went for poa ... ZZZZZZZZZZZZ ... ZZZZZZZZZZZZ ... 2hrs ~ hahahah Then i saw min yi ~ shE sleeping sia ... Lol ... After that keep spinning the chair ... LOL ... Cute Sia ... Buai tahan ~ hehehe

Then go mangement presentation. I think i kinda screw it ~ Haizz...then after that do project ... Lol ... WAHAHAHa... qiyang they all call me to turn ~ and then look at a girl ... HEr ass came out ... LOL ... So bad of them sia ... then qi yang say wanna put crockroach inside... Wah ... I was thinking wah ... LOL Disgusting ... But when that girl turn her head ... Qi yang say she look not bad ... Just that her she anyhow let ppl see her ass le lar ~ Well i dunno ~ Qi yang that ti ko ~ Always looking at girls de ... Then so conisidence saw min yi sia ... She seat the table behind sia ... LOL ... they also come do project ~ Then of cos i greeted hi lar ~ I am Mannered :x then she behind me ... but i msn her .. LOl ... ~ Then go le ...

Go play netball with my classmate ... Fun lar ... then i dee siao other team de ... I was jumping around ~ VEry active .. LOl ... Others class de scared of me because i too tall le ~ but their shooter also tall ... I got a hard time marking him sia ... Then in the end we lost a little ... But it was fun lar ~

Go home then found out that su yu kana accident ~ But she is not heard ... But nesh and eileen was ~ ... But thank god they only have some small wounds ~ That bus driver dun so Reckless hor ~ ... Ren min Guan tian ~ Drive carfully hor ... if not get lawyer shoot till you cry hor ~

AnaLoG : This is the way i used to be. Running on the court ~

Hanging By a Moment

2005-08-01T07:10:00.000-07:00

WhAt a nice song this is ~ I gonna learn how to play it on guitar !!! i Will

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where i Started
Chasing after you
i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

forgetting all i'm lacking
completely incomplete
i'll take your invitationyou take all of me

now.. i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know
i'm running and not quite sure where to go
i don't know what i'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you

there's nothing else to lose
nothing left to find
there's nothing in the world
that could change my mindthere is nothing else
there is nothing else...

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where i Started
Chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know
i'm running and not quite sure where to go
i don't know what i'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you

just hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment..
hanging by a moment...
hanging by a moment here with you..

SenoTSa MAn ~

2005-07-29T22:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday only go school to for 2hrs cos IS . Actually promoise to pei su yu go home de but jun xiang they all jioed me to sentosa ... Hmm ... Where should i go leh ~ Consider very very very very long ~ i go to sentosa. Not because Su yu not important than sentosa. Is because i think she everyday see me also sian liao .. So should rest one or two days :X PaisEh ah ~

Yah so i went sentosa alone. Omg ... Go there then go the palawan beach. The bag like turtle shell like that i dun like sia ~ then finally saw them. They already started to play volleyball le ... So i go liao, straight away go in le lor ~ hahaha no feel lar . The sun damm glaring ~ but i brought my shades. Then they was saying , i suppose to be the latest ro arrive de . In the end i am the earliest ~ Yah then play halfway then got this bunch of joker come le . They really joker ah. Got so much Lj cheer ... Like si simi steady lai ~ then Tong xin yuan cheer . Then got one like to do the slyvester stun ... "1 , 2,3 . SlY " WTf ... Then verus them. They quite untied lar ... Then like to create commotion. Like fight against each other then later hug each other. HA WTf . Then keep saying jokes until i laugh till peng . Then got one guy get a girl number. CaLl iris. LOl The friends shouted her name till so damm laugh . Well ah lian ... No interest at all ~ Then went in the water did a 25m swim :S 25m wtf . Too little le lar ..

Then after that come up play volleyball again ` This time is a mix ... Mix with other group lor ~ Then i stand behind dunno doing what shit ~ Then they call me serve ball . So i serve. Shocking sia ... i Serve hor dunno like leng leng got 5 Point liao ... Lol ... they cannot catch my serving. Then they keep calling me to serve le ... Just like that we win . They the other team must do push up . Then We play till 7 plus want to find place to bath . Wah . From palawan all the way to siloso ... Damm far ah ~ Walk like thousand year liao haben reach. Finally reach liao. Finally go to bath sia .. Then bath ... Then reach vistor center wtf. They call me to walk again . From the vistor center to the harbour front. Leg damm ache sia

Then eat le right . They all come my house drink wine . Ai seh ~ The play poker. Jun xiang buay ki . Fall alsleep ... Then we play till 12 plus ... Then the rest go back except boon chye . HE stay overnight. Then eat maggie mee ..I Damm full sia ~ Before that go eat rice ... Boo bian accompany him ... Then he buayu ki also ... Sleep my room ... Hahaha... Sleep till 12 o clock then wake up sia ... Then we eat the vegetarian bee hoon ... Woot .. Nice Seh ~ My favourite breakfast ~ Then after a while he go home le lor ... I damm shag ... Maybe going back to sleep again.

AnaLog: BrotherS ~ Woot ~

Future

2005-07-28T09:17:00.000-07:00

Just see project superstar ... FElt sad for those who went out ... Its kinda harsh but cannot help it. Its suppose to be a competition. Only the best out of the best survive. Its same for the environment. Eilties are the best out the best ... And only eilities are treated as high class people. The rest are middle class or low class. Well i dun know where to place myself . i am neither up , or down. And the best part i am not middle also.

Yah, See the ending part ~ The hug those who went out. Kinda heart warming. Then let me think of the future. Anyone of us married, then we will be so happy for each other and then hug each other saying all the congrats words by the side. Or we graduate , congrat and bid each other good bye. Or 20 years down the road, we see out old friend, kinda excited ? Well ... its heartwarming . But anyway its the future , dun think so much.

Well ... What a long week. i think lots of things happened. Things wasn't like secondary school so carefree. Do whatever i want after school. Friends were all around. Now in poly, always have to see all those unfamiliar faces walking around , inculding the sercurities. Miss my days in ncc also. Where there are these kind of bonding between each other. We have the brother feeling. One for all , all for one.

Most of all i miss 4f . The class united spirit. We all have the same intention of a class. And thats make a good class. Use to seat behind kiat and spencer with shannon . Then shannon always tok cock with me in class. Well ... Buddys . Then that xia lan kiat always xia lan me sia ... Lol Its okie ... That spies life up . Then people always like to walk behind me and dee siao me or seat beside me to tok to me about problems. No more this kind of life.

i am beginning to distance from all these . Even my present classmates. i find that i cannot click with anybody. Now when i wanted to talk to anybody . i got nobody to tok to . I even distance from my family members. I did not even look at my mother when she talk to me . And at home i never speak more than 10 sentences. I am I , they are they . And i am starting to talk less each day. Sometimes dun even feel like talking. i have already give up my goals already. I jsut want to die early. To see how is the feeling of dieing. Whether would i end up in heaven or hell or just countiue sleeping. But when i die, i want to donate my organs to those less fortunate people. I have seen life and enjoyed once. And its their turn to enjoy too...

AnaLoG: No Prospect In Life

Chi Xin jue Dui

2005-07-27T20:59:00.000-07:00

WAtching jue dui super star right now ... the first competitor sing chi xin jue dui for the first song ... Looking at the lyrics ... Hmm ... Think of a lot a lot of things... though i dun think is not that nice ... I still prefer derick sing for us lar ... But then some home or rather my heart got that kind of sad feeling ... But then very long never cry le ... Sometimes wantto cry cannot cry out stuck at the heart there make me more painful ...

Yesterday ran 4km with a few hundred of meter of walking only hor ... A break through ... i never ran so far before lar ... i feel my lung so much stronger than before ... But i will work hard ... I will ... For my goal and for .........................

Looking at su yu blog's tagboard. or by the way derick singing now ... He sing so nice ... I like his voice ... If he really make it i would buy one of his album ... REally good ... Zai ... Anti climax ? Okie ya coutinue ...
Looking at su yu's blog ... Seeing that perry father have only a few months of life left... What should i say ... Console him ... Yesh... But i dun know him well and i cannot do much ... i can only console him through here lar ... Perry if you can see this ... : Every thing have its end .. I dun know whether is it the end for your father already a not ... But now what can you do now is to make him live without regret ... Spend your time with him when his around. Dun regret... I am sure before he goes , he want to see his son at least know how to take care of himself... Love him , i know you will. And we will all love you too ... You all not alone too... Got a lot of good friends... Will always be there for you when you need them.. if you need help just tell su yu to tell me and i will do my best ... Hope he see this ...

Showering concern over people i don't know ... Not because i am kind . just felt that he is really very pitiful compared to me ... I am just too fortunate already ... So i should try and help those less fortunate people . Just that there are too much pitiful people already . Its very hard for me to help all . So people if you see any less fortunate people ... Plz help them.

But those who act pitiful one plz fuck off ... Dun let me see you ... i will not hesisate to bring you to police ... Because of you these people, make people dun dare to help those less fortuante one.. And those who use the less fortuante to make money one plz go and die ... Like the bastard of nkf ... its all people hard earned money you know ... Its people who donate for the patients. Not for you to take 600k pay and buy big houses and take 1st class airplane. 12 month bonus leh. not 12 weeks ... Its like taking pay for a year ... Its not retirement , its your yearly pay ~ if you dun feel guilty , then i really think its better that you die.

AnaLoG: Lieing is the worst thing i had done in my life. Sorry ~

White Lie

2005-07-27T07:53:00.000-07:00

I make su yu angry by being honest to her that i lied to her. I know its my mistake lar to lie to her ... and i regret it ... Sorry ~ first and the last time i promised... Hope you forgive me ~